Second Visit to Prison

Remember those who are imprisoned as bound with them, those who are ill-treated as being yourselves also likewise treated in body. (Hebrews 13:3, RecVer)

On 1st Oct 2024, we visit our brothers in the prison in Mathura. My Goodland: A Visit to Prison

On the 29th of Nov, after about two months, we visited them again as the brothers from the church in Gurugram. During the last two months, we had been praying and waiting for them to be bailed out. But the matter got delayed over and over again. In fact, I was personally waiting for the time that they would be released so that my next visit would be to pick them up from the prison. But the Lord knows best and I accept all His arrangements, though a little disappointed for them nor being granted bail when they should legally have been granted. I learned to restrain my feelings and accept the sovereign arrangement of the Lord.

Through this incident, the Lord has been working intrinsically into our being and made clear what new steps He wanted to take in this country, especially in North India. The Lord allowed this so that we can make a review of the way we have been living our Christian life and practicing the church life. Through this, some dormant saints were revived, and the prayer of the church in Gurugram was very much strengthened in both personal and corporate prayer life. In fact, I could testify that our prayer life had been revolutionized! Since the incident, the whole church could come together to pray together online every night after our Life-study pursuit. And with this as the background, we also strengthened the burden of fasting and prayer, open to all the saints in the church life. This burden also personally affects my prayer life. Praise the Lord!

As brothers in the church, we coordinated to meet our brothers in the prison. We were mutually encouraged by this visit. I had some personal fellowship for certain official matters with a brother and passed on some offerings. Likewise, five of us met five of them and spent about half an hour for fellowship. Beyond that, the prison rule did not allow further meetings. 

Due to the prolonged stay in the prison, the brothers too have been through some concerns related to the case filed against them. The brothers who are responsible for the legal matters have been doing their best in coordination with the lawyers. Despite all their labors and efforts, the opposite party put up a delaying tactic under the ambit of the controversial bill passed in that state. All legal options have been utilized. Now, we leave the matter to the Lord how He will lead us through. We are a little disheartened but did not lose hope in the Lord. God is still on the throne and He knows what is best for us all. Let His will be done in His own time. 

With this ongoing case, the enemy has also been very fierce in attacking the saints and the churches in North India. It has become more and more obvious in the way he manipulated the ill-intent of the opposition party and the system. He attacked first from the outside of the church, and now he also attacks the church by causing doubt, fear, anxiety, and a blame game among some weaker saints. But the Lord is the Lord and He will not allow the gates of Hades to prevail against the church. We stand on guard and stay alert against the enemy's attack. The Lord has also been speaking to us daily on the line of persecution that the Lord Jesus Himself faced while in His earthly ministry. No matter what, we are victorious in the victory of our Lord Jesus the Victor!

Lord, bless Your move in North India.

Fasting and Prayer

But this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting. Mt 17:21 

The Lord Jesus Christ is the best pattern of a man of prayer. While He was in His early ministry, He lived a God-man life of prayer. He did everything according to the Father's will and spent time with the Father alone in prayer. Even when He could have exercised His rights and authority, He chose not to. instead, He submitted Himself fully and did the will of the Father.

Having such a pattern of a Man of prayer, I have also consecrated myself to follow the Lord's pattern. Not only me, but the brothers who have been taking the lead in the Lord's move in this country also made an open announcement and encouragement for the saints and the churches to pray. Yes, even fast and pray. We generally did not speak in this way as we did not want to fall into a religious trap and turn the matter of prayer into a thing of ritual. But this should not hinder us from offering genuine prayers to the Lord according to His burden. There indeed is a thin line between praying genuinely and praying for the sake of fulfilling one's religious duty. I advocate the former and abhor the latter.

Last Saturday, I had the strong feeling from the Lord to bring this matter to the brothers' fellowship so that we brothers can start praying in such a way; a fasting prayer at least once a week that the saintaints who joined the PSRP meeting on Lord's Day afternoon. The same burden I reiterate in our Monday afternoon literature distribution fellowship, encouraging all my serving brothers to pray and seek the Lord's leading for all our practical service. To even further strengthen thes can follow. The same burden was released in our prayer meeting on the same day, and though not intended, still, the Lord made it happen. Therefore, we made the burden known to all the saints who joined the weekly prayer meeting. The same burden has been made known to all the saints, the burden of fasting and prayer. I also started posting the ministry excerpts on fasting and prayer, a portion daily. There is also a need for spiritual education on the truth, which will gradually become our spiritual and normal function as a child of God. Though we generally did not make such announcements on fasting and prayer, the need of the time has called for it.

