An Atheist and a Satanist?

Last Friday night I met two young men who interestingly introduced themselves to me as an atheist and a Satanist, for they somehow knew that I loved to share the goods of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I was neither disturbed nor distracted by their introduction. On the contrary I felt all the more burning in my spirit to preach the gospel to both of them. So nonchalantly I replied back, "Welcome atheist, welcome Satanist! I love to talk to you!" Then began our conversation....

Initially they began to question me about the mystery of God, and the confusion of religions, and all kinds of modernist philosophy which were mostly anti-God, if not, anti-Christ. But I was least perturbed. Deep within me I prayed for the Lord's wisdom and the proper words of life.

The "Satanist" asked, "If you say God exist can you prove from your life, some experiences?" I replied, "On which area, for there were too many experiences of God!" He quickly retorted, "Something on finance? How God led you or provided your needs?"  

Thank God for their questions, for they gave me a solid base to testify of my personal and subjective experiences of God; no doctrine, no teaching but real experience. And I testified with all my heart what the Lord has been doing and how He provided my need especially my financial need in a miraculous way.  Immediately, the "Satanist" commented that if what I said were true, he would believe into God right away. And I said, "Why not? You can..."

At times, it hard to understand spiritual things with carnal mind. I encouraged them to first have the basic of experiencing God by first believing into Jesus Christ and then step by step, experiences would follow; they would not need any proof besides their own life experiences. 

At the end, I testified that they could also experience the true and living God, Jesus Christ, by calling upon the name of Jesus and praying in the Name of Jesus; believing into Him and receiving Him as their God and Savior. And finally, I requested if they could pray with me, if they were willing they could follow me in prayer. They both willingly followed me in prayer, calling upon the Lord Jesus' Name and praying the sinner's prayer.

Thus our meeting ended with "an athiest and a Satanist," in prayer to the Lord Jesus Christ! And we proposed to meet again.

Faithful in Little Things

He who is faithful in the least is faithful also in much; 

and he who is unrighteous in the least is unrighteous also in much. 

Luke 16:10

Character building is one of the most important and tough lessons to learn in becoming useful vessel in serving the Lord; I believe the same applies to every walk of life. In the Bible, one of the important character traits is faithfulness, which is mentioned again and again. Yes, faithful not merely in big and important things only but also in daily minute matters. This is what the Lord has been teaching me these days.

Once you put a hand on anything, do your best with all faithfulness. The true test of this lesson is in minute and meager things on a day to day basis which is mostly likely negligible. But if one can be found faithful even in these things, he or she will be very useful in the Lord's hand.                              

This is one of the lessons I have been learning. Whenever I put my hand on anything I was reminded to do my best and never leave the work half-done. Any work, whatever nature, I must handle with utmost care and finish it at the earliest. At times there were temptation to give it up or take a short-cut way. But I have been reminded again and again by a brother's statement, "The shortest way is the longest way". I believe he spoke this from life experience. My experiences proves it all.

There were many menial house works that cropped up in my house the last few weeks, like water tap leakage, sink leakage, toilet flash leakage, door handle malfunctioning etc. It was very easy just to call a plumber and pay him for the work. Even table, laptop and computer malfunctioning. But I determined to put my hands on it and solve all the problems. In the midst of my busy schedule, I took time out to do all these menial jobs, and I was very happy to do it myself. As long as the job could be done, I prefer to do it myself, not just to safe money, but as a matter of character training and fulfilling responsibility. In these small small things, I learn many lessons of life, even spiritual lessons.

If I cannot be faithful and responsible for small and minute things of my own, how can I be faithful and responsible for the things of others, much less, even God's? True lessons and character building starts from home itself.

Thank the Lord for the opportunity to learn to be faithful in little things at home as a preparation for the greater things the Lord has reserved in time.

Brothers' Prayer

We were so much helped by a brother's fellowship on the importance of prayer both individually and corporately and the urgency of such prayer for the Lord to move. As the Lord has been gracing us to shepherd the flock of God in our locality, the only way to do so is by the Lord's shepherding life flowing into us and through us in prayer. With this burden we selected a day and a time for prayer; pray-reading the word of God and praying the word itself.

Since we began this practice few months ago I personally feel very blessed to be a apart of such a brothers' meet, solely for prayer. We came together and pray-read a verse. It was amazing how rich the word of God is. We could pray-read just a phrase, not even a verse, for more than an hour. Every word of the phrase of the Bible verse is so rich. The more we dwell on it , the deeper it becomes, and sweeter by and by. 

And every time we come together, the Lord would give us a verse or two to pray-read through any one of us. The Lord knew exactly which verse we should pray-read, and gave us the best verse for that time of the day. 

On top of this pray-reading, the Lord's burden was also made known to us concerning His church in Gurgaon. Each prayer time will ensue in specific, strategic and intercessory prayer for some new ones whom the Lord has blessed us with. 

Everytime we enjoyed the brothers' prayer, I had a deep realization within my being that all that we prayed for were already answered. Though outwardly they may seem yet to be fulfilled, yet in the eyes of faith I can already comprehend its complete accomplishment. 

