Shepherding : Revisitation

Today, the Lord burdened me to visit a family by all means as I have not visited for a quarter of a year. Though I attempted a couple of times, it never worked out. But today, I was very burdened and decided to visit at all cost.

On this revisitation, I was shepherding the family especially the husband who has already believed into the Lord Jesus Christ but has not yet been baptised, as he has been waiting for the proper time and proper inward confirmation for the same. The Lord's word of shepherding was, sharing testimonies of two new believers who were baptised and whose lives changed dynamically after the Lord Jesus saved and entered into them. 

Later, the whole family were gathered together wherein I ministered on Exodus 15, on the experience of Marah and Elim. This was my very recent enjoyment of the Lord. In fact, I ministered on the same subject yesterday in a Christian home meeting in Gurgaon. Each time I ministered on the subject, new light dawned. The word became richer and sweeter. I just shared my enjoyment of the Lord through the word; how the Lord changed my bitter water into sweet water to quench my spiritual thirst. Not only so, the very sweet water that quenches my thirst is a spring gushing out from within my spirit to supply others with the same sweetness I have been enjoying. Then, we all called upon the Lord's name and prayed.

In our initial meeting, the sister confessed that she lost all her taste for anything, even the food she used to love. She has been through a lot of pressure and pain, within and without. That was one of the reasons our revisitation took after a quarter of months gap. But after the sweet home meeting, she was so joyous and happy; of course, her mother and her husband too. The Lord graciously shepherded us all. She herself responded their need for fellowship with fellow believers. We mutually agreed to practically meet at least once a month and that they also should join the church meeting at least once a week. By this way, keeping the joy of salvation active in the midst of tin and dross.

What a wonderful revisitation it was indeed! It was a revisitation of the Lord Jesus Christ for a sweet and wonderful fellowship. In faith, I prophesied the baptism of our sister's husband and mother. May the Lord do it soon, in His time. 

Shepherding : Restoration

After a long gap, the Lord had reminded me and burdened me of the need for shepherding those whom the Lord pleased to use me in their salvation. In prayer, the Lord confirmed three local haryanvi who were saved, in fact, were also baptised by us in the church in Gurgaon. Though there are quite a number to shepherd, practically speaking it is not easy to take care of them all, but it must be done in the Body. As for my portion, the Lord burdened me to focus specifically on three of the already batpised ones.

The first one was the one the Lord graced me to meet him in 2012 and got baptised thereafter. This one has so much been blessed by the Lord since then. Even, academically and professionally, so far he has been credited with 17 world records and 6 national records and also honored with a doctorate degree, to this date. Success has been his path since the day of his salvation. Besides, he attributed all to the glory of God in the name of Jesus Christ. He has been an ardent lover of Jesus Christ, and has subjectively experienced Jesus Christ so much.

Last Saturday we had a wonderful time together for over  four hours. He was narrating all the blessings God has blessed him with, unimaginably. I was so happy to see a brother prosper physically as much as I desire to see spiritual prosperity. He was cherished with my listening ear, and also I helped him out in going through his achievements and future plans. My main burden released to him was his need for daily enjoyment of the Lord through the word, prayer and fellowship. We mutually agreed and decided to meet at least once a week and keep a regularly contact via phone calls and messaging. Altogether it was a lovely experience to be with one's spiritual fruit. 

My burden was fully released. Besides, the cherishing and nourishing, I also gifted him a set of Life Lesson Vol 1-4, in Hindi and his assignment was to enter into at least a lesson a week, if not daily, which he agreed upon with the priority of spending time with the Lord in prayer and in the word of God. For prayer, the spirit and the word is the only way to go on in a Christian life with a fellowship in and with the Body.

O what a wonderful day it was! The joy of shepherding and being shepherded by the shepherding! 

May the Lord, the true and chief Shepherd shepherd us all!

