Only If God Moves

I have been very burdened for many people and many upcoming local churches. Out of my burden, I have been praying and laboring to shepherding the saints, seekers, and the local churches to be raised up. As I have been laboring on this line, I also met with many mysterious obstacles. At times, the new ones seem very positive, yet other times they seem to show different faces. Sometimes, I was encouraged and other times I was discouraged. Perhaps, I have been struggling in my own natural man to achieve my own heart's desire. Therefore, the Lord began to lead me to a deeper experience of Christ.

Now I learn one very important lesson in shepherding: Move along with God's move if only God moves. If the Lord does not move, I shall not move. If the Lord does not do anything, I shall not initiate anything either. All my burden and labor would mean nothing if the Lord is not the one who burdened me or moves in and through me. I am learning to discern between my own personal burden and the burden the Lord burdened me with. I am learning and learning...

I have a burden for a particular local church to be properly shepherded into the fellowship of the Body. I have been praying and fellowshipping with them for many years now. Though there has never been a direct opposition to my shepherding, I could sense that some saints are indirectly opposed to it. My reaction was to simply pray for them. This reminds me of the apostle paul's experiences in dealing with the local churches. Though he cared for them, they misunderstood his care and often reacted in a negative way. But the apostle Paul exhibited such maturity and grace in handling all kinds of treatment meted out to him, with much grace.  O may I learn from such a pattern!

I have also initiated a weekly time of prayer with some key brothers both in Manipur and Meghalaya. In fact, we started off quite well and regularly. But later, a brother in each state began to not respond to my call for prayer. For some reasons known to them best, they decided to not join our corporate prayer though they promised that they would love to pray when I proposed to them first. I do not understand what concept they reacted to in this way of late. But I kept praying with the other brothers who were open and available for prayer. Perhaps, they have their own personal reasons that I may not need to know. I leave the matter to the Lord. But as for me, I simply continue to pray with whoever is open and available for prayer. Even upholding these brothers who initially prayed with me and back down later. As long as at least one brother is there to pray with me for the particular burden, I will continue to pray and pray.

This is an important lesson I have been learning from the Lord these days. Move, only if the Lord moves. If the Lord moves, do not stop due to opposition or negative response. Continue to move as long as the Spirit leads you. I am engaged in a battle; siding with God against His enemy, to accomplish what He intends to accomplish in me and through me. On the one hand, I do not press too much beyond what the Spirit impressed me with. Yet, on the other hand, I should not back down due to mere opposition from the enemy and his frustrating tactic. I must stand firm in the move of God and move in His move.

Lord, grace me to be one with You all the time; moving only if You move. Amen!

God's Recovery

As I understood from the sharing by a brother on the story of the universe in our online fellowship last week, I have summarized it as "God's Recovery." This story of the universe began with God's creation in Genesis 1:1. I am not delving deep into the matter as done by GH Pember in his Earth's Earliest Ages, but drawing the line of recovery God has been working on since the judgment as evident in Genesis 1:2. 

Genesis 1:1

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. 

The universe was created by God. But after the creation, the earth became waste and emptiness, and darkness was on the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was brooding upon the surface of the waters, proving that the earth was judged by God. Perhaps, because of the fallen angels, and was covered with water. 

Genesis 1:2

But the earth became waste and emptiness, and darkness was on the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was brooding upon the surface of the waters. 

The fall that led to judgment is being undone through the process of time until it will be fully headed up in Christ one day. That is God's economy as the goal of God's recovery.

Ephesians 1:10

Unto the economy of the fullness of the times, to head up all things in Christ, the things in the heavens and the things on the earth, in Him; 

Scientists have theorized the three laws of thermodynamics and later a Zeroth law was added. These laws are subject to this physical earth and everything in this realm comes under its domain; meaning the laws would hold true within its domain, ie., the earth we live in today which was the result of fall, and all fallen bring are subject to this physical laws.

