Life Lesson: Fear God and Live God

“But if I delay, I write that you may know how one ought to conduct himself in the house of God, which is the church of the living God, the pillar and base of the truth.” (1 Timothy 3:15, RecVer)

The church is the church of the living God and the house of God. All the saints are of God and should live out God. To live God is to express God. All believers have received the life of God, have the innate capacity and ability to organically and spontaneously live God. This is the truth of the church. 

Since the truth is, the church is of the living God, all saints should exercise to live God daily in their church life. Especially, the leading brothers of the church should live God to the extend that they do not think, say, or do anything without God as their source of life. Otherwise, anything done or said would only be of man, downgrading the church to the church of mankind, not of the living God.

Having learned this truth, I live in fear and trembling before God not to be loose and live naturally in the church. Though I don't claim myself to be a leading brother, but as I coordinate with other brothers, we all must be so exercised in our spirit not to misrepresent God in any way. We may have our feelings, thoughts, judgements, and even discernments, but we must be in fear and trembling and check if whatever we feel, think, judge, and discern is of God. If not, however good and reasonable they may be, we must reject them simply because they are not of God. For the church we represent is the church of the living God.

Recently, as brothers we need to consider a matter together that is serious and troublesome. But we all brothers who have been considering this case fellowshipped together, and prayed over the matter what need to be done. The deep feeling we all agreed upon has also been conveyed to the one involved in the matter. And based on the response after the feeling of the brothers was conveyed, we had another fellowship and looked to the Lord together that we do not misrepresent God in anyway but let God do His work upon the ones involved and that the enemy who instigated the matter may be openly put to shame. This was a test for us and the ones involved in the case to learn to live God by taking God as our source. I do believe the Lord has allowed us to pass through such a complicated and complex situation for us to turn to Him and manifest God through the situation. 

A few days later, the brother who was involved in the case came to fellowship with me personally as brother to brother. In the fellowship, I listened to all that he had to pour from his being, and all the while as I listened I turned to the Lord, inwardly praying that the Lord will speak His timely word. The Lord led me to first share the fact of the matter and let him understand that the word of God cannot be violated and what he had done was a fact and it cannot be easily written off. Even if it has to be so, it must be of God and confirmed by the Spirit. I used a verse in Philippians 2:12-13,

“So then, my beloved, even as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only but now much rather in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; For it is God who operates in you both the willing and the working for His good pleasure” to help him see how to cooperate with God in dealing with his matter. Then, I fellowshipped with him by sharing my own experiences of how I dealt with improper relationship, experienced the cross to kill all my natural choices, and testified how the Lord blessed me richly by denying my self, taking His cross and following Him. As I felt led by the Lord, I shared with him the blessing of giving up our natural choices, be a blank paper for the Lord to write whatever He wills, and fear God.

This case and others help me personally go before the Lord in prayer. In fact, they have become a burden for me to pray over. This also strengthens my prayer life, praying with burden, and fellowshiping with the Lord intimately. What a blessing in disguise! Praise the Lord for all His marvelous deeds amidst complicated situations!

This is what I have been experiencing these days even as I learn the life lesson of fearing God, living God, and expressing God. Then, the church I am in, will be a church of the living God.