Strange Hand

Today, the Lord exposed me of my naturalness and oldness in handling things. Though negative it seemed, it was a life lesson for me to learn. To be in the Spirit and to do things in the spirit.

When the Lord's table meeting began today, I thought to add one more row for the sisters as I expected more would come. In the midst of the meeting, not caring for the Spirit's anointing, my natural goodness took over me and I arranged another full row when the remaining row was still not filled. Later, when the sisters started coming one by one, none went to the front row, rather they all took the last additional row. When I saw this I was convicted of my deed. Had I not arranged the additional row, they all would have had no choice but to fill in the existing first row first. Though this seems trivial, the lesson I learned was so profound. It was no longer a matter of good or better, but of the Spirit. I should not stretch my hand without the Lord's leading. Else it be just a strange hand.

Anything done, whether spiritual or good, does not really matter. But what matters most if the source of doing things. This for sure is in line with my Bible reading portion in 1 Chronicles 21:1 about David's last sin in numbering his people. The question was not in numbering. But the source that moved him to number. Verse one says, "And Satan stood up against Israel and moved David to number Israel." Numbering was not a sin, else there would be no book called, Numbers, the fourth book of the Bible in the Old Testament, nor will there be a counting of generations and genealogies in the Bible. 

Similar case in the New Testament, was my Bible reading portion too. The Lord's speaking is always timely and apt. Matthew 16:23, "But he turned and said to Peter, get Behind Me, Satan! You are stumbling block to Me, for you are not setting your mind on the things of God, but on the things of men." The matter is the source of our doing things. Anything that does not have the source in God Himself is of Satan. Be it good or religious or even spiritual, if the source is not God, it is evil. This is the Lord's graceful word of love to me. I must be one with the Lord in everything, and exercise to be so ever. Not caring too much for right or wrong, good or bad, godly or evil, but determining the source of all things, God or Satan. If any matters or things does not issue from God, I better be warned and step behind, until I am clear it is truly of the Lord, the source must be from God. Else, all things will be the work of a strange hand. 

Lord, may You be my source of all my work, in my personal life, family life, church life and work life. And save me from my "strange hand."

Enlarge My Border

Oh that you would richly bless me and enlarge my border, and that Your hand would be with me, and that You would so keep me from evil that it would not grieve me! And God caused what he had requested to come to pass. 1 Chronicles 4:10

The Lord's speaking was so living. As I was considering and praying to Him for the best way to be a care taker of His blessings, the Lord spoke to me from various verses on the matter of enlarging my border. Spiritually, this is the enlargement of my enjoyment of Christ as the Seed and as the Land for the fulfillment of God's purpose. Yet, literally true too. He wants to enlarge my border!

This prayer of Jabez is mine too. Every promised in the Bible can be mine as the Spirit shines the word into my spirit as the rhema word. Oh that the Lord would bless me! The Lord has been blessing me, it's all His mercy to which I praised Him. And that He would enlarge my border too! As this rhema word came to me, I was introduced to a physical piece of land by one of my spiritual sons. The manner and time with which this occurred was truly of the Lord. I could only "amen" the Lord's speaking and would pursue further trusting in His grace.

And that Your would be with me, yea, in all my undertakings according to Your leading. And would keep me from evil that Satan may have no way, no ground and no chance to touch me in any way. Lord, cover me with Your blood and be a canopy over me. And that I would not be grieved, but be joyful in You all the days of my life. And such prayer, the Lord would answer as He answered for Jabez. With this promise, I had the grace to go on and invest on the land shown to me. 

Lord, enlarge my border....Increase my experience and enjoyment of You and grow in me  day by day....Fulfill Your promises.

SOS

Last Wednesday I received an SOS call from one of the brothers whom the Lord graced me to lead to salvation few years ago. Discerning the tone of the call I sensed the urgency and made an impromptu appointment. The meeting that evening with this brother was an eye opener to the real situation one is facing as a believer.

