Persevere in Prayer

Ephesians 6:18

18 By means of all prayer and petition, praying at every time in spirit and watching unto this in all perseverance and petition concerning all the saints,

All the items of the armor of God for spiritual warfare in Ephesians 6 are all Christ in different aspects. These are to be used in the Body for the Body. The application of these armors in our daily Christian life is by persevering prayer; the connecting link between the truth of the armor of God and the army of God who are armed with the armor of God for spiritual warfare is prayer, even persevering prayer.

All the messages that have been heard, all the words that have been read can all be made real in prayer. After the ITERO in Bangkok, on the last day, I was so much impressed with the truths, visions and revelations. I wish not that they fade away after the training. I deeply desired that all that I have heard be real to me in my daily living for the Body. 

Back to our lodge, I went before the Lord in prayer, digesting, pondering, musing upon the words over and over again. I longed that they all me subjective to me. The more I prayed over the messages, the more the Lord burdened me to pray  and pray. I really enjoyed the Lord's presence and anointing. Many burdens were released concerning my service, the church life in my locality, the burden for propagation, my old classmates and colleagues, and many personal matters. When all the burdens were released it was past midnight and I discovered to my surprise how time ran so fast; four hours at a stretch is just like few seconds. After the prayer, I was so released and was full of peace and joy.That was just a foretaste of what the Lord's presence would be in eternity in the New Jerusalem.

The next day, as we were in Bangkok airport, awaiting our home bound flight I was browsing my Facebook on my Phablet, then I saw an old classmate online, the very one I prayed strongly and specifically the previous night. I chated with him, made him aware that I still remembered him in my prayer. I felt the Lord already answered the prayer offered for him. He will be saved! 

When I came back to my locality, again I heard reports of the Lord's blessings in the church! Saints were functioning and brothers were being raised up to be pillars for the church. And few more day later, as I had fellowship with my sister, I was joyful to learn all the wondrous deeds the Lord has done in her life,  in preaching the gospel in the campus, saving people and shepherding them into the church life!

The Lord is faithful to His word. We only need to realize every Word of the Lord in persevering prayer. 

Pray and pray; persevere in prayer. Lord, make me such a man of prayer.

Reign in Life

Reigning in life, is a phrase ordinary to my hearing ear till this message on the same matter in Bangkok, ITERO. I have been illusioned to think that perhaps, I was reigning. But to the contrary, as the Lord's light shown through the unveiling of the Word, I could see myself where I have been so far; far from reigning, even no way near.

At the point when the seeing of reigning in life was spoken, I felt it was too high for anyone to be such; again that's just my natural concept. But as the words were ministered, more light dawned till I exalt in exultation that I, indeed I, could reign in life by receiving the abundance of grace!

Recovery Version Notes

Romans 5:17

17 For if by the offense of the one death reigned through the one, much more those who receive the ¹abundance of grace and of the gift of ²righteousness will ³reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.

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17¹ Those who receive the abundant grace are able to reign in life, for life issues out of the abundance of grace.

17³ The life we have received does not merely save us from a few things; rather, it enthrones us as kings to reign over all things. This is much higher than being saved in life. We have received righteousness objectively, but we still need to continually receive the abundance of grace so that we can reign in life subjectively. This reigning is defined in chs. 6--16; all the matters expounded there are the issue not of our endeavoring but of our receiving the abundance of grace.

What a salvation again! Just by receiving the abundance of grace, Christ enjoyed by us, we have the ability to reign in life; not of human struggling and striving, but of grace.

This message, though I knew it doctrinally already many years ago, I never realized it subjectively. I still had the inner consciousness of striving to reign in life on the principle of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Now its none of my struggling but the receiving of the abundance of grace that can make me reign in life. Hallelujah! Being so much helped by this vision it even became my prophecy during the time for sharing.

By grace, I can submit to authority and exercise authority. By grace, I can subdue all in-subordination and reign in life. And by grace, I can truly reign in life for the Body life. Grace, grace and grace, abundant grace, God in Christ enjoyed by man! 

