My Day

Generally I do not celebrate my birthday nor other's. But it's a good reminder of how time flies. Today, even as I turned thirty eight I still feel I should have been twenty years younger. Often I have to be reminded again and again that I am a father of three children already. Sometimes, it's hard to believe. Nevertheless, the fact is the fact.

This morning in my time with the Lord, the Word of God that touched me was on prayer from Mark 11:24, "For this reason I say to you,  All things that you  pray and ask,  believe that you have received them,  and you will have them." Amen to the word of God, and so shall it be. 

The Lord's speaking these days have been on prayer. Not the very mere act of prayer but a prayer according to God; a prayer in oneness with God in His heart's desire, will and intention for the fulfillment of His economy on the earth. But how can one pray such a prayer? There is an urgent need to wait upon the Lord and muse on His Word to the extend that one is fully blended and mingled with God. When this state is reached, then one can pray a genuine prayer according to God. And such prayer will always be answered. This is my birthday gift, a message on prayer from the Lord today. Amen. 

This morning after our family morning revival and prayer time, my son and daughter greeted me a "Happy Birthday" with a handmade card made by both of them. My wife told me that they planned it out last night and got up early morning today and made it. As a father, to cherish them I took our family out for lunch at KFC where they ate their favorites. Its  not about day or food or drink, but about the love, care and concern of a family in humanity. In their happiness was my happiness too. Praise the Lord for the family God blessed us with and the day I could spend with them!

And today too, we had the whole afternoon brothers' prayer and fellowship on the importance of prayer, the word of God, being a corporate vessel and living a life of faith. This fellowship from the brothers in the Body was quite precious and edifying. It reminded me again of the basic principles of a Christian life and church life for the Lord's testimony and the carrying out of God's economy. 

Later,  the church's prayer meeting was soaked with a genuine burden on prayer. Then our regular daily family prayer, and finally rested for the day. 

Praise the Lord for this day! That's how I spent my day, my "birthday."

Lord, grace me to be a genuine man of prayer.

Ten Years of Blessed Bond

The Lord is faithful and gracious in leading us thus far in our marriage life for these ten years. Ten years ago, we got married "today", the same weekday, Saturday. As I woke up in the morning the Lord reminded me of His faithfulness in our marriage life. So I decided to take my family out for dinner. I spoke my heart to my wife which she also felt good about.

After spending considerable time with the Lord in prayer and the word, I got down to study Greek as I had to write my final exam in a couple of days. In between, my two daughters need to see the doctor whom we consulted lask week for health checkup. Then I needed to pick up a brother, who came to Gurgaon on a business tour, for lovefeast, shopping and fellowship. My schedule was so tight. Yet, the Lord graced me to take things easy and carry out my responsibility. Deep within me, I was reminded again and again, all is well. For I was concerned about my studies and I needed time to study it really well; I don't want to do any half hearted job. I wanted to do my best in everything I put my hand into. When all these coincide, I just need to learn to be sober and calm and take things easy, one at a time, first thing first.

Indeed, as per schedule all that I needed to do were done, satisfactorily. After prayer, pursuing and fellowship of the brothers in Gurgaon, we went for gospel preaching as a family. The brother from the US also joined us. The Lord led us to lead two unbelievers to salvation; the first fruit for the American brother. Then we went for lovefeast at a nearby Chinese restaurant, and I finally dropped my brother to the Airport.

This is how my wife and I spent our 10th anniversary together; fellowshipping, taking care of family matters, gospel preaching, feasting and blending. I know no better way. Thank the Lord for His grace.

In fact, I missed out on the cake which my wife loves. However, after lovefeast I needed to drop the brother to the Airport so we did'nt find time for the cake. Nevertheless, she understood. First things first.

A thought that came to me on this day is:

Ten years ago, the Lord blessed us as help-meet.

Ten years since then, we've been help-meet indeed.

Ten years we've proved, "God made us for each other".

Ten years our blessed bond- deeper, sweeter and dearer.

Ten years on and more so be, this "blessed-blended-bond".

Ten years more, yea, even more, until death do us part.

Lord, be our Head, the center and reality of our blessed bond.

An Accident or an Incident?

A family who were saved almost a decade ago and went through turmoil in their family life, and the son has just been recovered back to the fellowship after years of straying away from the church life has just went through the experience of admitting his mother in the hospital after she met with an accident yesterday, and I am here in the ICU visiting and praying for them. This is the family the church has been praying for, and personally I have the burden to visit them as much as I could. 

There may be a couple ways to interpret this case, but one thing for sure, the Lord has heard our prayer and this, perhaps, is a part of the answer. Not the accident per se, but the Lord's sovereignty in allowing things to happen so as to gain them for Himself, especially the sister who has gradually been trying to avoid the saints. Now it is a fellow member visiting visiting them whom she has been trying to avoid all these years. Sometimes, it takes a blow to be awakened from spiritual slumber. And the Lord is sovereign over all. 