Praise the Lord for this wonderful way of brothers' prayer. The more, the better.

Lord, grace us ever to be praying brothers, even in oneness and one accord in a blended way in the brothers' prayer.

Divine Discernment

Ephesians 4:

12 For the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ,

13 Until we all arrive at the oneness of the faith and of the full knowledge of the Son of God, at a full-grown man, at the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ,

14 That we may be no longer little children tossed by waves and carried about by every wind of teaching in the sleight of men, in craftiness with a view to a system of error,

Today's Christianity with all its attempt to evangelize by all means seems to have a side effect. With the rampant multiplication of Christian ministries, only God knows who are genuinely of Him, many winds of teachings have polluted the Christian atmosphere. Even a new believer is surprised to see the unorthodox division in the Body of Christ, yet all divisions are serpentine in nature and subtly uses Bible verses quoted out of context or misaimed to meet one's personal and hidden ambition of being someone in the so called ministry of God.

A brother messaged me a clarification on the authenticity of the so called "prosperity gospel" so prevailing among Christianity today, especially on TV programs. That was a question to  be handled with care, lest I myself fall into the subtle trap of the enemy and turn out to be an accuser of the brothers, which was reserved for the devil. My simple and humble reply was such:

Though we are nobody to judge anybody, we must exercise our spirit to discern in the light of the word of God, of what is according to the Bible concerning God's word among men on earth today.

Any teaching that is not "For the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ," as in Ephesians 4:12, is not healthy; it may not be wrong, perhaps, may be biblical and even spiritual, yet if they do not build up the Body of Christ, we ought to be careful.

Today there are thousands of preachers, teachers, minister and ministries, sorry to say, many of them missed the mark of God's economy. We do not condemn them nor do we condone them. We only look to the Lord for more grace that we be preserved pure and wholly for His divine purpose of building up of the church, the Body of Christ, the one New Man, that satisfies the Lord and bring the Him back to consummate this age.

That's why brother, we must be men of prayer, equipped with the healthy teaching of the Word of God and practice the fellowship in the church-life to build up one another for the Lord's testimony and build up the Body of Christ.

The Lord be your discernment. Amen

Considering before the Lord in prayer, I felt the need for more believers to be equipped in the word of God by loving the Lord and pursuing the word "That we may be no longer little children tossed by waves and carried about by every wind of teaching in the sleight of men, in craftiness with a view to a system of error," and "we all arrive at the oneness of the faith and of the full knowledge of the Son of God, at a full-grown man, at the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ."

Lord, reconstitute us with the purity of Your Word, and grant us Your divine discernment that we be one with You for Your divine purpose on this earth.

Faithful Steward

Matthew 24:45

Who then is the faithful and prudent slave,whom the master has set over his household to give them food at the proper time?

This verse is one of my favorites, and I even made a framed poster fixed on the wall of my house entrance door. Though to be a faithful and prudent slave has been my burden and prayer, only time and trial will test if I have become such a one. In a very practical sense, the greatest test is in handling "mammon," yes even money.

The Lord is the faithful One to train me to be faithful and gave me opportunities to learn and learn. Praise the Lord!

There is a brother who used to transfer money to my account, not just few but quite an amount, not just once but a couple of times now. Every time the transaction was brought to my notice I would bring the matter before the Lord that I may be found faithful in dispensing this offering to the ones in the Lord's heart. The transfers has been frequent thus far. And it was a good spiritual exercise for me to go to the Lord in prayer and discern to whom and how much the offerings have to be further transferred. I can testify as before God, that He led me in a very fine and detail way, to whom and how much and when to transfer. It was a wonderful experience of learning to be faithful and prudent slave.

I remember a word from a brother that enlightened me to say, "one who is faithful in money matter is faithful in many matters." This has been proven to be true, at least in my little knowledge and experience of life with different people. For all material things can be quantified into a liquid cash. And money does rules those who are not ruled by the Lord, as the Lord Jesus rightly said that a man cannot serve two masters, God or mammon.

The last transfer was particularly worth a remembrance as the Lord directed me in a very exact and timely manner within a couple of days' time, to whom and how much to transfer. Case by case I was notified of the real situation of certain families who were genuinely and urgently in need. The need were: for a sister who was down with a deathly dengue disease, a family who could not manage to care for their child's vaccination, a family who went through job loss and sever sickness and was hospitalised, a family who laboured and struggled to make a living yet serve the Lord, a family who wanted to serve the Lord full time and yet went through a financial disaster, a gospel preaching work in Nepal and the need of the literature service for the propagation of the ministry of the word. 

Discerning each case was a real experience of the Lord's definite leading step by step. By the Lord's mercy, may I be found a faithful steward. All is from the Lord and the channel must also be one with the Lord. 

Lord, make me Your faithful and prudent steward, to give food, both spiritual and physical, at the proper time; nourishing and cherishing Your children.

Five Brothers

The ministry of the word is prevailing amidst many different teachings available in the Christian market. Food is generic and can be found everywhere, but healthy food? Only genuine seekers and lovers of the Lord can discern what is healthy and where to find them. 

