Ten Years Then And Now

An Experience of a Visit to Chennai Where I was a Student Ten Years Ago
Ten years ago as a student of MCC, Tambaram then, I used to spend most evening to go before the presence of the Lord and enjoyed His instant speaking and guiding on various issues of life. Ten years after, now many things have changed, still that sweet presence of the Lord in prayer not only remains the same but became sweeter and sweeter, even deeper and deeper. Reflecting back in prayer, I thanked the Lord for all His faithfulness.
The Lord has been directing me in every detail of my life, living and service. Ten years ago I was a student seeker of the truth, hungering and thirsting, yet nothing of my spiritual pursuit completely satisfied me. I was introduced to the ministry books and even brought to visit the then book room, and I could still vividly remembered purchasing ministry books howevermuch my finance could managed then. Now, having been satisfied with the healthy teaching of the Word and even sovereignly arranged by the Lord to serve in the ministry literature I look forward to the Lord for more furtherance of the ministry.
Ten years ago, the literature was housed in a humble rented place, and ten years after, now I do not agree to see the same though there has been multiplication in serving ones and services. I pray in faith to the Lord for the provision of all the things needed for the operation of the ministry literature, including practical needs of offices, warehouses and serving ones' lodges. It was indeed such a release to release these burdens before the Lord. Though these sounds physical nevertheless they are all for the spiritual purpose of preparing and filling up Joseph's warehouse as food supply station to India and its subcontinent. The confirmation of such prayer was instanteneous as it was a prayer out of the Lord's heart. I was deeply confirmed within that the Lord has answered the prayer and in time, it will be done. I told the Lord, "I Believe", and the response was ,"According to your faith it will be done!"

According To Your Faith

For she said within herself, If only I touch His garment, I will be healed. And Jesus, turning and seeing her, said, Take courage, daughter; your faith has helaed you. And the women was healed from that hour.......According to your faith, let it be done to you.

Matthew 9:21,22,27b.

What a record! The Lord opened my eyes afresh this morning as I was on the Word. Faith is not a merely doctrine to preach on, it is a reality to experience. What is impossible is truly possible with the Lord for those who believe. Lord I believe! Help my unbelieve if I ever or slighly doubt your Word.

As I was praying and considering the Lord's work assigned to me within my capacity things seems tough and impossible. The plans are good, but the way to accomplished? At this juncture the Lord spoke to me the verses, "If only I believe.... my faith in the Lord will make a way for the Lord to accomplish it." And He does according to our faith. Yes, according to my faith. Lord, strengthen my faith.

The need is great, be it spiritual or physical. Something spiritual also covers something practical. If practical human affairs are not met, spiritual needs cannot be met either. As much as the Lord is divine yet human, so much more we are human yet divine. The divine life we recieved on regeneration does in no way annul the physical life nor its existences. Rather, the more divinity we possess the more human we will be. Otherwise it would be awefully mysterious leading to extremism.

Have faith in God for all spiritual or physical needs. His supplying our physical needs is for the spiritual purpose. His caring for us is His caring for Himself, for in us He moves and lives and does things to fulfil His purpose. Our existence is for Him, our welfare is for Him, and everything pertaining us pertains Him too. He lives in us, through us, for Him. So trust in God for all affairs of life, He cares and ever will. Believe and have faith, and it will be done.

Faith is Christ Himself inwrought into us, the believers, to believe into Him and for His will to be done on the earth. It is a gift of God yet to be treasured and exercised for the Lord's purpose. Such faith is already in the Body of Christ. When one joins himself to the Lord and His Body, he is positioned rightly to receive the heavenly blessings in whatever form. And the goal of such blessings of faith is to build up the Body of Christ. Let us have faith in God, and let us be always one with the Body to receive the heavenly blessings in faith.

The Pentecostal Experience in Prayer

The pentecostal experience in Acts was preceded by ten days of fasting and prayer. There is indeed a prerequisite for such an experience. Basically the preparation of the vessel to be filled in and upon by the Holy Spirit. The best and simplest way is prayer. A prayer that is according to the Father's will, not a mere religious or seeking prayer just for the sake of some pentacostal experiences. When a vessel is prepared in prayer according to God with much exercise of the mingled spirit, the Spirit within overflows, and out came the manifestation of the Lord's desire. This is of utmost important for both God and man to co-work to carry out God's eternal economy.