Blessing in Disguise

Many good virtues of a Christian life are praise worthy; safe for the practice of possessing such virtues. Recently the Lord taught me a lesson on hospitality. This matter has always been our weak point as a family, as we are busy-laden with three blessed kids. Moreover, our capacity and heart are not large enough to accommodate in reality what we know in theory. But we do have intense longing to be enlarged. Thank God for the God of opportunity, gracing us with opportunities, now and then.

Just a month ago, a brother called me up and made an impromptu decision to visit us and stay with us for few days. My innate reply was "welcome," as it should be. Later, in fellowship with my wife, we prepared for their visit, and it was really a blessing to us. I believe our guests were very blessed too as they testified it and the ensuing result proved it. It was a blessing in disguise. Were we to give a second thought on all practical matters of arrangement, our probable answer could be "not this time." But by faith we said "welcome," and that was the key to blessing.

Again, a sister just called me one day and asked if she could stay with us for few months until she could proceed on, in her academic career. My innate reply was also, "yes." Later, as I thought about all the practical detail, I regretted saying "yes" too soon. Any way, I already said it so I would not retract it. My wife had no problem with her coming and we prepared ourselves to give hospitality.

When she did come, things were all in the right order, and she became a real blessing to our family. She helped us in many daily chore of our family, in cooking, cleaning and caring for the children. It was more like receiving hospitality rather than giving it. This too is again a blessing in disguise. She was blessed, so were we. 

This is how the Lord answered my simple prayer for enlarging my capacity, especially in the matter of hospitality. And all these comes in disguise; mostly impromptu arrangements and decisions- a blessing in disguise.

Lord, enlarge us further more!

Church Perfecting Training

The objective truths of the Bible need to be experienced subjectively to complete the very purpose for which the truth exists. Otherwise, it will all rot as dead doctrines; at best, it will be good teaching and at worst, dead knowledge. This can easily affect the believers today even with the recovered church life. For this reason, there is a need to be reminded again and again of the precious truths the Lord has blessed us with. At some point of time I was inwardly concerned about myself and the saints in my locality; and looking to the Lord that we may not fall into the degradation of Sardis.

Beginning this month, the Lord has arranged regular perfecting training for the church in my locality. Though the subjects of the training were very common and well known, the practical reality needs a reminder again and again. It were on simple and basic truths of "exercising the spirit, morning revival and prayer." Truth-wise, almost all the saints knows and some can even give good messages on these topics. But in living out its reality, the sure mercy of the Lord is needed. In the principle of incarnation, a gentle and constant reminder is needed now and then. Thus, the training really helps.

Since this training, many new things started in the church-life. Two new group meetings were recovered with much vigor and vitality. Almost all the saints are revived as manifested in their countenances and functions in the meetings. Besides, the participation in the gospel preaching, prayer meeting, group meeting and Lord's table meeting have increased. Even the last weekend family training also help very much in the burden for all families to have a normal God-man family living. Personally, I myself and my family's living has improved spiritually. Praise the Lord for His mercy and blessing. Training really helps.

Just as Jehovah commanded the prophets and priests to remind the Israelite of His commandments again and again, generation after generation, we also need to be reminded again and again of the high-peak truths and revelations the Lord has blessed us with; both in knowledge, experience and practices.

The church perfecting training is a blessing to the whole church indeed, as the Lord leads us forward step by step. 

Lord, continue to train and perfect us.

Marriage : Becoming One Flesh

Genesis 2:

21 And Jehovah God caused a deep sleep to fall upon the man, and he slept; and He took one of his ribs and closed up the flesh in its place.

22 And Jehovah God built the rib, which He had taken from the man, into a woman and brought her to the man.

23 And the man said, This time this is bone of my bones And flesh of my flesh; This one shall be called Woman Because out of Man this one was taken.

24 Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and shall cleave to his wife, and they shall become one flesh.

The ordination of God from the very beginning in creation of man, and building woman out of man's rib; bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh; and the two shall become one flesh, is an eternal universal truth. There is tremendous yet mysterious wisdom behind this ordination. Anyone one who dare to break this suffer the harsh consequences. What God had said, obedience to it will bear blessed results. This is what I have been witnessing with my own eyes.

