Silence...

Many times, in natural good zeal, I rejoiced too quickly in assuming the works of the Lord. But the Lord would sovereignly hold back for a moment, to calm me down and wait upon Him in prayer, with much exercise of faith. And He seems to be silent and keeps me also in awesome wonder, of complete silence.

As in the books of Esther, He is the hiding God, moving in silence; unseen, unheard and unnoticed. But in time, He will manifest His wonder. These days too, all my anxious care for the saints went into a silent mode. Before I would love to trumpet every little move of the Lord in the ones I have been caring for. But these days, its all in solemn silence, waiting for the divine intervention.

Many of the people in my prayer list, though I still am praying for, I hardly contact them as I have not felt the Lord's leading to do so. Yet, the Lord reminded me again and again to pray for them, in silence. But the Lord's move, none can hamper. These ones that I have been praying for are being used by the Lord one by one.Though I did not initiate the call, they themselves called and fellowshipped over the phone. I rejoice in the way the Lord works in silence. 

One brother especially moved by the Lord even started sending offering to be distributed through my discernment. This put me to a serious holy fear before God, that I may be a proper channel for the Lord to move, even in the matter of material offering; to be one with the Lord and distribute the offering as the Lord would. 

Another brother has requested me to part of a very important event in his life, his marriage. Not attending the marriage per se, as it is not going to be a marriage function, but a court marriage with only few confidants, as their case is a very sensitive one, an inter caste matter. This request also brought me to seriously seek the Lord's leading and fellowship with the brothers in prayer. This is also the Lord's recent move in silence.

Similar cases also arose with a doctor and a business man. The Lord's move in silence is gaining them. 

Lord, teach me to wait in prayer and never lose hope even in the midst of silence...You are still the One behind the scene; moving in silence. 

Prayer Partner

Time and tide waits for none. Its been over eight years since the Lord blessed me with my wife. Since the very beginning, the Lord has taught us to pray together and do all things--big and small, in one accord. Without much realization, I found myself to be a dad of three children already. Sometimes, its hard to believe.

 

Recently, the Lord impressed me very deeply about a very solid time of prayer with my wife on a regular basis. Though we have been praying together almost every night, the Lord burdened me further to take my wife as my prayer partner and pray with her more solidly and specifically. Since last Monday, we began to sanctify specific time of prayer every morning besides the morning revival time. Oh it was another big step the Lord accomplished in us! I used to be more on personal prayer, but this time, the Lord led me to spend more time in corporate prayer, especially with my wife. I enjoyed the prayer and it was much better than my personal prayer, but not neglecting my personable prayer either. I have found my true prayer partner. I was strengthened, and she was too.

The spiritual battle we are fighting as the Body here in North India is fierce. Subtly, there will be attacks now and then, as we have been facing it. If not to be preserved in prayer, things would turn out to be a mess. For this the Lord burdened the church in Gurgaon and all the brothers to spend more time in prayer. Outwardly there is nothing much we can do, even though we have tried many things many times. The ultimate victory, revival and recovery will be through prayer.

Since, the Lord led us to have more prayer for the gospelization and truthization of North India, especially NCR and particularly Gurgaon, we begin to witness the Lord's work in bringing people to salvation, one by one. The last two weeks the Lord has blessed us with seven baptisms, all from North India of Hindi speakers. Even the way we conducted the Lord's table meeting has been changed to accommodate the local Hindi speakers. 

Truly, This is the word of Jehovah to Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit, says Jehovah of hosts. Zechariah 4:6

So there is a need for men to pray and move the Hands that moves the world. Prayer is most effective when prayed in the Body, in co-ordination, in one accord with our prayer partners. 

Lord, thank you for my wife, my prayer partner! And grace us to be faithful prayer partner all the days of our lives.

Seven Years After

Seven years ago, the Lord granted us the grace to accommodate our siblings from home, two brothers, one my own blood brother and the other, a cousin. At that time, they were very new to the Lord and also to the church-life. In a sense, they were "raw" in many spiritual matters. Even my wife and I were newly married and "raw" in handling many family matters. However, we all lived together and learned together and grew together. Gradually, the divine life was wrought into each one of us, amidst many failures, ups and downs. But the Lord was faithful in shepherding us through and through, even though we were almost all the time unfaithful to Him. The mercy of the Lord was great.

A couple of years later, they both began to serve in many levitical services in the Lord's work and pursued their studies. However, things did not turn out as expected. Oftentimes, they have become my "trainers" to train me in bearing responsibilities and shepherding them both physically and spiritually. Often, I would go before the Lord with deep burden and groaning for them. Sometimes, I almost lost hope of any recovery yet trust the Lord of the recovery. The climax of my trial was when they utterly disobeyed me and did things that broke my heart and drove me to hang my head in shame. This was when my brother eloped; and was far away from the church-life in a state of virtual "rebellion." But our prayer never ceased. Everyday, we prayed for them, even my children would pray for God to bless them.