Few years ago, this brother was an ardent seeker of God (whichever is true and real in this world of many gods.) When I first met him he was very sincerely seeking and would fold his hand, pause a moment, and bow his head in reverence whenever he passed by any religious site. On one such incident, I approached him and preached the gospel of Jesus Christ to which he immediately believed and received the Lord Jesus Christ into him. Later, we lost contact as he lost my mobile number where he stored my number. However I gifted him a tract, The Mystery of Human Life. At one point of time he was struggling to be a successful man and though if he could succeed in winning a world record or a national record he would be satisfied. In fact, he laboured and tried hard for it.

He is by nature a genius in memory power, and practised sharpening his mind power. One time he went through a serious relationship problem and was in need of help. At that time he tried to contact me but could not recollect my number. After searching his house thoroughly for a trace to contact me again, he saw the tract I gave piously kept in the worship room along with his household, traditional and religious idols. Immediately he called the number mentioned on the back side of the tract. And then came to meet me. On that day the Lord burdened me to pray for him and speak to him biblically and strongly about baptism. After listening to his problems, I remembered telling him that his need was to fully experience the full salvation of God by being baptised following his repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. He received the fellowship and the Lord led him to be baptised. After his baptism he was filled with joy. With deep depression he came and with full of joy he left. Since then he prayed only in the Name of Jesus and called often to pray over the phone.

Later, on his first attempt for the National Record, he called over the phone and we prayed together over the phone asking God for wisdom and blessing.  When the result was out after months, he joyfully called to praise the Lord that God had blessed him a national record! Similar incidents repeated for another two more  national records and went on to win even an international record. Every time, he testified, all these successes were due to God's blessings and we used to pray together often over the phone. Success after success followed him. Now he is on Youtube, News Channel, News Papers and Magazines. But as successes were bestowed, he kind of drifted back gradually. the successes and glamour of the world clouded his sky. Slowly he drifted away from the normal and basic exercise of a Christian life.  His Bible reading was not regular, his prayer came down and his fellowship with the Lord and the believers minimal, and he was trapped in depression all over again. That's why the SOS call.

The fellowship we had was on the recovery of our normal daily eating and drinking of the Lord in reading the Bible, prayer, pursuing the truths and fellowship with the Body. He realised where he went wrong after the fellowship. The Lord had mercy on him, we prayed together and he promised to take care of the basic spiritual exercises of contacting the Lord through the word and prayer everyday and in fellowship with the brothers. It was a timely call and a timely visit with a timely fellowship.

O the basic exercises should never be missed. Come what may, our number one priority must be the Lord Jesus Christ and nothing else; the reading of the holy word and prayer and fellowship, without which all else are empty. It is not a matter of balancing our time in a busy schedule, but a matter of setting the priority right. First for God and then the others. Then our SOS will be OLJ, O Lord Jesus!

The Hand of God

The Lord has marvelously blessed our family and He is still blessing, both spiritually and physically. He is indeed the God of blessing and He blesses for the Body of the Christ and His purpose to fulfill. Since the day I was born again, the hand of God has been directing all my steps; He is the God of small things as much as that of the big things too. His unseen Hands has led me thus far, and led me to the path He has chosen, step by step. Literally, its mysterious and inexplicable, yet wonderful and  marvelous!

Of late, as He has blessed us financially too, we were considering the best way to be a proper steward of His sovereign blessings, after all the offerings and needy saints' needs were taken care including our own family's need, we tried many options on investments but nothing really worked. Though we had some options, every time I was about to decide on some of these, something mysterious happened and it never went through. The matter got delayed and even further delayed with no proper reason, just only that neither I nor my wife, just did not have the peace. That was the hand of God.