A brother came across our books in one of the Christian bookstores in Lucknow and introduced it to his co-brothers. One of them visited us in Gurgaon and purchased a box full of the ministry books. Two weeks ago, there was an urgent need for me to visit a brother's family in Kanpur and meanwhile I called the former brother if they would be interested to get more books as we have the stock already in town. To my surprise, he said they had been planning to visit us in Gurgaon and that since I would be visiting Kanpur a mini-conference fellowship was arranged.

As usual after specifically praying for this meeting I went for the conference with a brother, not knowing what to speak, but my being was fully open to the Lord for His flowing and speaking. When we arrived the venue, there were five brothers waiting for us. All of these brothers are "pastors" as the Christian world would call them, but I recognized them as my fellow brothers in Christ and addressed them as such, as it should properly be.

At the very onset of introduction, one of them caught my attention, who was a PhD in Divinity. I asked what was his thesis for his doctorate program, to which he aptly replied, "Holy Spirit." Then an impromptu fellowship began as the Lord led me to speak on "the Holy Spirit". For about four hours, I fellowshipped on the line of the Spirit's work from creation in Genesis to its consummation in Revelation, covering every detail points and important Bible verses on the Spirit. 

The entire fellowship was centered on the Holy Spirit and His works in man;s history until today. The Spirit of God in creation, in God's relationship with man as the Spirit of Jehovah, in sanctifying His people as the Spirit of holiness in the Old Testament, and further on to the Holy Spirit in God's incarnation as Jesus Christ, the Spirit of Jesus in His humanity, the Spirit of Christ in His divinity, the Spirit of Jesus Christ in His all-inclusiveness, the Lord Spirit in His lordship and glorification, the life-giving Spirit in His resurrection to dispense God's divine life to His believers, the Spirit as the processed and consummated God, and the seven-fold intensified Spirit to produce the overcomers today in this last days.  The Lord's speaking was so rich and supplied all of us. Our fellowship was the ministry of the word, and brothers have enquired for further fellowship and training. The will of the Lord be done for these brothers and the thousand plus believers with them in Kanpur.

What a blessed trip it was! On the one hand I had discharged my official duty for the literature distribution and introducing the ministry of the word to fellow Christian brothers, yet on the other hand, I had a time of fellowship with a brother most of the remaining time in mutual care, concern and shepherding.

Praise the Lord for the five brothers! May He bless them richly with His word and recover them into the subjective and practical reality of the word of God.  

Jesus, My Good Shepherd

Jeremiah 9:1   

Oh that my head were waters,

And my eye a fountain of tears,

That I might weep day and night

For the slain of the daughter of my people!

These days the Lord has deeply been working on me. Often times, His hand is hard and heavy, yet His supply of grace is more than sufficient. And indeed His yokes are light and easy to bear, for actually He is the One who bears it all for me. 

Reports and news and observations of whats happening around me, both in the spiritual and physical world, are heartbreaking. The worldly affair I do not care too much, but what's going on among the saints in the churches, among the believers in general and seekers in particular, and especially whom the Lord burdened me to care for with anxious concern are real-life test to me; perhaps, of my genuineness in my love, care and concern and how I shepherd them. The Lord has been training and perfecting me, teaching me lessons after lessons. Praise the Lord!

The last few days, I have been burdened with certain situation happening among those I am burdened for. I received messages and phone call that really put me into a spot. My heart was really heavy bearing all these news, whether good or bad, they are all for good as sovereignly arranged by the God of arrangement. 

Today afternoon, I received yet another message of a change of a matter that was already agreed and decided few months ago. And clubbed with few other things in my official duty and personal life, I was so filled with burdens to chalk things out, yet I knew for sure I cannot do it myself. The only place of solace I know so far, and the best one indeed, is to come before the Lord's presence in prayer and pour everything out to Him. So I sanctified two slots of prayer time to spend solid hours in prayer.

I really could experience what prophet Jeremiah wrote concern the people of God, Israel:

Oh that my head were waters,

And my eye a fountain of tears,

That I might weep day and night

For the slain of the daughter of my people!

It was for the burden of the Lord's children that I could pour out my prayers to the Lord. I consider this as a blessing. Even as I poured my burdens out to the Lord, item by item, the Lord comforted and shepherded me that all is well as it is He who is in control; He is still on the throne. No matter what happen, no matter how people may change and what they turn out to be, the Lord is still on the throne. He is still the Lord and the Head of the Body of Christ. As He was, and is, He will still be...

Furthermore, He encouraged me with promises of His blessings upon and through me. O what a release to fully open to the Lord and be released!

To Him I went with head hung in shame and heavily burdened; after the sweet hours of prayer, my head was held high, all shame shattered and burdens lifted. What a release! What a joy! What a grace! What a blessing! Hallelujah!

Jesus is my good Shepherd! He shepherds me to shepherd others according to Him. For this very reason He is gracing me to go through experiences after experiences, all in the line of shepherding, and by His grace, I am learning to be shepherd like Him. O that I may learn it so well! And may turn the weeping of Jeremiah into praising in joy.

Oh that my head were waters,And my eye a fountain of tears,That I might praise day and night with tears of joy

And flow forth fountain of living waters, 

For the recovered of the daughter of my people!