The word of God is plain and clear. With the help fo the ministry, my eyes have been opened and enlightened to see some intrinsic matters related to the serving ones of the Lord. Despite the apostles of the Bible being the pioneers in the propagation of the crucified, resurrected, and ascended Christ, the Bible honestly records their failures too, for our learning. My initial natural and religious understanding was, all the apostles were anointed and whatever they did was absolutely accroding to God. Well, not so in every case. I felt blessed to be able to see and learn from the apostles, not only of and from their successes but even more from their failures too.
Thre important points that touched me recently are:
Religion, Natural Concepts, and Opinions: Outward Problem
The early apostles were mostly Jewish and from Judaism. Even in the new testament, after receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit both in the inward essential and outward economical aspect, they were not fully set free from their background of religion and natural constitution. Even when the Holy Spirit wanted to move among the Gentiles, an extraordinary vision was needed to finally convince them to move out of their religious concepts and follow the leading of the Lord as in the case of Peter in Acts 10.
We must learn from the lesson of Peter to be saved from the veils of our religious traditions and old background so that we may see and live under the vision of God’s eternal economy to hold the truth of the gospel (Acts 10:9-16; Gal. 2:11-14).
This was the problem encountered in the spread of the church, the limitation, and bondage of Judaism (Acts 15:1-34). The believers in Judea were Jews who still kept the traditions of Judaism; they looked at the church from a Jewish viewpoint.…The Jews believed that their law, ordinances, and rituals were from God and pertained to piety; therefore, they considered themselves as those best able to keep God’s word. Satan used this thought to severely limit the church.
We must learn from the lesson of Apollos to be saved from a ministry that lacks a complete revelation of God’s New Testament economy and from not being fully one with the ministry of the age (Acts 18:24—19:2; 1 Cor. 1:12; 16:10-12). We must learn from the lesson of the mistake of James and the devastating mixture of the church in Jerusalem (vv. 18-26; Matt. 22:7; 24:1-2). We must learn from the lesson of Paul to be saved from the mixing of Judaic practices with God’s New Testament economy, which is not only erroneous but also abominable in the eyes of God (Acts 21:18-27, 31, 36; Heb. 10:29).
Natural Relationship and Preferences: Problem Between Workers
In serving the Lord, our preferences should be that of the Lord's and our natural relationship should in no way hinder the Lord's move, nor our oneness with one another. We must learn from the lesson of Barnabas to be saved from human opinions and natural relationships—disputes that arise among the coworkers because of personal relationships are terrible (Acts 13:13; 15:35-40; Col. 4:10).
Barnabas and Paul could not be in one accord (Acts 15:35-41). Barnabas wanted to take Mark to visit the brothers, but Paul felt it was not suitable, and an argument arose between them. Their argument was the work of Satan. The spread of the church was greatly damaged because Barnabas andPaul could not be in one accord.
Self and the Flesh: Inward Problem
One subtle problem today in the Lord's move is not outward persecution or opposition, but the undealt self that has not learned the lesson of the cross enough and thoroughly well. Spiritual comfort zones are easily created when one is welcomed in a locality where he is a shepherd. He is well respected, honored, and even "blessed." But the Lord may want to go forward and move on.
We must learn from the lesson of Paul in Acts 16:6-12; these verses indicate the problem of workers coming to a place and tending to become set and settled down, not wanting to move; old relationships, old affections, old inclinations, and old concepts keep us from following the inner leading of the indwelling Spirit.
While studying these portions from the Bible with the help of the ministry, I am alarmed and alerted. I am not immune to these problems. I, therefore, look to the Lord for His mercy that I may not repeat these mistakes in my service.
Lord, grace me and have mercy on me to learn these life lessons thoroughly and absolutely well.