However, there is a spiritual realm that does not come under the bounds of the physical realm. Though one lives in the physical realm physically, if he is in the spiritual realm he can go beyond the leaps and bounds of the physical realm. There are many instances recorded in the Bible where men have experienced things against the physical laws. 

In the Old Testament times, to name a few, Elijah never saw death and was raptured alive. And so was Enoch.

2 Kings 2:11

And as they went on and talked, suddenly a chariot of fire and horses of fire appeared; and they separated the two of them. And Elijah went up by a whirlwind into heaven.

Genesis 5:24

And Enoch walked with God, and he was not, for God took him. 

Another example is pouring oil into as many empty vessels were available.

2 Kings 4:4-5

Then go in and shut the door behind you and your sons, and pour out into all those vessels; and each one you fill set aside. So she went away from him and shut the door behind herself and her sons; and they brought the vessels to her, and she poured out into them. 

In the New Testament, the Lord Jesus fed the five thousand with five loaves and two fish. How did it multiply? Science has no answer for this, nor can it be proven scientifically. But we all know that Jesus as God Himself can do such a miracle. Let us look at John 6:5-21

John 6:9

There is a little boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish; but what are these for so many? 

John 6:13

So they gathered them and filled twelve handbaskets with broken pieces from the five barley loaves which were left over among those who had eaten. 

Jesus walked on the sea defying the natural law of gravity and immediately landed on the other side of the land, defying time. He transcended the physical laws; to Him, there was no limit of time and space.

John 6:19-21

19. Then, when they had rowed about twenty-five or thirty stadia, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they became frightened. 20. But He said to them, It is I. Do not be afraid. Then they were willing to take Him into the boat; and immediately the boat was at the land to which they were going. 

Not only Jesus but His apostles and believers too experienced the same. A few cases in the book of Acts are noteworthy. Philip transcended space and time.

Acts 8:39-40

And when they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord caught Philip away; and the eunuch did not see him anymore, for he went on his way rejoicing. But Philip was found in Azotus; and passing through, he announced the gospel to all the cities until he came to Caesarea.

There are many cases in the Bible that testify to the fact that in the spiritual realm one can be above the physical laws. This is the gradual process of recovery in God's work, bringing His created man back to what He originally intended to be.

It was the enemy of God, Satan the devil, who brought in the fall to mankind subjecting him to the natural laws. But God is recovering His created man back to what He intends him to be. For this, God was incarnated as a man in Christ Jesus, passed through all the processes of human living, and accomplished the great work of redemption by defeating His enemy once for all at the cross, and destroyed the works of the devil.

1 John 3:8

He who practices sin is of the devil, because the devil has sinned from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might destroy the works of the devil. 

Hebrews 2:14

Since therefore the children have shared in blood and flesh, He also Himself in like manner partook of the same, that through death He might destroy him who has the might of death, that is, the devil.

Now, as New Testament believers, possessing the divine life of God Himself, one can actually undo the works of the devil in God's recovery. This has been experienced in two dimensions, as an individual and as the corporate Body of Christ, the church.

Individually, as believers, we have experienced Regeneration in our spirit; then are experiencing Sanctification,  Transformation, Renewing, Confirmation, and Deification in our soul, and finally Glorification, the redemption of our physical body. Through all these processes, God's recovery work would bring back God's original creation.  Similar processes are with the church corporately among the many believers, to ultimately head up all thing in Christ, the Head. Ephesians 4 shows in detail how God is recovering His goal through Christ, and then through the gifted members perfecting the saints, and the perfected saints building up the Body in love. Though through the falls of man there are divisions among believers too, through the growth in life, which is the actual building up, the Lord will blend the Body together. The Lord has commissioned us, the believers, with His divine commission of preaching the gospel, saving sinners, disciple(ing) the nations, and building up His Body to bring Him back and fulfill His heart's desire. God's goal will thus be fulfilled through His recovery work.  With our spirit as the beachhead, we must cooperate with the Lord to carry out His recovery work to gain us man, then build up His church, His Body, and gain the one New Man, His Bride.