In my marriage life, the Lord in His sovereignty graces me to live out what He said concerning the married ones. Though our parents may all be believers, even ardent lovers and seekers of the Lord with much spiritual maturity, still as long as they are in flesh and blood, the fallen element of humanity cannot be fully nullified. In some way or the other, there will be an instance of parental interference in children's marital affair, intentionally or unintentionally. This intrusion, the enemy utilizes it to sow the seed of discord and doubts, yielding into family turbulence.  

Recently, I have come across at least two real-life cases in which because of the parental interference, the marriage life of two precious brothers are in deep trouble. Not that they don't love one another, not that they are not made for each other, but their parental interference made their marriage lives a "too many cooks spoil the broth." One of them have already been divorced legally, even ensuing in bitter hatred towards one another when it should have been a sweet love for one another. The other one is on the process of filing a divorce case. What a shame that this should befall on a Christian home! These two families have never been into the church-life nor fully enjoyed the riches of Christ though presented to them. In both cases, brothers in their localities have tried their best to shepherd them, but they just stick themselves to their degraded denominational church membership without any subjective experiences of the crucified Christ nor the resurrected Christ.   

Last weekend, my portion of sharing was on "the building up between husband and wife." When it was informed to me about this message, I was at awe and wonder how I could share on this message; I am still too young to speak on this subject, I have not had enough experience as yet. Anyway, I took as it was from the Lord and prayed over it. And the Lord blessed the speaking. I myself was enlightened to see some deeper truths concerning a marriage life on sharing the message. My wife echoed right after the sharing and two couples followed suit with their marriage-life testimonies. Then, later I realized it was the Lord's ordination too for me to share on this message.

"The two shall become one flesh; she is bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh" is a perfect picture of the building up between husband and wife. The more couples are builded up, the more they become one; yes one in every matter concerning their marriage lives. This however does not mean that they should be cut off from their natural relation completely. That natural relationship will still remain by default, but the point here is the "unnecessary interference," which must be avoided at all cost. Honoring, respecting and obeying the parents still holds true and must be strictly adhered too; but not at the cost of breaking God's ordination of "the two shall become one." This divine wisdom, only those who live it out will experience and enjoy the blessing associated with it.

O what a blessing to learn this lesson! For a God-man family life for the Lord's testimony.

Lord, grace us to be built up in our marriage life as a type and testimony of Christ and the church.

Bochim

Judges 2 :

1 Then the Angel of Jehovah went up from Gilgal to Bochim. And He said, I caused you to go up out from Egypt, and I brought you into the land that I swore to your fathers. And I said, I will never break My covenant with you,

2 And you shall not make a covenant with the inhabitants of this land; you shall tear down their altars. But you did not listen to My voice. What is this that you have done?

3 Therefore I also said, I will not drive them out from before you; but they will be like thorns in your sides, and their gods will be a snare to you.

4 And when the Angel of Jehovah had spoken these words to all the children of Israel, the people lifted up their voice and wept.

5 And they called the name of that place Bochim. And they offered to Jehovah there.

In my study of the Bible, the Lord's speaking was a divine warning concerning my living. Just as the Israelite were warned by Jehovah, so as His child, I am being warned too, especially in dealing with the thing of Egypt, the world. The stupendous effect of the world is inevitable, yet resistible. Time and again, the Lord's heralding of His care and concern preserves me from many untoward incidents. Not that I have resisted each and every temptation that comes my way, but at least the consciousness and conviction itself is a salvation to me. I sure would not love to see God leaving me alone in a sorry state of rebellion and disobedience. May the Lord have mercy on me.

The Lord's love in warning me is to be absolutely for Him. As His redeemed child bought with His own precious blood, He would not see me rot in vain. He would do all that He should to guide me and protect me. He does this through His speaking, as the case was in Bochim.