Still considering and praying as to how to shepherd this family. I feel best to be with them for now and see in what ways practical help can be rendered. Words are not the remedy for this accident, just being with them in time of need is the best at the moment. As the need arises, helping them in the humanity of Jesus is the best way now. 

This accident I do not reckon it as one, but an incident to meet God face to face once again and be gained for Him completely. For there is no accident in life for the saints; even if there is one in reality, it is an incident to gain Christ. Come what may, in whatever circumstances, learn Christ, experience Christ and gain Christ. 

I only pray that this will turn out to their salvation and the bountiful supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ be upon this family.

Lord, heal my sister and grace my brother to experience You deeply and richly. May this accident be an incident unto the gaining of Christ.

A Surprise Visit

Eight years ago when a brother and I visited Jharkhand for the first time, our translator was a pastor who boasted of his "prayer ministry" and conducted weeks of "fasting prayer" with visions and waging spiritual warfare against Satan who appeared in a physical form of a serpent. We simply listened to whatever he had to say, anyway, he was our translator. Before I left, I gifted him a small book, "The Prayer Ministry of the Church" and that was the only hope I had for him at that time, in case, he read it at all.

Few years later, he was our coordinator when we preached the gospel in Ranchi. And another year down the line, he came for the full time training, though only for a year. And then, he began to start meeting with people in his hometown. Many things have transpired in his life with almost everyone opposing him in his hometown. Even at times, out of my goodwill I wanted to propose a literature tour and brotherly visit, but nothing worked out. 

Actually, the Lord was simply trying to gain this brother, and it became clearer by the years. Many of his old habit and constitution have to be dealt with; and dealing takes a good number of years. Life training are slow, gradual but definite, until the lessons are learned and the person gained through breaking, transformation and maturity. I am glad at least for one reason, my brother is being gained. God is more interest in person and his works. God needs people for His divine work, but not works per se. He must gain person according to His heart's desire first before He can carry our His heart's desire.

This brother gave me a surprise call a few days back, and day before yesterday, he landed up in our place for hospitality. Praise the Lord! The brotherly bond is so string even after years of geographical separation. We enjoyed morning revival and prayer together, and the constitution of the word in him is solid and strong. Now he has a strong burden for his state Jharkhand, and especially his hometown.  

Though a surprise visit, I thank the Lord for His faithfulness in taking care of His children. Despite all the outward troubles and opposition against the truth even from among the believers, the seed of the ministry of the word sown into him is alive and growing. He was less bothered by the reaction of people around him including his own wife. He definitely wants to stand firm for the truth, for the testimony of Jesus in his home town.

May the Lord gain our brother and his family for His testimony!

Shepherding: A Brother in Need

It has been months since we last met at his residence when a brother hosted me when I visited him at Vizag. Our time spent together was mostly in fellowship on the truths of the word of God. With tears, he prayed and fellowshipped his desire to be recovered into the oneness and fellowship of the Body of Christ after he was wallowing in the mire of religious Christianity for a decade. Though we agreed for follow up fellowship, that did not work out well. There was a lot of resistance behind the scene; a spiritual warfare was waging against his come back to the healthy, normal and proper Christian life in a normal church-life.

Two days ago he texted me of his plan to come to visit me for a fellowship. I replied with a proposal for over the phone prayer. The next day, he called me for prayer and we prayed over the phone together, and today morning too. This is a potential brother for the Lord's move in Chattisgarh and Odisha; as he has consecrated his life to serve the Lord in these two states. 

With a burden for him primarily and also for the two states, I had fellowshipped with the brothers to invite him for a training, which did not work our from his side. Later, when he proposed a training, I just laid it aside until the burden is crystal clear. But now, he is the one initiating for fellowship. I prefer it this way for all the seeking believers; not to run after them, but they should run after us. And this is always the case once they see the heavenly vision of Christ and the church as Paul saw in Acts 9.

For decade, he has been doing "ministry" with different "ministers" only to discover the corruption within the system and the "ministers" themselves in regard to money and relationships. Though he faced a very difficult situation, the Lord meant it good for his recovery. Though a minister and speaker himself, he acknowledged that he had nothing to speak except the ministry of the word he learned from us. Despite the many teachings, doctrines and practices out there in the religious division of Christianity, this bother has tasted the truthfulness, reality, life-supply, depth and effectiveness of the ministry of the word we uphold in building up the Body of Christ. He has no where else to go, but to the fellow members of the Body of Christ. So is the shepherding.

This is a wonderful experience for me too; shepherding a brother in need, and I am being shepherded in return.