Negatively, this experience can never be imitated or faked. Some might have tried without his being prepared, much less one with the Lord, the result will be fake spirituality with full of deceptions, a good tool for the devil's fomentation of his anti-Christ desires. Such will result only in the producing of Ishmael, Moabites and Ammonites whom Jehovah God hated, and they only work against God. Because the source is completely wrong, its not God but the natural selfish and sinful self. These are the works which many knowingly or unknowingly are enveloping themselves with. These are the work of which the Lord will comment, "I don't know you, worker of lawlessness." May the Lord deliver us from such.

On the contrary, may we be those who humble themselves and open to the Lord, whom the Lord has a free way to deal with every affairs of their most secretive personal affairs and make His home to dwell into deeply. Often times, its not easy for an individual to venture into this deed, nevertheless it not impossible. However, the better is to do so corporately as the Body. In the Body the anointing of the Lord is there, the blessing of the Lord is abundant and the flow of the Lord is like torrent of living waters gushing out. So let's be joined and be one with the Body.

Today I have been blessed being one with the Body in the work of the Lord co-opertating in one accord on the earth as in the days of the apostles. Far away, to the outskirt of Gurgaon, we prayed and prayed and prayed, very much exercising our spirits and releasing the Lord's burden, praying in resurrection touching the throne, praying the victorious prayer of the Lord's triumphal procession, we were filled with the Holy Spirit. The move of the Spirit was very very vivid. We know the Lord has initiated His move in Gurgaon and New Delhi. The stronghold of the ancient serpent cannot persist no longer. Satan has been defeated! That's a fact, in fact, the fact the Lord has already accomplished. Halleluijah! And today we are proclaiming and executing it here on the earth. Halleluijah!

Led of the Lord, we further took a step ahead in laying hands upon different teams of serving saints commissioning them with and by the power and authority of the ascended Christ for the carrying out of the Great Commission to gain Gurgaon and New Delhi, claiming every community and every classes of people for the Lord. Yes, all for the building up of the Body of Christ, the preparation of the bridal army to defeat Satan and bring the Lord back to recover the earth. As we did so, we had the full assurance that the Lord has answered our prayers and it has been done, and that the work is finished! Amen and amen! Halleluijah!

The Pentecostal Experience

The pentecostal experience is real, and as believers in Christ with the life-giving Spirit dwelling in our spirit, this experience should be very ordinary and normal and regular. But such experiences does not make one a "pentecostal christian?", that would be division in the Body of Christ. We need the reality of experiencing the Holy Spirit's working within as the "pleroo" for our daily living and His working without as the "pletho" for accomplishing God's eternal purpose. Otherwise, a christian life would be just a life without any function, experience and enjoyment. It is as good as religiosity in form without life in reality.

This pentecostal experience does not need a special conference with a special "gifted preacher?", it does not require any gifted singer with musical band to sooth or stir one's emotion, nor any of the spiritual gimmick of fake tongue speaking nor any professional acting performance of the self cloaked under the banner "praise and worship", for genuine worship is in the spirit, not in music or christian entertainment. All these are non nonsensical. It doesn't even behoves a background of religiosity nor spirituality. The only prerequisite is to be an open vessel before the Lord, yes, not only open, but sanctified for the Holy Spirit to fill into. One can be such by exercising his mingled spirit to touch the living Lord as the Spirit. This can be simply and easily experienced by prayer, hymning, psalming, calling on the Lord's name etc., in any place at any time personally or corporately. What an enjoyment such an experience gives! May all children of God enjoy the Spirit's filling,, moving and working day by day.

As the Lord in His mercy bestowed me such an experience, my inner eye could see how subtle the enemy is to robe the believers of their portion of this enjoyment. He, Satan, is defeated at the cross by the Lord Jesus Christ. That's an accomplished fact, nothing under the sun can reverse nor diverse. I saw this, not that I didn't know this before. The Lord enlightened me to see this fact again more vividly. Oh Christ is Victor! Let's take our stand at the rightful position with and in Christ. Then, the victory is ours, as we take this stand as the Body, in the Body and for the Body. Some ignorant believers often try to take this stand in themselves just to be taught a horrifying lesson of defeat, again and again. Today, Christ is in His heavenly ministry carrying out His heavenly ministry through the Body, the church. Outside the Body, all claims will be nullified. Christ does not work without His Body. So we must take the victorious triumphal procession in the Body.