Lord, I give myself to You for Your recovery work. Lord, gain Your goal in us and through us as Your church.

Bible Study: The Holy Spirit's Discipline and the Ministry of the Word

An assignment was given to some of us brothers who are learning to serve and coordinate in the Lord's move here in India. I took this privilege to study the word and learn to interpret it using the ministry. The entire exercise is with the view of learning to handle the word with the goal of becoming a proper minister of the word. May the Lord perfect all the brothers to learn our lessons thoroughly well and be equipped with the word. The study question is below with my study answers.

How are these verses related to the "Discipline of the Holy Spirit" which produces the "Ministry of God’s Word" in us?

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28 

The good here is related to our gaining more of Christ, to our having Him wrought into our being, that we may be transformed metabolically and may eventually be conformed to His image, the image of the Son of God (v.29), that is, we may be wrought into full sonship. This is the discipline of the Holy Spirit that we may be constituted as the word of God. 

However, for the Holy Spirit to have His free way to work into our being, we need to cooperate with His operation. Therefore, the phrase, "to those who love God". Only when we love God, we care for God's desire, and we will be willing to coordinate with Him in whatever way He pleases to deal with us.

For this, the Holy Spirit is carrying out His work of disciplining through all things that work together for good.

Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is. Ephesians 5:17

The will of the Lord is for Him to work Himself into us, to be our life and our life supply, and to become Him in life and in nature but not in the godhead. For this, He has been working Himself into us using the environment, the afflications and sufferings we seem to have been going through. Amidst this transforming process, we must realise it is the will of the Lord and simply submit to the Holy Spirit.  In our cooperation with the will of the Lord, we will give Him the full freedom to do whatever he wanted to do in us; to constitute   us as the minister of His word. Otherwise we would be foolish, wasting our time and the Lord's.

Giving thanks at all times for all things in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to our God and Father. Ephesians 5:20

At all times for all things are all the works of the Lord in gaining us for His purpose. Having been fully aware of the Lord's work, we must always give thanks to God our Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

For the word of God is living and operative and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing even to the dividing of soul and spirit and of joints and marrow, and able to discern the thoughts and intentions of the heart. Hebrews 4:12

Through the constitution work of the Holy Spirit into our being, the word of God will operate in renewing our mind, transforming us into His image to the extent that there is a clear distinction between our spirit and our soul. Our spirit indwelt by the Holy Spirit will permeate and saturate our soul with all its faculties transformed; the mind being renewed to become the mind of Christ, the emotion being dealt with to love only the Lord Jesus as first and best love, and the will being subdued to be submissive yet pliable becoming one with the will of the Lord. This discipline of the Holy Spirit will constitute one to be a minister of the word in the ministry of the New Testament.

The spirit of man is the lamp of Jehovah, searching all the innermost parts of the inner being.  Proverbs 20:27

The God-created spirit of man in man is used by the Lord through His works in the outward objective environment to enliven, confirm, and strengthen the inner light. Thereby, through such an inner shining, the Lord will carry out His works of sanctification and purification, issuing in His constituting the man He worked upon, to be a man of God, a man of the word, or in a new testament sense, a minister of the New Testament.

All the above verses prove that the discipline of the Holy Spirit is for the constitution of His chosen ones to be the minister of the word in the New Testament ministry.

Constitution and Increase

Last Friday, on the 4th of June, we had a time of fellowship with the brothers from Chennai, Hyderabad, Delhi, and Gurugram.  In this fellowship, a brother asked some brothers to share what we have been experiencing or going through in our Christian life these days. Two brothers shared first their experiences of the Lord through the sufferings they went through recently as they were down with Covid-19. 

Dissatisfaction: One brother shared his experience of dissatisfaction in his life these days in a very positive way. His services, his shepherding, his living, and in many aspects, a sense of dissatisfaction took over him. On this an elderly brother fellowship that such experiences are often caused by the Lord to turn us to Him desperately; not to be satisfied with anything in the world, including our own spirituality and services. The only thing we must be satisfied with is the Lord Jesus Christ Himself. Therefore, now and then, the Holy Spirit will discipline us through the environment, creating dissatisfaction, drawing our full attention towards Himself.