Seven years after, things have been set upright! The prayers, the anxious concern for them in the Lord began to take a new shape. And this month, they both willingly, with burden of their own will, decided to cooperate with the Lord and His move to participate in the gospel preaching in the most important city in the North East India, Guwahati. To us, me and my wife, it is a great glad tiding, to witness them participate in the Lord's move actively and willingly. Besides, the two were burdened with additional burden of caring for the church and the saints in their localities and their own official burden in their occupation. These to us, is the Lord's mercy and grace and blessing as well. 

We continue to pray for them to be faithful and fruitful for the Lord even unto the end. What a grace from the Lord! Seven years indeed is a year of completion- a complete cycle of transformation; not that they are fully transformed and matured, but at least from "raw" to "ripining" grain for the Lord satisfaction. 

My heart rejoice in the work of the Lord, and my faith in the Lord has increased much more. God is faithful. Even when things are uncertain, God is trustworthy. Praise the Lord!

Lord, preserve us in You, to be ever faithful and fruitful, all by Your mercy and grace, all the days of our lives!      

Divine Protection 2

As was posted in http://palmeichung.blogspot.in/2014/12/divine-protection.html, the Lord granted to our third child, Christy, a divine protection again.

A couple of weeks ago, I was finding time to do some personal work of blogging the experiences of the Lord when suddenly my wife walked in with Christy crying and vomiting, exclaiming in anxiety that we should immediately go to the hospital. The matter was, she fell down from the balcony of our house; from the first floor. Immediately we rushed to the hospital and did a thorough check-up. Thank God, nothing serious had happened except for few scares on the ear and skin. 

Eyewitness had narrated that she climbed the balcony iron railing and tumbled down. Gracious enough, she hit on a pomegranate branches that shoot over the concrete fencing and sprang forth and dashed on the semi-solid mud awaiting sunlight to be dried up. Ultimately, the thrust on the body was not strong enough to cause major injury. It was the Lord's divine protection again. Otherwise, safe for the plant and the soft mud, it would have been a serious case.

On the one hand, as parent, we learned the need and importance of being vigilant and watchful over our children's movement. Yet it is not literally possible to be children keeper 24/7, therefore, the Lord's divine protection is much needed. And the Lord has been faithful to care for us all this while.

With this child, many cases have occurred. Sometimes, I thought to myself and realised that there is some forces behind, attacking us spiritually. Yet in every attack we experienced the Lord's protection. And we need the Lord's protection all the days of our lives.

Even though I walk Through the valley of the shadow of death, I do not fear evil, For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, They comfort me. Psalms 23:4   

Lord, preserve us in Your divine protection; we are for You.

Serve as Slave

One of the most important characters of  a servant of the Lord is 'serving as slave'. Often, I wonder if serving the Lord is so honorable and respectful; yes it does, to God. In fact, it is a privilege to be able to serve the true and living God. But the danger on the flip side is, as seen among many religious leaders, they are serving the Lord as "masters". This for sure, I loathe to the uttermost. May I not be found as such. 

Acts 20:19 "Serving the Lord as a slave with all humility and tears and trials..."

A slave does not exercise his right, does not express his opinion nor does he have his will or his way. He is just a slave; obeying the command of his master without even expecting an iota of appraisal or reward. He just serves, in sickness or in health, day or night, any time duty demands, he serves. That is to serve as a slave.

Going by this generic understanding of a slave, Am I such a one? Only God knows. May the Lord have mercy on me that I may be found as I should be; serving as slave.

I have been tested again and again of my attitude in serving the Lord. I am not ashamed to confess that often I do serve as "masters", but the Lord spoke to me very clearly two days ago that I must serve Him as a slave. To be tested, He allowed some situations in which I must practically serve as slaves.

I had to officially carry out my official duty and had the full right to decide on a matter and do it officially as I deemed it right. But the Lord reminded me that I should serve as a slave, and the way I discharged my duty was with the exercise of my spirit in prayer, and humbled myself to take the lower ground and did the work. It was indeed such a joy to learn this lesson of life!

Two days ago a brother invited me for a love-feast with new ones without proper information of the timing, and of course, I had to drive too. As I did so I took a route which I knew for sure was better, but on his suggestion I changed the route, accepting what he said and what my spirit "amened". But the route was experienced to be very bad for driving and time consuming. However, I exercised not to express any vindication of my original plan, but he himself apologised for his suggestion. 

Later, I had to wait for more than an hour for the actual love-feast to start. I opined to myself if I was informed of the proper time I could have better utilized this one hour prior to the feast. But the Lord reminded me that I am just a slave, and as such, "what right do I have?" I better repent for not having a proper attitude of a slave. It eventually turned out  that I used that time for prayer; praying specifically for some new ones and contact them by phone and texting. It was a sweet hour of prayer and shepherding indeed. Of course, the love-feat was very rich and the time spent with the new ones was great!   