Bochim means "weepers." The place where the Angel of Jehovah rebuked His people for their disobedience and as a result they cried out to Jehovah and wept. This should not be the case with me nor with any children of God. For this, the Lord spoke through the word as a reminder. 

As a man still in flesh and blood, I do confess there were times of being like the Israelite, not dealing with the sinful things of the world thoroughly. As a result, the very thing not dealt with, keeps haunting as thorns in my side and becomes a snare to me. Unheeded divine warning will always be a hindrance and a stumbling block in one's spiritual journey of life. But for this, much grace from the Lord is needed. In fact, paradoxically, it helps in turning to the Lord for mercy and grace and be delivered from such snares. But always with a price; often of weeping as in Bochim.   

Similar cases are with many seekers of the Lord. With much regret and remorse, some saints have come for fellowship. They all acknowledge their disobedience and rebellion to the word of God. But not too late, they still are shown mercy to turn to God again and have a new beginning altogether. Praise the Lord for His mercy!

May the experience at Bochim be a reminder to all, to heed to the Lord's divine warning in love and turn to Him. May Bochim be a reminder, not an experience, to us all, lovers and seekers of the Lord Jesus Christ!

Being Nothing

These days the dealing of the Lord is sour yet sweet. He has been stripping me off, bit by bit, of my natural disposition. All the things that I used to be confident in, and in fact, boast of, are all being torn away layer by layer. I used to be a "giant" in my own eyes on many aspects of life. In matter of discipline, character, spiritual activities, self-control etc. But all these were of me and not of the Lord. Perhaps, these are my good flesh in my good natural man. To the Lord these "goods" are as bad as the evil of the tree of good and evil. O what a mercy to be able to see myself in the light of the Lord! But for this, I would be a religious zealot. Thank God for His moulding Hands!

Even the saints who regularly came for fellowship also are going through the same experience of being stripped. At one point of time they were all "high" in their eyes, not caring for the things of God nor God Himself. But through the many experiences of stripping off and now reduced to zero, they were humbled to the core of confessing that "only God is and they are not." To come to this realization is not a small matter; it is the sure mercy of the Lord. 

Same with me too. Thank God, I lost all my self-confidence in my natural man. I dare not even talk about the "goodness" of my old-man. In fact, it has been crucified already. Its not even worth remembrance except for the remembrance as a reminder for never trusting in the old natural good man. All these are dung as Paul rightly termed it. I should not pursue any of these dungs, but purse Christ Jesus the Lord only.

Once upon a time I was dreaming of being "so and so" or "such and such," all a self display of a "good man." Now after learning some lessons of life in the Lord, the things that I dreamed of, are all a nightmare now; the person that I used to love to be, is now what I loathe the most. This drastic turn is the result of the work of the Holy Spirit in me. My views, my goal, my ways are all changed. Hallelujah for the mercy of the Lord!

Paradoxically, when I come to this understanding, the way the Lord uses, in His mercy, is all against my natural concept. What I thought was not my portion nor my function was exactly what the Lord gave me as my portion and function. This experience humbled me all the more. If at all there is anything that I can comment on, it is all by the grace of God I am what I am. 1 Corinthians 15:10a.  

Now I can somewhat understand what I found it difficult to understand about brother J N Darby's hymn, "The Joy of Having Nothing, Being Nothing..."

O the joy of having nothing and being nothing, seeing nothingBut a living Christ in glory,And being careful for nothing but His interests down here.Whom have I in heaven but Thee?And there is none upon the earth that I desire beside Thee.O the joy of having nothing and being nothing, seeing nothingBut a living Christ in glory,And being careful for nothing but His interests down here.

https://www.hymnal.net/en/hymn/ns/26

These experiences have brought me to nothing and felt as if I have hit the rock bottom. The only progress to make further is to grow upward in Christ. O what a joy indeed to be in this state; no competition,no comparison but just the compassion of Christ.

O the joy of having nothing and being nothing indeed, in Christ. May I be graced to be such, all the days of my life.