Intimacy with God: Another brother shared his experience of the Lord during his time of sickness that drew him more intimately towards the Lord Jesus. He was enlightened to see his need to spend more personal time with the Lord and enjoy sweet intimacy with Him. For this, the Lord allows a temporary affliction in the flesh using Coronavirus. 

Then I was also asked to share. By the way, I was also burdened to share what I have been through these days Two words immediately sprang out of my mind: Constitution and Increase. These are the two things I have been engaged with, in my service for the past few months.  In fact, my experiences have also been confirmed and backed by the recent memorial day conference.

Constitution

But if I delay that you may know how one ought to conduct himself in the house of God, which is the church of the living God, and the pillar and base of the truth.  1 Timothy 3:15 

This is good and acceptable in the sight of our Savior God,  Who desires all men to be saved and to come to the full knowledge of the truth. 1 Tim 2:4

Constitution: To have the intrinsic element of the divine revelation wrought into us to become our constituent, our intrinsic being, our organic constitution. Constitution is not merely enjoying or reading a little bit of the ministry, but much more, the divine revelation wrought into us to become our intrinsic being, our organic constitution. Constitution cannot take place by skating on the surface of the truths but dive into the depths of the truths.

If you lay these things before the brothers, you will be a good minister of Christ Jesus, being nourished with the words of the faith and of the good teaching which you have closely followed. 1 Timothy 4:6 

Need for Constitution: For God’s economy to be fulfilled we need to be constituted with the truth, for this we need the daily dispensing of the riches of Christ and enjoying Him. 

How to be Constituted: 

• Study the Bible, read the Life-studies, and pray over the truths for the constitution with the full knowledge of the truth.
• Pay the price to learn the truths—Prov. 23:23 Buy truth, and do not sell it; Buy wisdom and instruction and understanding
• Learn the truth and experience Christ so that He becomes our reality to minister Christ to people and become a great blessing to the church. E.g., Jachin and Boaz

These are the crucial words on "constitution" I learned from the recent speaking in the ministry. I shared the same points in a subjective way. Following this, I also shared on the points that have been in my heart on the matter of increase.

Increase 

The genuine increase is the addition of Christ into our being. Increase goes together with the matter of truths constitution. The more one is constituted with the truths the more of the divine word, the divine life, and nature of God is added into him. The supply of life comes through the word of God. And when it does, it also becomes our constitution. This increase is the increase inwardly resulting in the growth in life. This subjective inward increase will usher in the outward increase in numbers in the matter of bearing fruits; bringing new people to the Lord and a definite increase in the number of the saints meeting in the locality where we stand as the church.

For this increase, I was also very burdened for the increase in the number of local churches being recovered or raised up especially in North India. Through all the distribution trip the Lord has been leading us, the seekers we have discovered were surely fo the Lord, and they must be shepherded into the practical oneness and into the practical fellowship of the Body of Christ. For this, the Lord grace me to keep in constant fellowship with the seeking brothers and even arranged a monthly online fellowship to recover them into the oneness. 

These were my experiences these days and also the fellowship I had with the brothers in our online blending meeting.

May the Lord continue His work of constituting me with His truths and cause His increase in me and through me in my Christian life and service.

Formation of the Word of God

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. And the Word became flesh and tabernacled among us (and we beheld His glory, glory as of the only Begotten from the Father), full of grace and reality. John 1:1, 14

Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus. Philippians 2:5

God’s Word is a Person, Jesus Christ.  God’s word is Christ. God’s intention is to make us His words. As much as Jesus is the living word of God, God intends that we, His believers, also be the living word of God. But the fact is, we are we, and He is He. How can His word become us and we become His word? It is possible only through the constitution of the Holy Spirit.

