Eight Years in Blessed Tie

Who can find a worthy woman? For her price is far above jewels.

The heart of her husband trusts in her, And he will have no lack of gain.

She does him good and not evil All the days of her life. Proverbs 31:10 

Today, the Lord has graced us through eight years of a blessed marriage life. The grace and mercy of the Lord has been so abounding since I got married to my better half. She is the perfect match for me and has been my best help meet I could ever imagine. In every aspects of my Christian life, church life, personal life, family life, service life, she has been my secret back bone, my pillar, supporting me through all thick and thin. 

Besides, she has been a lot of encouragement and catalyst in boosting my spiritual growth; even mental growth and physical fitness too. What more blessing can I expect from God other than the pearl of my life. Who indeed can find such a worthy women, if not for God who gives and blesses? "The heart of her husband trusts in her, And he will have no lack of gain." My heart trusted her whole heartedly, and never once for this eight years of marriage, I ever doubted her on any matter, not even an iota. Be it in family matters, or things or in money matter, I have trusted her fully, next to God. 

She is so simple, so sincere and so sweet, though sour sometimes, for my own good. She indeed is the perfect match for me. 

And all these years, the Lord has blessed us with three beautiful and lovely children. Not even one of them I ever expected, they are all the Lord's blessings, and what more can I say?  In fact, all of them were a "miracle" to me. I did not ask for them, nor did I hope or ever wish for them, the Lord just blesses, and I just thank the Lord, God of blessings. Often times, when I went before the Lord and considered all what He has done for me and my wife, I can only praise Him and thank Him. Tears of joy sprang from within my inward being. The Lord is so good, and words does not suffice to explain the inexplicable. Except to whisper in thanksgiving, "Lord, thank you..."

Before I got married, I wished that my wife matches the words in Proverbs 31. And since the day I got saved, I had been praying for my marriage that the Lord's perfect will be done, even at the cost of my own choice. The Lord has been faithful to listen to my humble prayer. Today, as I consider before the Lord, the blessed marriage and family life He blessed me with, the verses literally matches that of my help meet, if to be paraphrased in today's practical equivalence. 

• 13 She seeks wool and flax, And delights to work with her hands.
• 14 She is like the merchant ships; She brings her food from afar.
• 15 She rises also while it is still night And gives food to her household, And their task to her serving girls.
• 16 She considers a field and buys it; With the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard.
• 17 She girds her loins with strength And makes strong her arms.
• 18 She samples her merchandise to be sure it is good; Her lamp does not go out by night.
• 19 She lays her hands to the distaff, And her hands hold on to the spindle.
• 20 She stretches out her hand to the afflicted, And she reaches out her hands to the needy.
• 21 She does not fear for her household when it snows, For all her household are clothed with scarlet.
• 22 She makes coverings for herself; Her clothing is fine linen and purple.
• 23 Her husband is known in the gates, When he sits among the elders of the land.
• 24 She makes linen garments and sells them And delivers girdles to the merchant.
• 25 Strength and dignity are her clothing, And she happily looks forward to the time to come.
• 26 She opens her mouth with wisdom, And the law of kindness is on her tongue.
• 27 She watches closely over the ways of her household And does not eat the bread of idleness.
• 28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; Her husband also, and he praises her, saying:
• 29 Many daughters have done worthily, But you surpass them all.

To the Lord's blessings I opined none, yet open myself for more of His blessings for the coming years. That we may "love the Lord more and love one another more, one with the Lord more and one with one another more," has been our daily prayer, and may it ever be so, in prayer and in reality all the days of our lives.

Because out from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. To Him be the glory forever. Amen.Romans 11:36

Half-yearly Blessings

Since we received the fellowship from the Body and started cooperating with the Lord's move by taking practical steps to help the saints to function in gospel preaching, prophesying and in various other services, we started receiving the Lord's blessings. Blessings, first of inward recovery by life and vitality. Then, the blessings corporately as the church. 