Lord, keep me enjoying You as grace, even abundant grace to reign in life for the Body life.

Be Focussed

During the ITERO Bangkok, the message on "Knowing the Body" was a great light to me. My understanding of the Body has become much deeper; mostly related to the intrinsic dealing of one who sees and knows and lives in the Body. The more I see the Body, the more my "self" is dealt with, and the more I am limited and restricted. Just to realize and live the reality of this realization is a great salvation. 

As a member of the Body, I must recognize the function and gift of other members and honor them genuinely. All self exaltation, pride, envy, jealousy and hidden comparison and competitions even among believers are the issues of not seeing and knowing the Body enough. I had been one of such. But by the Lord's mercy, the light has shone and the veil has torned. What a great relief and what a salvation!

The more one grows in the Lord and sees, knows and lives the Body life, the more one is focused in his service. Which indirectly means, he is no longer ambitious to be a "hero", an "all-inclusive brother" who loves be honored and recognized among every field in the Lord's vineyard. When listening to the ministry of the word on this particular matter, I was so much helped. 

The Lord has sovereingly assigned a portion in His Body for my service, and He has graced and blessed me for this service, so I must be focused and single-eyed with all faithfulness, prudence and righteousness to carry out the Lord's commission; a service in the "dungeon" of literature publication. What a blessing! And what a glory!

Prior to this realization  I was also burdened for many things in addition to my official commission. I dare not mean it to annihilate all of them, but I must be focused on what and where I should be. This burden should not be preceded by any other burdens whatsoever. As time allows and grace bestows, I may participate in them too, but with much restriction, and always be faithfully focused! 

Lord, grace me to be fully focused and be faithful to Your sovereign arrangement!

God’s Sovereignty Even In Our Mistakes

Two months ago a brother who would be visiting us officially had accepted my proposals for his schedule during his visit in India. Though I was aware that his coming was specifically for official purpose, still I scheduled many unofficial appointments. Later, when he came, it was to his surprise that many unofficial appointments were carried out. Though not entirely useful as far as the purpose of visit was concerned, it nevertheless was a great blessing for those with whom appointments were made. He also made the mistake of not delving deep into the schedule yet approving it. I myself also did not really realized the seriousness of it in the beginning. But when he mentioned it, it convicted me of my lack of sight. The two of us committed a mutual mistake. However, the Lord was sovereign and all worked out to be good.

Every schedule went well, yes, especially for me. To me it was lessons of life. I could learn many things in fellowship with the brother. At least in nine major areas of my service, the Lord opened my eyes to see what need to be corrected and improved. The Lord graced me to note these and incorporate them into my living and service. O what a grace.

Accompanying a brother and be at his service as to the Lord was a blessing. Our bond became stronger, and I could open up more to him for any fellowship related to my service. Apart from this, I also experienced the anointing of the Lord in just being at his service; as member honoring another member. This is a real life experience of a Body life.

Lord, grant me more experience of You in Your Body.

Check and Confirm

The Lord is training me these days in my character. I have been taking so many things for granted and of late, the Lord is exposing me that I may learn and be perfected in my words and deeds.

A checklist was sent to me before traveling to Bangkok for LMA fellowship and ITERO. But I did not pay heed to it assuming I knew what needed to be taken. For instance, I should have taken Universal Converter, Umbrellas etc. But later, I found I did not take these items, though not very important. The Lord used this opportunity to expose me of not being serious. He even convicted me in my conscience that led me to repentance and prayer that I may always check and confirm before proceeding for anything further.

If I am not trained in my character, in small things, never will I be useful to God. Every minute detail of my living and service must be touched by the Lord and must pass through the dealing of the cross, then and only then, I can be useful to Him. Lord, make me such a one.

Even as a company would go through all the checklists of production procedures before marketing a product, and even rectifying any defect discovered later on, to keep the company afloat and successful, so much more, as a Christian I must be trained to check and confirm any matters or things to be a fruitful and useful vessel to the Lord. 