Excerpt from FASTING AND PRAYER Lessons on Prayer, CWWL, 1959, vol. 4, ch. 19

FASTING BEING THE SPONTANEOUS EXPRESSION OF MAN RECEIVING GREAT RESPONSIBILITY

FASTING BEING AN INDICATION OF MAN’S ABSOLUTENESS

FASTING BEING THE RENUNCIATION OF LAWFUL RIGHT

FASTING BEING MAN INDICATING THAT HE DOES NOT CARE FOR HIMSELF

FASTING BEING FOR THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF GOD’S WILL AND FOR THE DEFEAT OF SATAN

NOT FASTING LIGHTLY

FASTING BEING NECESSARY

On the one hand, a Christian should not fast lightly, but on the other hand, he needs to fast. If a Christian has never fasted, there is certainly something wrong with him. Either God has never committed any matter to him, or he has refused God’s commission. 

If you would care a little for God’s heart, the burden for the gospel would press upon you, and you would struggle in life and death. So, what does fasting mean? Fasting means that you care very much for God’s purpose, and you deeply sense the fierceness of God’s enemy. Such sensation presses and compels you to such an extent that you simply cannot eat, drink, and be merry like other men, but you must fast.

Without letting know anyone, not even my family, the Lord enabled me to start carrying out this burden by fasting and prayer. I pray that this burden will be a regular lifestyle of mine. In addition to my daily pursuit and prayer life, now I have been graced to further spend additional time for fasting and prayer. May the Lord bless all the saints in the church who are burdened by His burden and that we all consecrate our time to fast and pray regularly.

With all the outward situations going on in this country, the Lord is indirectly leading us to live a life of prayer and doing His will. Despite all the enemy's attacks, the Lord is working into the being of the saints to perfect us for the building up of His Body. There are certain things that can be dealt with and accomplished only through fasting and prayer. I believe it is even healthy to have a regular practice of fasting and prayer. 

Lord, lead us to live a life of prayer that is according to You. Lord, make a man of prayer like You.

Tears of Remorse

On the 1st of November, a brother gave a surprise and impromptu visit. As he sat in the living room and I was next to him, I gave him the liberty to speak and pour out whatever he wanted to pour out. For sure, he came with a definite purpose. Meanwhile, I also felt the need immediately to not handle him alone. So, I invited another two brothers to join with me in the fellowship. Thank God that two brothers were one with me, sitting with me as we listened to this brother.

By the way, this new brother was a little intoxicated as it was evident from his facial expression and the smell from his bodily presence. His family was gained about a decade ago while they were in DLF-1. Later, they shifted to New Delhi and we lost touch as they left the fellowship and decided not to receive our calls or shepherding visits anymore. Due to many reasons, mostly their family matters, and their unwillingness to take the fellowship, they took their own way against my personal and brotherly fellowship to them before they left. Since then, they have been completely out of touch. This is also a lesson that I am yet to learn a complete lesson on shepherding. May the Lord forgive me for my shortage in not being able to shepherd this family. 

As this brother started narrating his ordeals, he started weeping and weeping. He could not even speak properly as he wept and wept in front of us. At one point, he even came and tried to kneel down before me which I objected sternly. But I encouraged him to release what was in his heart. Finally, he slowly calmed down and narrated all the tragedies his family has been going through since the time they left the church life. These are his own words, I paraphrased it. 

"Brother, from the time we left the church life, everything went downhill. Now, we have come to the bottom of the pit. Though we have everything, we actually have nothing. I want to come back to the church. Please forgive me and accept me." 

I immediately comforted him and encouraged him that they could come back anytime and that they were welcome always. In fact, I proposed that we also visit his family provided that they are willing for us to visit as his wife objected to our visit and never shared their address in the past. He also mentioned that his wife was diagnosed with a third-stage breast cancer. As he described the situation, he wept again saying that everything was over. But I encouraged him by telling him that the Lord still loves them, the church still loves them, and we still love them. Then, we prayed for him and his family. He also prayed after we prayed.  