Dormant saints starts functioning, weaker saints are growing in the divine life and meetings of the church became more and more enjoyable, rich and high.Last Lord's day, the meeting was so rich. The speaking of the Lord was so strong and the physical number of attendance filled the meeting hall, and spiritually, the saints were shining. 

Of course, in the midst, there were attacks of the enemy in various forms. But all the works of Satan were just opportunities for the Lord to manifest His multifarious wisdom. Two such cases were witnessed last month. One was a brother who was so disturbed by his work schedule and worldly friends so much so that he hardly had time for his own family nor for the church. The other was so engulfed in fighting a legal battle that he literally was drained out in strength, finance and in his enjoyment of the Lord as he missed the fellowship for quite sometime now. In both cases, as a brother, the Lord graced me to visit them on different occasion. Not to try to solve their problems as such, but just a visit of grace and love. Actually, no one can solve their problems, but their problems can be unleashed through fellowship and prayer. Thank God, the Lord gave me the ear to hear what the saints had to say. I could not do anything but I could listen to all their problems, sympathized with them and most importantly prayed for them and prayed with them. Every time I was in this shepherding situation, I could experience the presence of the Lord and the outcome was always victorious and joyful. Such was the result of the two case aforementioned.

To me, these are sign of the Lord's working Himself into us, as the enemy resists too, with much attack from all possible angles. However fierce the battle be, the Lord Jesus is and always will be the Victor, and in Him we are victorious too. Hallelujah! These are signs of the Lord's blessings. And these are the blessings we, as the church are witnessing these days, in the midst of the year, now halfway through.

Even tonight, the Lord impressed me so much with the church's prayer meeting. It was so rich, so high and so enjoyable! Inwardly, I could see the Lord's blessing upon the church. I was filled with joy and inward brightness and felt very light and was at ease. O what a blessing! This is just a half-yearly blessing. We look more for the high-peak blessings in the days to come.

Lord, continue to bless Your church.

Preparation

“I saw the holy city, New Jerusalem…prepared as a bride”—Revelation 21:2:

The Lord's recovery is for the preparation of the bride of Christ. For the bride to be ready, the church, the bride of Christ must grow in the divine life unto maturity unto the building up of itself in love. The bride must not only grow unto maturity, but also must be beautified for the satisfaction and pleasure of the groom. Only with proper preparation can the bride be ready to marry the groom. This is God's heart's desire.

Practically, as I was under the dispensing ministry of the word, I was deeply impressed with this matter--PREPARATION. In every field of human life, there is a need for preparation. Be it short term or long term, be it in small things or big things, there is an urgent need for a normal, proper and thorough preparation; both in the physical and spiritual realm.

In my living, I must be prepared daily; to enjoy the Lord in the word and in prayer that I may grow and grow unto maturity. Personally and corporately, I must pursue the growth in life, by all means at all cost. Only such a desperateness will render me the adequate preparation I need to be mature in life, and on time.

Similarly, in my service, I must be ever prepared to meet all the business needs on time, and usher in a successful and fruitful corporate operation. Worldly and secular business men have sold themselves for "success", then why not for the Lord's move. But not in a natural way to produce Ishmael out of natural source and strength, nor in a presumptive way of using undealt natural wisdom naturally possessed of Eleazer, but of being thoroughly dealt by God, circumcised of the old man, and in resurrection of the new man trusting in God's grace, receiving the blessing of Isaac. This is the way I must take to prepare myself.

Preparation is a matter of growth in the divine life, and for such growth, there must be the daily eating and drinking of the word, here a little, there a little, now and then, again and again. And this will usher in the believers' readiness to be mature to bring the Groom back for the ultimate wedding day unto the ultimate consummation in the New Jerusalem.

Lord, prepare us!

Life Lesson : Water Scarcity

Today we had a shortage of water in our house, and in fact, the first time we were to live without it. The reason for the shortage was, the water pump could not be run during the water supply time slot as there was power cut consecutively for at least three slots. This lack of water threw the whole kitchen into a mess of used but uncleaned plates and utensils. A nice sight indeed, a memorable reminder.