Lord, thank you for the ministry of the word; preserve us in this ministry of the Body, in the Body, for the building up the Body of Christ.

  

Shepherding: A Sister in Need

As a family we visited a sister's family for home meeting. My wife and I and the sister were in fellowship when she opened up many of her concerns and the experiences she has been through. It was amazing how the Lord worked on her and how she has grown in life as manifested in the way she look at life and face issues of the day with the Lord in fellowship with the fellow members of the Body of Christ.

Though her concerns were genuine and the experiences she has been through are tough, the Lord's shepherding care was bountiful. Comparing and contrasting with how she was a year ago, there are a lot to praise the Lord for. The ministry of the word, the prayer of the saints and the fellowship of the Body is realistically powerful. The divine seed sown into her as the word is growing and bearing fruits. Praise the Lord!

Isaiah 58:9-11 Then you will call, and Jehovah will answer; / You will cry out, and He will say, Here I am.

If you remove the yoke from your midst, / The pointing of the finger and the speaking of wickedness,

And if you draw out your soul to the hungry / And satisfy the desires of the afflicted; / Then your light will rise in the darkness, / And your gloom will be like midday;

And Jehovah will guide you continually, / And satisfy your soul in the dry times, / And strengthen your bones; / And you will be like a watered garden, / And like a spring of water, / Whose waters do not deceive.   

As we pray-read these verses, the Lord enlightened us to deal with certain matters, especially prevalent among the weaker vessels; "if you remove your yoke from your midst, the pointing of fingers and the speaking of wickedness,"  then, the blessings will follow as in the aforementioned verses. All evil speaking and backbiting should be dealt with, giving no ground to the enemy. This is one of the frequent attack point of the enemy. Unconsciously, it is so easy to speak or comment loosely about another. This leaks life and stops the Lord's blessing. This may not seem to be a gross sin apparently but delving deep down, it is rooted on the indwelling sin undealt with, even many times, worse than manifested sins.

Many concerns brought out were all related to speaking, words not seasoned with salt.  Colossians 4:6, Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer each one. Another sister speaking words not according to the above Word is the main cause of trouble the said sister was undergoing. Nevertheless, this "mistake" was also used by the Lord to deal with a relationship tending to go beyond the boundary of being a sister in the Lord.

With whomever I am ministering to, my words should be seasoned with salt, always with grace, for the building up of one another. This is a lesson I am learning and still am learning. Our shepherding a sister in need was by just listening to whatever she had to pour out, the main cause of all the troubles were due to words spoken not in grace to her by some others. She had to release herself even with tears. After all the speakings and reading, we all prayed together. That's the best way we could shepherd; in listening, fellowship, reading the word of God and prayer. That was also a good experience for me and my wife, to coordinate in shepherding, as a couple. Otherwise, its not good for me to handle such case alone as a brother.

Looking forward to more shepherding together as a couple. 

Lord, continue to shepherd us to shepherd others.

Not Yet?

It was long since I have been burdened to upgrade my educational qualification. I thought this time I could make it as I applied for a research program in one of the most reputed universities in the country. But  since the time I received a call letter for exam and interview, I had ever been busy with my official responsibility, as I had been to the North East for the ministry of the word journey. Though I carried with me the text books for studying, in case I could find time, but I found myself engaged in the ministry of the word all the time. I dared not divert attention as I would handle first thing first, and not compromise on my priority. Thank God, I could fully discharged my burden fully for the ministry of word this time in the seventeen localities in four states the Lord led me to in the North East of India. In fact, the only time I could open up the text books for preparation was in the flight when I flew back from Imphal after mission accomplished.

Right from the time I landed in New Delhi, the difference of temperature was almost unbearable. On reaching home, my daughter was down with bacterial infection which I was not aware of. But she loved me so much and missed me during my absence, she came to hug me on my arrival. Later I got infected with the same bacterial infection. Though we both consulted different doctors, we ended up eating the same antibiotic. That laid me down to bed for days, and sovereignly it began on the night before I went for the exam. The two days before, were occupied with office matters which I could not lay aside either, finding myself with no time to study nor prepare for the exam.

Nevertheless, I went for the for the exam but my body was running high in temperature with headache and bodyache. I could not wait any further to rush back home and take rest. I simply reckon this as the Lord's hand tapping me to wait yet a little while for the upgradation. Initially, it was painful inside, but the Lord knows best. I simply submit myself to the Lord. Let His will be done.

The words of the Lord are loud and clear, but the timing, I still have to find out. I do not give up unless the Lord make it clear too, but still looking to the Lord for His further leading and proper timing. Besides, I will prepare myself thoroughly before I can venture into yet another training in life. 

Lord, lead and guide me at Your time.