I brought this matter to the brothers' fellowship of the church and we prayed for this family that the Lord would recover them back. He had come and shed tears of remorse. Our door is always open to whoever is willing to come for fellowship. 

Lord, fully recover our brother's family.

Ministry of the Word Distribution in Gurugram

On the 14th of November, the Lord opened the door for the ministry of word to be introduced and distributed to the two main bible colleges in Gurugram. Though the ministry station for India has been here in this city for about two decades now, not once have we gone to visit these Bible colleges. The two main reasons for not visiting were, first, the oldest Bible college was visited when we first came to Gurugram in 2005/2006. However, the college after receiving the free ministry literature rejected it due to someone's opposition. We came to this through one of the Bible college students who mentioned what transpires there in the college. Since then, we have not paid attention to someone who would not receive the ministry. Second, a decade after that incident, the son of the owner of the same Bible college found us online and visited our office in Gurugram where he purchased all the ministry books available at that time, for the college library. Since he came and purchased all the ministry books in publication, we did not find the need to go there again. And we were not aware of another Bible college in Farukhnagar. Though I heard about it through another brother I did not know that it was a full-fledged Bible college. My thought was that it was a small Christian institute.

But this time, I received an email requesting twenty free copies of Affirmation & Critique. While checking the address, it was the same college that I heard about. So, I felt it was the time to visit the college personally. On the one hand to deliver the required journals and on the other hand to have an onsite visit of the college premises itself. In that way, there can be an open door for the ministry literature to spread further in North India even through Christina institutes, workers, and believers. After over an hour's drive, we arrived at the college and met with the Chief Librarian, the Director, and then the Principal of the college. As we introduced the ministry books, they were interested in getting all the free books and also to review the ministry books in English and Hindi. So, the ministry publication was delivered to them for their review and further order, if need be. Praise the Lord that they were receiving the ministry books for the first time. May the Lord grant them the spirit of wisdom and revelation to see the divine revelation of the Bible expounded through the minsitry literature.

On our way back, about half an hour's drive from Farukhnagar, we drop by another Bible college at Dhankot. Though it was an impromptu visit, the principal accepted the ministry books for their reference, and a box of ministry books in Hindi was handed over to them. In fact, this college already received the ministry publication about a decade ago.

In this way, despite the opposition from the enemy in spreading the gospel in North India, the Lord still preserved some open doors through which the ministry literature could still spread. Later, we had a home meeting at a new one's home in Sector 4 where the entire family except the head of the family, a brother in the church life, is yet to fully receive and accept the Lord Jesus Christ as their personal Savior. They have been joining the home meeting and have called upon the name of the Lord many many times. Gradually, the Lord is saving His chosen ones for His testimony in the midst of the local inhabitants.

Lord, bless Your move in North India.

Paying the Price to Gain Christ

God’s plan in creating man in His image and according to His likeness is that, God could come into man, live in man, and that man could express and represent God on this earth. This plan of God was partially fulfilled in Genesis as Jacob was transformed to Isreal and expressed God. In addition, Joseph, after passing thtough many sufferings, reigned in life, literally ruling over the entire Egypt at his time. 

And God said, Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of heaven and over the cattle and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth. (Genesis 1:26, RecVer)

From the reigning aspect of the life of Joseph, we could see that to gain food, four kinds of price need to be paid. The people who came to Joseph for food paid four kinds of prices: their money, their cattle, their land, and themselves.  These four items cover all the prices we need to pay today. When we pay with our money, cattle, lands, and ourselves, we receive all four types of supply. Money represents convenience, cattle represents the means of livelihood, and land represents the source of supply. And finally, the giving of their lives for food represent the consecration of one's life fully to the Lord.