In my time with the Lord, the Lord reminded me of many loopholes in my character. I could have avoided this scarcity of water, had I been more careful and concern about the whole situation. Actually, we had a bore-well installed which had not been working for long now. It got jammed somewhere in the machine or in the pipe. I had not taken a serious step to look into it and repair them. Had this been working well, this would have met all the scarcity, without having the need to deepen wholly on the public water supply. The Lord awoken me to care for all these small small things; He indeed is the God of small things. If one cannot be faithful in small things, can God entrust him with something big? Absolutely not.

Because of this lack, my whole family was suffering today. All the families who lives in the same bungalow suffered too. And the church meeting in the same building also was affected. From a small negligence, there was a big problem. Though this may not be as disastrous as anything else, but it indeed was a sure reminder to me, my need for more insight and care to be a faithful overseer in the things the Lord has pleased to assign to me.

In relation to this, the Lord reminded me also to consider and reconsider the best way to effectively serve Him, in the areas of service ordained to me. Many new steps have to be taken, in fact, a renewed vision and a new way of service must be implemented. The Lord wants to move fast but He cannot, if I am not ready to cope up with Him. May the Lord grant me the grace to be a proper person to care for all the minute detail in my living and service. May the lesson of life learned from water scarcity problem be not in vain, and may this not be repeated.

Protection

The ministry of the word is a real protection to me. These days I feel the enemy is not silent as the Lord is moving within and among us in an intensified way. Through the fellowship in the body, as the church here in Gurgaon, we recovered the weekly gospel preaching and encouraged all the saints to go out at least once a week to contact people and preach the gospel. On the one hand, we are revived, yet on the other hand I could personally sense the enemy is not happy either. The subtlety in his attack is a sure sign for more exercise of the spirit in the body life.

The speaking of the Lord through fellowship, training and conferences is a real all-inclusive protection to the saints. I have been experiencing this personally. Even this morning, as I was listening to the audio messages on God-ordained way, my eyes were opened to see many things I have not seen before. As I listened, a deep feeling arose from within, a feeling of deep thanks to the Lord for such a ministry of the word. I am protected, preserved and balanced in my vision and living.

The timely speaking of the Lord, the ministry of the word and the fellowship of the saints in the Body of Christ are the real protection. Particularly to me, a person individualistic by nature, need a lot of balancing, tampering and adjustment. And this is what I need most at the moment. My wife, my children, my coordinators in my service areas and the church are all blessings in disguise. Without them, I would be a hopeless blind hypocrite. 

Ever since, the Lord recovered me to the church-life, I have been experiencing this divine yet human protection; protection from Satan and his allies with their lies, protection from sin, self and the world with all its lusts, and also from being individualistic. What a blessed protection in the church life in the Lord's recovery! 

Lord, preserve me and protect me in Your recovery all the days of my life. 

Bezalel (2)

Our official truth pursuit on the Life Study of Exodus, message 170 was so enlightening, full of light and revelation. 

THE MASTER BUILDER

Exodus 31:2-5 speaks of the master builder of the tabernacle. Paul uses the term master builder in 1 Corinthians 3:10: “According to the grace of God given to me, as a wise master builder I have laid a foundation....” A master builder is a leader in God’s building.

Bezalel, the Son of Uri, the Son of Hur

Exodus 31:2 says, “See, I have called by name Bezalel, the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah.” Bezalel is a type in the Old Testament of the master builder. The name Bezalel means “in the shadow of God.” This indicates that as a master builder, Bezalel was altogether under God’s shadowing. He was a man under the shadow of God’s grace. This corresponds to Paul’s word in 1 Corinthians 3:10, where he says that it was by God’s grace that he was made a wise master builder.

The name of Bezalel’s father was Uri, which means “light of Jehovah.” This name indicates that all the builders of God’s dwelling place should be not only under God’s shadow, but also full of the Lord’s light.