My last visit to Chennai was intended just for official purpose, but in between I had fellowship with my first spiritual fruit who after a decade is now a real estate officer in a reputed company. As I inquired about his well being, he introduced me to what his company termed as a hot cake investment in newly developing area in NH4 Chennai-Bengalore highway. Though I tried to brush it off as less significant, I missed my train and had one more day extra. So I decided to check out on his proposal.

I had one half day with this brother and his colleague in the business to have the on-sight visit of the plot good for investment. On the way, I preached the gospel to his colleague and she received the Lord and prayed with me and surprisingly addressed me as "brother". Besides, we saw the land yet I did not make any decision as yet, for I wanted to pray more about it and fellowship with my wife, a deep lesson the Lord has taught me in marriage life. 

After reaching home, I took time out to go before the Lord and seek the Lord's leading concerning these plots of land for investment purpose. The more I prayed and considered, the more the Lord gave me immense peace and joy. Personally I was clear concerning this, and as I fellowshipped with my wife, she also felt very good and we in oneness and one accord prayed together for this investment. Then we decide to go ahead, and the Lord sovereignly arranged all things needed for the booking of these plots of land, basically three plots altogether. Never planned before, nor thought about it, but the hand of the Lord led us mysteriously through His anointing within and arranging the circumstances without. This is, indeed, the hand of God. 

And may this Hand of God lead me all the days of my life.

Family Fellowship

A dozen years ago, was my teacher in the academic field and also a brother for fellowship on various life matter. This time I had the opportunity to fellowship again with a family so dear to me in the Lord. In fact, the family instrumental in recovering me to the church-life with their brotherly love and shepherding  care. This is the family of a brother I dearly regard, save for the few "misunderstandings" which I deeply believe is the enemy's poisoning to divide the sweet fellowship of the brothers. However, these "misunderstandings" to me are just doctrinal and has nothing to do with life relationship. For we all have been redeemed by the precious blood of the Lamb and are being recovered from sin, Satan, the world, the flesh and the natural old man. We all must have been in sweet one accord against all odds.

As we fellowshipped, to me the most crucial matter is, the fellowship and flow of the divine life. Every testimony and every word must be ministered with the rich anointing of the Spirit and minister life to one another. I hate debate especially on the word of God. Though I used to be a good debater when in School and College wining prizes for being the "best debater" on various social-religious-political-economic topics. Now, with a new Person in me, I wouldn't be a fool to waste time and stop the flow of life and kill one another spiritually. I'd rather be silent in the face of argument and accept defeat than fight the lost battle.

The time spent with this brothers' family was so dear and sweet. I just testified of what the Lord has done to me and has been doing. Especially in the matter of the Lord's shining through the word as the shining star that led the wise men of the East to where the Lord Jesus was incarnated. Similarly, the Lord's word must shine on each one as to what to chose or what to do in all matters of life. Be it marriage, academic pursuit, job or whatever... the leading of the Lord is the best and final. However, to discern such leading of the Lord, one must be healthy spiritually with a proper and normal "nose" to smell the Lord's leading. And thereby be obedient to it absolutely. That's was a wonder family family; a fellowship in life and of life.

Later, it was my fellowship that we must be in fellowship as brothers in the Lord, come what may. Fellowship in life dispels all "misunderstandings" and strengthens the tie that binds in Christ for the Body of Christ.

Time With the Brothers

As much as there are set times with the Lord daily for the reading of the Word and for prayer fellowship with the Lord, there must also be time with the brothers, fellow members of the Body of Christ, especially with those who are on the same service, in this case, a literature service in India.

I enjoyed a two days time together with the brothers serving in Amana Literature, Chennai office. The line of fellowship the Lord led us was in tune with the recent burden in the just concluded Full Timers Training in Tenkasi. As I fellowshipped on various life-related matters, the anointing of the Lord was so sweet and strong; opening up the word, testifying and encouraging one another. The joy of brotherly fellowship in the word was rich, and more had to be explored. The fellowship on the word of God was so rich, and covered matters on how each serving ones much be deeply constituted with the Word and live out the Word. I personally experienced that the more I spoke the word, the more the revelation on the word increased. The word can be tasted and tested from different angles and directions. There is no end in expounding the riches of the word. 