And there was no food in all the land, for the famine was so very severe that the land of Egypt and the land of Canaan languished because of the famine. And Joseph collected all the money that was to be found in the land of Egypt and in the land of Canaan for the grain which they bought, and Joseph brought the money into Pharaoh’s house. And when the money from the land of Egypt and from the land of Canaan had been spent, all the Egyptians came to Joseph saying, Give us food, for why should we die in your presence? For our money is gone. And Joseph said, Bring your livestock, and I will give you food in exchange for your livestock, if your money is gone. And they brought their livestock to Joseph, and Joseph gave them food in exchange for the horses and for the flocks of sheep and for the herds of cattle and for the donkeys; and he fed them with food in exchange for all their livestock that year. And when that year had ended, they came to him the second year and said to him, We cannot hide from my lord that our money has been spent, and the herds of cattle are my lord’s. There is nothing left in the sight of my lord except our bodies and our lands. Why should we die before your eyes, both we and our land? Buy us and our land in exchange for food, and we and our land will become servants to Pharaoh. And give us seed that we may live and not die, and that the land may not be desolate. (Genesis 47:13-19, RecVer)

In the spiritual application today, we need to consecrate our whole life to the Lord in detail by paying the four kinds of prices. This entails our consecration in giving up all that we have, only to gain Christ as life. Surely, many things that we love and many things convenient to us may be exchanged for gaining Christ as our food and life. Our paying the price to come to the word of God, spending time in prayer, attending the various church meetings, preaching the gospel, and shepherdig the new ones, are different aspects of paying the price. No pay, no gain. No price, no value. 

In the conclusion of the Life-study meeting on Genesis last Tuesday, we learned and fellowshipped this important matter to all the saints so that we all can pay the price to gain Christ. Only in this way, can we gain Christ and be constituted with Christ to express Him and represent Him wherever He placed us. What a glorious ending of the Life-study of Genesis!

Lord, grace us to pay the price to gain Christ and be Your expression and representation in this earth.

Burden for Fasting Prayer

As the Lord moved through the early Christians, the enemy also did his best to frustrate the Lord’s move as it was, and is, and will always be a spiritual warfare between Satan and God. Today, especially in North India, we are facing the same spiritual battle. This time, the battle is so fierce that we can visibly see the fight. Four sisters and two brothers were imprisoned for the gospel sake in Noida a few months ago, and a month later,  five brothers were imprisoned in Mathura, also again for the sake of the gospel. In the midst of this, many many things transpired in the lives of the saints in the churches in North India especially. The family members of the imprisoned saints went through untold hardship. Yet, the Lord in His mercy has been preserving each of them to date. Because of this raging spiritual battle, the Lord also taught us many life lessons. In this battle, the enemy has been trying his best to create turmoil in the church life through some weaker saints. It has become very obvious when the family members gathered together for an update concer ing the situstion and steps taken, complaining and murmuring came out of some of the saints' mouth. But the Lord is the Victor and He will lead this battle into victory. Because of this, to shepherd the saints, we have been encouraged to study Acts 12 with the help of the Life-study. Last Saturday, we read this message in the brothers' fellowship and also in the prayer meeting and prayed a strong in one accord. 

This incident also reminded us to pray unceasingly. So, we fellowshipped to strengthen our personal prayer life and also our corporate prayer life. And we also encouraged the saints to fast and pray atleast once in a week. Yes, fasting prayer not in a religious ritualistic way, but fasting prayer in a way of life led by the Spirit with burdens from the Lord. Now, the saints have picked up the burden of prayer, even fasting prayer, having realised the significance of prayer in times of engaging in intense spiritual battle. 

The goal of fasting prayer is for the strengthening of the saints, the churches, and the Lord's move. So that, God can have His free way to move in an intensified way, ushering in the growth in life and maturity of the saints to be overcomers and also for the spreading and multiplication of His word all over India, especially, North India.

From this coming week, all the saints are encouraged and some have seriously picked the burden to pray and even fast and pray. Praise the Lord! Out of seemingly confused situation, the Lord brought out something precious, the practice of persistent prayer. 

Lord, gain our payer life! Make us all a man of prayer.

Excerpt from the Life-study of Acts, Message 34.

A BATTLE BETWEEN GOD AND SATAN

There are a number of other matters in Acts 12:1-24 that we need to consider. First, when Peter was in prison, “prayer was being made fervently by the church to God concerning him” (v. 5). This indicates that behind the scene there was a battle between spiritual forces, a battle between God and His enemy, Satan. Apparently the conflict was between Herod and Peter; actually it was between God and His enemy. No doubt, Herod was instigated by Satan. Satan was behind him and even within him. Therefore, the church fought the battle with God against Satan, the evil one.