Yesterday, as we prayed and fellowship on the distribution of the ministry books I proposed that we pray-read this verse, "Serving the Lord as slave with all humility and tears and trials...,"  it was such a timely speaking of the Lord. All serving ones were so much supplied by this simple verse. In fact, we were adjusted in the way we serve our God, especially our attitude in dealing with the believers and our clients. What a timely speaking of the Lord it was, and it still is!

Lord, grant me the grace to serve You as slave, with all humility and tears and trial. May I be found as "a faithful and prudent slave."

Amen and Amen

Accepting the sovereignty of the Lord in all persons, matters and things is the lesson I have been learning these days. Though I could have used my natural hand to interfere and turn things around according to my taste and desire, the Lord would still interfere and still have His way, not mine. This is what I have been learning; to say "amen" to all that the Lord has arranged.

Recently, a fellowship came up for a proposal to attend an event of no less significant, an event to grab for, an opportunity not to miss. But all must be done in fellowship with the concerned brothers. Accordingly I drafted a mail as I understood best and checked with my coordinator for a correction or confirmation. The reply was altogether a whole new mail entirely not according to my "like". But the Lord impressed me deeply to forget altogether of my stand, my way or my desire; of who I am or what I am or even what my feelings were, and to just say "amen" to my brother. Experiencing grace and trusting for more grace, I forwarded the message without altering the content. Later, the Lord confirmed that it was His way how things were done. And I was graced to experience the lesson of learning to say "amen." A bitter lesson, but a sweet result.

Similarly, I had to renew my house deeds and had to work things out with my house owner. I agreed for the 10% increase and modified the previous deeds as was requested. When my owner sent me back with his terms I had some feeling within me for negotiation, especially on matters involving money. But as I prayed over it, the Lord led me to simply say "amen" and trust in the Lord who provides abundantly beyond what I can ask or think of. 

Similarly, in matters in the church or in my official service, the lesson the Lord has been teaching me is to simply submit to His will and His way; He knows best. And in simply "amening" I found myself in joy and peace. Otherwise, I can't even imagine what a "rebel" I would have become.

Yes, I do have rights and am eligible to claim things righteously. But denying all these, and accepting the Lord's sovereign arrangement, is the way to experience more grace and enjoy the Lord's blessings. (Often, blessings comes in disguise).

Lord, grant me the grace to "amen" to whatever You say. Amen.

Sharing in Sorrow

The new ones whom the Lord burdened me to shepherd and care for have become so precious to me, even as they are precious to the Lord. Be it their spiritual lives or their earthly careers, I have been so concerned for them. Often I would pray with them and encourage them.

Perhaps, for my learning and theirs too, somehow, the three of these ones for whom I am specially burdened for, could not succeed in their competitive exams thus far. I have a deep burden for these ones to be able to clear the highest competitive exams of the country, the civil services of India. And that they would be a testimony of the Lord as high ranking officers. However, God's ways are the best and His timing too.

When I heard the result of these brothers, I was sorrowful as I knew the sorrow they went through after much studies, labor and pain. I was in fact, privileged to share in their sorrow, though I have not spoken to them yet. The pain that they would have been going through even now, is the pain that I am sharing with them. Their result is mine too.

As I took their matter before the Lord in prayer, the Lord comforted me with a hymn which I read and read and sang and later on posted via WhatsApp to many of my contacts; in fact, that was the portion I experienced and it help some brothers too.

1	Take time to behold Him,   Speak oft with Thy Lord, Abide in Him always,   And feed on His Word. Wait thou in His presence,   Submissive and meek, Forgetting in nothing   His blessing to seek.
2	Take time to behold Him,   The world rushes on; Spend much time in secret   With Jesus alone. By looking to Jesus   Like Him thou shalt be; Thy friends, in thy conduct,   His likeness shall see.
3	Take time to behold Him,   Let Him be thy guide; And run not before Him   Whatever betide; In joy or in sorrow   Still follow thy Lord, And, looking to Jesus,   Still trust in His Word.
4	Take time to behold Him,   Be calm in thy soul, Each thought and each temper   Beneath His control. Thus led by His Spirit   To fountains of love, Thou then shalt be fitted   His mercy to prove.                                                      Hymn #643

In joy or in sorrow still follow thy Lord. And, looking to Jesus, still trust in His Word.

This is the line that touched me so much, and this has become my encouragement to others.

I am glad that I could learn to share in the sorrows of others, caring for them and praying for them. This is how the Lord teaches me lessons of shepherding. Walking with the new ones, step by step. This is how the Lord has been leading me through, step by step, even He will lead me through unto the end.

Take time to behold Him,
  Let Him be thy guide;
And run not before Him
  Whatever betide;