Our line of fellowship was on the "Good Earth" in Mathew 13 with seven mysteries of the kingdom of heavens. Firstly, the need to be dealt with our hearts to become the "good earth" for the seed of the word of God to grow fruitfully bearing a hundred fold, a sixty fold and a thirty fold. And the need to be a Scribe who knows and are constituted with the word, being discipled into the kingdom, rich with the subjective experiences of Christ since long and the present Christ as the rich treasure of old and new. And only such ones can bring the kingdom of heavens on this earth and that the will of God can be done on this earth. We have connected this constitution with our service in the literature and how blessed we are to be a part of it. It was a sweet fellowship of strengthening and encouragement to one another that the Lord may grace us to go on until His heart's desire is fulfilled even through our service in the literature.

As much as I received help in spending time with the Lord in fellowship, so much the more I must spend with the brothers to impart and flow out the divine life. A time with brothers is as important as a time with the Lord, for a time with the Head is always connected with a time with His Body. For the Head and Body are one. In fact, many lights I cannot receive in my personal time with the Lord was shined upon me greatly by a time with the brothers. In many cases, the Lord speaks through His Body, and only time with the brothers can unveil these revelations. O for more fellowship with the Lord and with the brothers!

Gospel Trips : Gospel Tract

Last Tuesday night I was in a hurry to board my train that leaves at 10 PM from Central Station, Chennai. I had shceduled my time accordingly as I had the burden to meet two families that are dear to me, in the Lord. On visiting the two families, the flow of life was so strong that I almost forgot how time ticked away so speedily. However, I was still on time to board a local train that would lead me to the main central station. 

Surprisingly, there was a long queue for buying a ticket. Though I was in a hurry, I just could not break the rule and bypassed the queue. I had to patiently wait for my turn, and when I did get the ticket, the train was unduely delayed. Going by schedule, I would not make it on time at all, as it takes an hour or so from the local Tambaram station to Park station. By factual calculation, there was no chance for me to be on time. Nevertheless, I ceased to panick and was not at guilt for not allotting more time with all these guestimated delay. But deep within me I knew, the Lord had a purpose.

I still boarded the train, and lo and behold, there was a boy sitting next to me. On introduction, I found out he was an Engineer and a Muslim by religion. We had a good friendly talk and I testified to him about the true and living God who is Love, Light and Life to be man's love, light and life, the Lord Jesus Christ, basically from the tract I had written to reach out to people for the gospel of the kingdom of God. Later to experience the love of God, be under the shining of the divine light and to receive the divine life, he prayed with me to receive the Lord in the midst of the crowed local train. Then I encouraged him to turn to the Lord Jesus Christ in every situation and experience the true and living God daily.

Later, when I reach the Central station, as guestimated, I missed the train to New Delhi and I had to wait for another day. But I still believed the Lord had a better plan, and He did. And the next day, I got to meet one more gospel friend who is a Hindu by religion of the Brahmin caste, a dear friend, who also received the Lord Jesus Christ as we were on a car towards a site-visit to a real estate site in Kanchipuram. The gospel message was the same, of Love, Light and Love, and the way to practically experience and enjoy the Lord. This friend too received the Lord by praying in the Name of the Lord of Jesus Christ in a car. It was meant to be an official trip, and it still was, but much more, a wonderful gospel trip with a gospel tract message.

In both cases, it was an experience like the Lord meeting different people for their salvation. These were not planned by me at all, but the Lord arranged it through circumstances. Looking back I had no regret at all, instead thanked the Lord for re-sceduling my plan for the salvation of these dear ones, an Engineer and an MBA Executive. What a gospel trip indeed with a gospel message on the gospel tract the Lord led me to write!