The name of Bezalel’s grandfather was Hur. Hur means free, noble, white. Not only should we be under God’s shadow and full of light, but we should be free and noble. Those who build God’s dwelling place are not low people. On the contrary, they are noble people doing a noble work. No other work is as noble as the building of God’s dwelling place. Furthermore, the builders of God’s dwelling place are “white,” that is, they are clean and pure. When we put together the meaning of the names Bezalel, Uri, and Hur, we can see what kind of person the builders of God’s dwelling place, especially the elders, must be.

Filled with the Spirit of God

Concerning Bezalel, 31:3 says, “And I have filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom, and in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all workmanship.” If we would build God’s dwelling place, we must be a people filled with the Spirit of God. By our natural life and ability and in our natural man, we are not able to do this work. Nothing natural is capable of building God’s dwelling place. Only the Spirit of God can build His own dwelling place through us. We are the instruments, the means. The actual ability, capacity, strength, and power must be God Himself as the Spirit to us.

According to verse 3, this filling up with the Spirit of God involves four matters: wisdom, understanding, knowledge, and workmanship. 

This has been my prayer time and again. To be filled with wisdom, knowledge, understanding... has been my personal prayer and the prayer I taught and prayed with my children every time I dropped them to school. As I have been serving, perhaps, learning to serve, for over a decade now, I sensed the need for more of God's wisdom. I do not believe in human skill and maneuvering though this may work in real-life work culture. My trust is in God to do the right thing at the right time, and this can happen only with the wisdom from above, God's wisdom, and the discernment and understanding to be able to co-work with God intimately, all for the fulfillment of God's purpose. And God's wisdom is experienced in being filled with the Spirit of God, the reality of all that God is.

Lord, fill me with Your Spirit. Be my wisdom, knowledge, understanding, discernment and workmanship.

Fellowship of the Body : LMA Conference

Fellowship of the Body : LMA Conference 2014, New Delhi:

Encouragement: The one day seminar was so encouraging to witness what the Lord has been doing in Asia and how the Lord led the saints to carry out the Lord’s work. Especially in India, I am so glad that the way we took is quite proper, solid and steady, the foundation is being laid well. We need to press on and speed up the work the Lord has begun in us and among us and through us.

Enlightenment through the Lord’s Speaking:

Inward Recovery: Before the Lord can have His outward recovery there must be the inward recovery of life. This matter brought me to go before the Lord, repent and confess all my sins, failures and weaknesses, and be judged and breathed into for God’s building. In pursuit of this burden, in my locality, I fellowshipped with the brothers to have more time with the Lord in the word and prayer, both personally and corporately. Outward blessings and recovery will be a result of an inward recovery of life and by life.

Glorious Vision: Seeing the glorious vision of the Holy Building is of utmost importance; for this will govern us, restrict us, control us, keep us in one accord to reach God’s goal. Apart from this vision, we have no way to be built up to fulfill God’s purpose. All our spirituality, living and work must be measured by the house of God, the body life, and must be for the house of God and the Body of Christ.

Fellowship with Brother from Taiwa was so nourishing and perfecting. They are real patterns for us to follow. Especially in my service area, I am helped in learning the following matters:

1. the need to produce more literature and with good quality, 
2. the importance of  having a sweet coordination with all the churches  
3. the need to consider a wise business model of having our own printer for small run
4. the need to promote readership through standing orders mingled with rewards and incentives
5. the need to encourage, train and perfect more saints in different localities for books promotion and distribution

Besides, our work is not "localised" nor "regionalised" nor "nationalised", we are for the Body. This LMA fellowship brought more reality and practicality of our being in the one work of the one unique Body of Christ in sweet one accord and coordination.

Romans 11:33

O the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and untraceable His ways!

Besides all these, through the fellowship, the church in Gurgaon has picked up the burden to have a proper structure of the church life, by encouraging all the saints to function at least by going out once a week to preach the gospel. Even as we actually started to go out, the Lord's presence and anointing was with us and we all enjoyed the blessing, a blessing through the fellowship in the Body. 

Lord, may this blessed burden continue to burden us until Your heart's desire is fulfilled.