The Constitution of the Holy Spirit

When the Holy Spirit does His work in us thoroughly, our experiences become God's experiences; our words become God's words; our minds become God's mind, and our speaking becomes God’s speaking. In fact, when we and God are intimately related through His dealings, we become the ministers of God in the New Testament ministry. The inward constitution of the Holy Spirit makes God’s words our own subjective words. In this way, our words were formed by God within us. For this, the Holy Spirit has to work on us for a long period of time. The result of the prolonged dealings of God we have been experiencing will be that our words will be the result of all the experiences we have been through. We must be God’s word today. Our words are based on the amount of experiences we have before the Lord.  

Sources of the Words 

The main source of the word of God being formed in us is God Himself; the word becoming flesh in us. The means through which the word is being incarnated in us are the experiences of the discipline of the Holy Spirit through many dealings, trials, discipline, pains, defeats, darkness, etc., we have been sovereignly allowed to go through in the environment arranged by the Lord. All these are the invisible divine visitations of God to us, His beloved, to transform us and conform us into the image of His firstborn Son, Jesus Christ. Therefore, good or bad, all things indeed work together for good. If we know the reason behind all our troubled environment, we must thank and praise the Lord, for it is the Lord who is working Himself into us.

All these experiences we have been going through over a period of time are like the fire of God burning and baking us. These experiences are the thorns in the flesh, the messenger of Satan allowed by God to perfect us.  When we are under such grace, we must not murmur, complain nor fight against the discipline of the Holy Spirit, rather yield ourselves fully to Him, and give Him the full ground to do whatever He wants to in us. Our legitimate and fitting response should be to fully surrender to the Almighty Physician who is doing His almighty spiritual operation in us. We should simply pray, “Lord, I am willing to surrender. I will no longer struggle.” As we yield to Him in this way, our spirit becomes enlightened. As we are made aware of what is happening, we begin to see the light, and the light brings in the word.  A word today, another word another day, and finally a complete sentence, then a paragraph, then a chapter, and even a book of our story in Christ. 

Result of Dealings

The result of the discipline of the Holy Spirit in His constituting work in us will be that we will be ushered into the light. We will be enlightened to see the light of God. This light will bring in the life of God. We will be a person full of light and we will be able to minister life to people. Our words and works will be full of power and authority, not of our own, but of the Lord's who have been wrought into our being.  We will be full of revelation when we come to the word and our word will be a revelation to people. Therefore, our utterances will also be of the Lord's, full of life and light. We become the word of God. Our mind will be one with Christ's mind, our words will be one with Christ's word, and our speaking becomes God's speaking. In fact, we represent God in our words.

All the experiences that we have been accumulating for years through the dealing of the Holy Spirit will become our rich deposit, our heavenly treasure. We can then minister to others what we have cultivated in our spirit, in our heavenly storehouse. Then, the lessons we learned in the depths of the valley can be announced on the heights for others to benefit from. 

The Goal of the Word of God

The goal of the word of God formed is for us to know Christ and to make Christ known to others. Wherever we are, whoever we meet, we will spontaneously flow out the word of Christ making Christ known to believers and unbelievers alike. To believers, a deeper knowledge and revelation of Christ will be made known. To unbelievers, the saving grace of Christ will lead them to Christ unto their salvation.

Hallelujah, our life will also have been transformed through the constituting work of the Holy Spirit! Therefore, we will no longer trust in ourselves; no more self confidence. Our words will be weighty, full of depth and maturity, and they will never be shallow any longer. And we will not dread any trials that may come our way, rather we will take the lead to suffer in all kinds of trials.

Lord, grace me to be under the discipline and constituting work of the Holy Spirit for the formation of Your word in me.

Greek Learning for Bible Translation

Brother, please pray and consider: if there could be at least two young educated saints who can consecrate themselves to the Lord fully to learn Greek and come in to do the Marathi text checking of the New Testament Recovery Version. Only then we will be able to release the New Testament Recovery Version in Marathi.

May the Lord gain many abled, burdened, and available young educated saints.