Here in Bangkok, the Lord’s shining and speaking enlightened me. I could see myself where I am; far away from where I should be. This brought me to turn to the Lord genuinely, looking for His grace that I may learn what I need to learn, lessons of life, lesson by lesson. Meetings like this where many brothers come together for conference and blending under the speaking of the Lord is of a great help to me. What a blessing that I am in the Lord’s recovery! What a mercy, what a grace! Thank you Lord!

A Visit of Grace

What a blessing when brother visited us, and fellowshipped and blent with us! To me it was a visit of grace.

Recently a brother visited us, though officially, still it was a visit. The time spent in fellowship was noteworthy. Nothing much seemed to transpire outwardly, nevertheless, there is a deep inexplicable impression left behind. This reminds me of Jehovah visiting Abraham in the form of a man, talking as friend with friend. Such was the recent visit of a brother.

There was no definite agenda for the visit nor a specific topic to delved into. But as the fellowship went on day by day, from stage to stage, like a mountaineer ascending the steep snow clad mountain, leaving behind a trail of footprints, there was a deposit of truth, grace and perfecting all along the way. No authoritative command of a strict teacher, yet a heart transfusing word of a loving brother, with spiced sense of humor now and then, yet hitting the point and hinting now and then to possible solution of matters discussed. And all the while, convicting the slumbering soul. Free and frank at times, strict and sour at other times, yet life dispensing all along. To me that was a visitation of grace.

Often times when left to ourselves, it's hard to tell whether one is on the right track. Perhaps, may not be an utter deviation, but slight diversion along the way may lead to a disaster at the end. When there is a visit from elsewhere, it's like being awakened from the lull of a lullaby. Yes, and rejuvenated with rapt attention to what one is anointed for. This is what I experienced this time.

Life lessons learned are precious; it ranges from the minutest to the very significant of matters. Some gems follow suit. 

• The importance of hearing of faith in a Christian life, in the church life and even in the service life, without which all activities are mere activities without any life-supply. 
• Even in the Lord's service, there is a need to priorities one's main service. As being in the publication, I must give my first priority to this commission as from the Lord. Apart from this, if time and strength allows, may as well participate in any areas of the Lord's work, and not neglecting the church life in my locality. 
• There is a lot of room for improvement in any areas of service, even to the extend of doing our best and giving our best for the Lord. 
• Be wise and discern people, things and matters.

These are but few of the gems deposited along the trail of a visit of grace.

Good!

Psalm 85:12 Indeed Jehovah will give what is good, And our land will give its increase.

A sure promise from the Lord of the harvest! Today morning, the Lord spoke to me through this verse and encouraged me. It has long been our burden as the local church here and also my personal burden too. Without any discouragement we pursue the Lord day by day, shepherding the new ones week by week, though they does not seem to fully come into the church-life so soon, and we still continue the gospel preaching; sometimes good result and some times not so good. But the Lord is over all. As a farmer, waiting and laboring patiently until the fruits are fully ripen and the harvest is ready. We go on and on....

The Lord in His mercy at times speak an encouraging words like this. Yes, indeed, Jehovah is good and He will give what is good! He knows what His church needs, and what His children need best. He will give what is good! What is good to Him may not seem what is good to man, but He is the Lord and He knows best. Romans 8:28 echoes this verse.

Romans 8:28

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.

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28³ According to the context, the good here is not related to physical persons, matters, or things. It refers to our gaining more of Christ, to our having Him wrought into our being, that we may be transformed metabolically and may eventually be conformed to His image, the image of the Son of God (v. 29), that is, that we may be brought into the full sonship.

Through all our circumstances He will gain us and we will gain Him, and this gaining of Christ is the "good", Christ Himself, Jehovah the Saviour. And "Our land will give increase!" Christ is our goodland, the church life is our goodland; and our enjoyment of Christ and the church will gain the increase of Christ within and without until the full manifestation on that day.

So I am so much encouraged. Through all our circumstances, and labor, Jehovah who is good gives Himself as the good to us that He may gain us thoroughly for His ultimate purpose. Praise the Lord!  Indeed Jehovah will give what is good, And our land will give its increase. Hallelujah!