I truly agree with M E Barbar who penned a victorious hymns "Halleluiah! Christ is Victor!" Verse 4 says ,

"Hallelujah! Christ is Victor,

No defeat nor fear
Evermore must dim thy vision!
Christ the way will clear.
Source: http://www.hymnal.net/hymn.php/h/890#ixzz1lsgr0JYC"

I could now see, there's no need for beggarly prayer, but praise-full proclamation!. Declare the victory and claim it! Do it all in the Body of Christ! The land is already conquered, possess it! Our duty is, as apostle Paul rightly wrote, "But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in the Christ and manifests the savor of the knowledge of Him through us in every place. 2 Cor. 2:14", wherever we are, whatever we do, whoever we meet, whatever time it may be, manifest the savur of the knowledge of Christ! Hallelujah!

Psalms 16 (1)

Never have I been impressed so much in the Psalms as of 16 till today. The fresh speaking of the Lord is very soothing and nourishing.

Preserve me, O God, for I take refuge in You(v. 1). I find and I have no other dwelling place other than my Lord, and where do I go, if not to the Lord? My only and only refuge. You are my Lord; No good have I beyond You(v.2). Even my very best and if at all there is any righteousness, is just filthy rags.Nothing of me is worth comparison, not even worth considered comparable. As for the saints who are on the earth, they are the excellent; All my delight is in them (v.3). Yes, the saints are excellent, whether weak or strong, good or not so. Only the self is ugly. In the eyes of the Lord, all the saints are beautiful, they have been washed by the blood and covered by the blood. That's why they are called "saints", and have been qualified as saints. So the Lord delights in the saints! Jehovah is the portion of my inheritance and of my cup; You maintain my lot(v.5). What a blessing, God is my inheritance, He is my possession! I own Him! He owns me! Can any mind believe that the Creator of the heavens and the earth is mine! Yes, all the believers! If not for the devil's blindfolding, all believers should rejoice in the fact that God is their possession. Yes, indeed, He is!

Making every faithful saying of the Bible mine, and subjectively experiencing them is wonderful and joyous. The Word, the Bible is so real and living. O how I love it. There are treasures within every word, only in spirit with the Spirit, they are discovered and partaken of. Read, read, read the Word. Eat, eat, eat the Word everyday. There's no better bread under the sun except the bread of life in the Word.

And I will give to you and to your seed after you the land of your sojourning, all the land of Canaan, for an everlasting possession; and I will be their God. Genesis 17:8

The Word of God in its rhema aspect is very subjective and personal. God indeed speaks. To an objective legal theologian it may be "out of context?," however to whom God indeed has spoken it is very real, very very real, the Spirit anoints and make it very living. Such, is what happened today as I read this verse. Personally it was very vivid to me on what angle and for what purpose He spoke such a rhema Word. Praise be to Him! What He has spoken is already fulfilled! The practical execution or application is present continuous.

Sovereignly, this happened just after the Winter Training on Psalms (2) on Psalms 119 which is fully focused on the Word. O how I treasure the Word! To the living is very lively, to the hungry and thirsty soul its very satisfying. And I fully agree with brother Abraham Lincoln when he said "the Bible is the best gift God has given to man." Hallelujah for the Holy Bible, the very Word and the very breath and the very speaking of God!

The Tree of Life

Christ is so real to me this past week, and the tree of life is no doctrine, its real. Just in pray-reading the Word with my wife and prayer with my family, supplied me a lot. Not a matter of the content of the prayer or the Word I read, but the touching of the divine life in every simple sentences of prayer and in every line of the Word. The chewing of the Word, just a verse, is sufficient to ignite the flame to burn within me. O what a blessed simple practice of eating the tree of life! What a shame on all religious rituals that never get connected with the divine life supply.

In my reading of the Word, I go very slowly, sometimes just a single verse, and enjoy the Word and praise the Lord for the deep revelations of just a verse. The Word is indeed life, life is God Himself who is eternal. The deeper I delved into it the more life it sprang out.

The speaking of the Spirit too is very real. This week I needed to decide on important matter, and as I brought the matter before the Lord, the answer was very instantaneous. Immediately, I was clear what to decide and had perfect peace. The Lord is sovereign.