This battle was fought not by the flesh but by prayer. The church prayed, and the weapon used by the church to defeat Herod and the spiritual force behind him was not of the flesh but of the Spirit.

THE WORD OF GOD GROWING AND MULTIPLYING

Finally, 12:24 says, “But the word of God grew and multiplied.” The previous verse says that Herod was eaten by worms and expired. Then this verse begins with “but.” Herod expired, but the word of God grew. The word of God is actually the Lord Himself because the word is the container of the Lord. Therefore, for the word of God to grow actually means that the Lord grew.

Acts 12:24 says that the word of God not only grew but also multiplied. The word does not grow and multiply in itself. Rather, the word grows with the believers and multiplies with the church. When the believers grow, the word within them grows. When the churches multiply, the word multiplies within the churches. The fact that the word of God grew and multiplied indicates that in ancient times the believers and the churches were filled with the word and were one with the word. This is a strong sign of the Lord’s victory in His battle against the evil one.

God, My Only Source of Service

As I pursued the Lord by pursuing the word of God, I was so supplied by the ministry of word concerning the pattern in the mountain. I saw an unrefutable spiritual principle that all Christians must follow. That is,  to follow the pattern in the mountain. That is, to do exactly what God had commanded, not less, not more, but exactly according to God’s words. To do anything lesser or beyond would be an act of disobedience, and to not do at all would be an act of rebellion. O how careful and serious we must be in serving the Lord. The excerpts from below helped to see this truth clearly and change the way I take God’s word and serve God. 

Therefore, I concluded that to serve God one must first of all be crystal clear about God’s clarion call. And then consecrate oneself fully to serve God according to His calling. God only must be the source of our service to Him. Any other way, at best is just voluntary and at worst, lawlessness.

Lord, preserve me in my service to serve You exactly according to Your calling. For You are My only source of life, life supply,  and service. Save me from anything other than You, O Lord!

In spiritual work, the most important thing is to know the “ pattern...in the mountain” (Heb. 8:5). There are many things that are important in spiritual work; the lack of any one of them causes our work to lose its spiritual usefulness and brings about God’s displeasure. But among these many things, the most important one is the “pattern...in the mountain.” The pattern in the mountain is simply God’s plan. If there is no comprehension of God’s plan, there is no possibility for God’s work.

“Whatever He says to you, do” (John 2:5b). 

In the Body of Christ, we are just members; we have to be absolutely under the control of the Head.

“Holding the Head” (Col. 2:19).

Psalm 19:13 says, “Keep Your servant from presumptuous sins; Do not let them have dominion over me; Then I will be blameless and cleared of great transgression.” 

God knows what He wants. All the things that He wants from us are revealed either through the Bible or through the Holy Spirit. Therefore, whatever He has not said is simply work He does not want. In spiritual work it is not a matter of quantity, but a matter of measuring up to the standard of being useful to God and matching His desire.The most important task for a worker of Christ is to know exactly what God wants him to do and the time and method that he should use to carry it out.

The most glorious thing in a man’s life is that he would do the things that God wants him to do on the very ground that God has set for him. For every believer, there is a pathway predetermined by God for him to walk on.

God only uses men chosen by Him to do His work. He does not want those who enlist and volunteer to do His work. Those who are chosen by God have absolutely no freedom. If they try to be free and go their own way, they will only stumble and suffer more.

Today we bear a heavy responsibility; we must be crystal clear about God’s instructions before we start working. Before we receive God’s command, we must do absolutely nothing. God’s command is an expression of God’s desire. If we want to be a useful vessel in His hands, we must secure God’s command before acting. If we do anything which God has not commanded, we cannot please Him.

May God bring us to a stage where there is no self, so that we will have no thought of our own, but will only have God’s will. Every time we work, we must first know if it is God’s will or not. If we know for certain that this is God’s will, then we should be encouraged to proceed according to the pattern He has shown us.

Excerpt from The Pattern in the Mountain, ch.8, The Present Testimony (2) CWWN, vol.9