This was the text I messaged to a responsible brother on the 10th of May after the demise of our Greek text checker in the New Testament Recovery Version translation in Marathi. Since then a couple of fellowships were done and finally the Lord paved the way for two sisters to consecrate themselves to learn Greek and, perhaps, if they qualify, serve in to fill the gap left behind by our brother who went to be with the Lord.

On the 1st of June, the fellowship for beginning a new self-study Greek course was confirmed. Therefore, I called up the two sisters and briefed them about the course, and encouraged them to trust the Lord and take His grace to faithful learn Greek. They have been brought in by the Lord through the fellowship in the Body, and the Lord will grace them to accomplished the task He has assigned to them. The schedule for them is to spend at least 4 hours a day for 5 days a week, a minimum of 20 hours a week of Greek study. Our target date of completion is 28 February 2022.

On the one hand, I am joyful that a new Greek course could begin with two new serving ones. On the other hand, I am prayerful that they would be faithful to learn diligently and complete the course and work on the text checking of the New Testament.  I have this feeling because despite all our preparation, what matters most is the Lord's blessing. Life and death, health and strength are in the hand of the Lord. We continually look to Him for His grace that the purpose of learning Greek for New Testament text checking in Marathi can actually be accomplished.

Two days ago the Lord impressed me deeply with His word on His blessing. I believe this applies to the Greek study and the Bible translation project as well.

Psalms 127:1-2 Unless Jehovah builds the house, Those who build it labor in vain. Unless Jehovah keeps the city, The guard watches in vain. It is vain for you to rise up early, To stay up late, To eat the bread of toil; All the same, He gives to His beloved while they sleep. 

Footnote from the Recovery Version: If the Lord does not do anything for us, whatever we do will be in vain. We need to labor in the Lord and by His grace (1 Cor. 15:10, 58; Col. 1:28-29), but what the result will be depends not on our labor but on God’s care and blessing. Instead of toiling and striving in ourselves, we need to trust in Him and rest in Him, for He gives to His beloved while they sleep.

Yes, we will do our best to labor, and also be fully dependent on the Lord's blessing. Ultimately it is the Lord's blessing that matters. May the Lord grace us through in this matter of learning Greek and bring out the New Testament Recovery Version in Marathi.

Give Them Food

They all wait for You, That You may give them food at the proper time.  Psalms 104:27

This morning in my study of the word of God, the Lord spoke to me in a very definite way that I must give spiritual food to the people in need at the proper time. I have been in contact with a good number of Christian all over India. Many of them I have met during the distribution trip, and a good number of them are my Christian contacts for the past over twenty years. In my locality in Gurugram too, there are a good number of Christian contacts who are on the way to the church life. In fact, at some point, a couple of months ago, I kind of gave up on many of these contacts assuming that they were not interested in the ministry of the word as I could not see the result I expected from them. So to many of them, I have stopped sending ministry messages and also stopped contacting them.

Now, with the commencing of the Memorial Day Conference online today and the conference being open to all Christians, I picked up the burden to invite all my Christian contacts again. Perhaps, this is the Lord's arrangement for them to have a taste of the ministry. I have the confirmation within with the Lord's speaking that I need to give them food. Irrespective of how they feel about me or how I feel about them, the Lord has spoken that "They all wait for me, That I may give them food at the proper time."

Like a mother feeding her babies in a timely manner, I must continue to feed all those the Lord has given to me as contacts with the healthy spiritual food. That's my responsibility. And I must do it faithfully as a faithful and prudent slave.

Who then is the faithful and prudent slave, whom the master has set over his household to give them food at the proper time? Matthew 24:45

One issue I have with me is, I always look for visible results from the ones I am caring for. Yes, there must be results of shepherding.  But that must be in the Lord's timing and in the Lord's way.  The word spoken to me is that I must give food at the proper time as they all await for the food without mentioning anything of the outcome. I simply must leave the matter of the results to the Lord and just be faithful in what I am called to do.

Lord, grace me to be Your faithful and prudent slave to give food to your children at the proper time.