The Lord's Faithful Supply

The Lord speaks through various means, at different times, and in different ways. This time, it was through our pursuit of the word of God. I was deeply impressed by the way the Lord choose, trained, and led His disciples, and perfected them to be His apostles who propagated His very life from Jerusalem and to the rest of the world. This particular portion from the Life-Study of the Gospel of John is amazing:

Lessons from John Chapter 21Excerpt from the Life-Study of the Gospel of John, Message 48 

The matter of our living is very practical. This is why the Gospel of John has this additional chapter. Since we are the sons of God who have been regenerated and committed with the divine commission, the Lord will certainly take care of our living. We must learn the lesson of not giving up the Lord’s commission because of our living. We must not give up the Lord’s burden in order to care for our existence. We are not the people of the world; we are the children of God. We must seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and then the Lord will add the practical supply to us (Matt. 6:33). He will take care of our need. If we have been truly commissioned by the Lord for His burden, for His work, and for His testimony, we may be at peace and rest assured that the Lord will grant us the provision we need. This is the lesson in this portion of John 21.

Look at the picture once again. The disciples labored the entire night and caught nothing. Then the Lord appeared to them and told them to cast the net on the right side of the boat, and they caught a multitude of fish. Those fish were unnecessary, however, because the Lord had already prepared some fish, as well as some bread, for them to eat. This was not a lesson in words; it was a lesson by miracles. The Lord did not teach Peter and the other disciples by giving them a lecture, a sermon, or a message. He gave them a lesson by three miracles. The first miracle was that seven men fishing the whole night could not catch even one fish. The second miracle was that they finally caught one hundred fifty-three fish in one net at the Lord’s word. The third miracle was that without the fish caught from the sea, some fish and some bread had already been prepared on the land. The Lord taught His disciples a lesson by these three miracles.

The lesson the disciples learned here was that they must take care of the Lord’s commission and trust in the Lord for their living. We must take care of the Lord’s work and testimony instead of our living. If we give up the Lord’s commission to look after our living, we shall fail. In 21:2-14, the Lord gave the disciples a lesson about their sustenance, showing them that their living does not depend upon their natural means but upon the Lord’s will. If we are in the Lord’s will and under His will, He will prepare a living for us even in the impossible places. However, if we take the natural way and go to the sea, that is, to the world, to find employment for our living, we shall be faced with failure. If we have been called by the Lord, we should not worry about our living. The Lord Jesus has a way to prepare fish without fishing. He will take care of our food, for He is the One who calls the things not being as being. The Lord who has called us will take care of our living.

The Lord has used even miracles to teach His disciples of trusting in Him for their living. Never did I see this matter so clearly: the three miracles.

The First Miracle: Professional fishermen fishing the whole night and catching no fish. 

John 21:3

Simon Peter said to them, I am going fishing. They said to him, We also are coming with you. They went forth and got into the boat, and that night they caught nothing. 

This was the Lord's sovereignty in not allowing any fish to be caught to teach the disciples whom He chose and loved, to let them know that it was Him who would take care of their livelihood and that they simply believe and trust Him at His word and carry out the divine commission He commissioned them. 

The Second Miracle: The Lord commanded them to fish at a specific spot, not caring for the natural and professional logic of where and when fish would be. He is the Lord of the sea and the fish too; at His word, all is well and possible. Obeying the Lord's word is a very important lesson. At His word, a hundred and fifty three fish were caught, and their net could still hold them. 

John 21:6

And He said to them, Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some. They cast therefore, and they were no longer able to haul it in because of the abundance of fish. 

John 21:11

Simon Peter therefore went up and hauled the net to the land full of large fish, a hundred and fifty-three; and though there were so many, the net was not torn. 

The Third Miracle: Though enough fish were caught at the Lord's word, the Lord did not use any of the fish to feed the disciples but He prepared from His own, bread and fish to feed them. 

John 21:13

Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them, and the fish likewise. 

When the Lord called a person He takes full responsibility of His called ones. Where there is no fish He can command fish along with bread, cooked and baked, ready to eat. In serving the Lord as called ones, we must simply trust Him for everything. He knows better than we can even explain nor imagine. Our only and simple responsibility is to serve Him as He leads, leaving all the other cares and  concerns to Him; be it our living, health, wealth, family, etc., all to Him. He knows best and He will do what is best. 

Prayer Over the Phone

The Lord's speaking these days has been prayer, among other burdens. Be it personal, or family, or church prayer, the underlining burden for the church is crystal clear: Prayer. In line with this burden, the Lord also confirmed it through the ministry of the word in the pursuit of the morning revival. 

The book of Acts reveals a group of people who live in the divine history within human history by continuing steadfastly in prayer and in the ministry of the word; this is to live in the apostolic ministry in coordination with Christ as our great High Priest in His Heavenly ministry (6:4; Heb. 7:25; 8:1-2). By prayer we set our mind on the things above and become a reflection of Christ’s ministry in the heavens; we depend on prayer to do what man cannot do, to understand what man cannot understand, and to speak what man cannot speak (Acts 9:11; 13:1-4; Col. 3:1-3; 4:2; Eph. 6:18; Dan. 6:10; 9:2-3; 1 Cor. 2:13; 2 Cor. 3:6). Excerpt from the message The Continuation of the Book of Acts—Living in the Divine History within Human History. 

Prayer being the current burden, and I believe that it will ever be this burden, realising the importance and urgent need for prayer. The Lord also honors this prayer burden by gracing me to pray and pray and pray. I enjoy praying with my family daily, and also with the serving ones with me. There has been a lot of development in prayer. 

Brothers and sisters from different parts of India called me up and made an appointment with me for prayer. They themselves suggested the day and time for praying with them over the phone. I was surprised by their initiatives and at the same time felt blessed to be able to pray with them, though the burden is mostly on their side; I just join them in, in prayer. 

A brother from Shillong fellowshipped with me to pray with him every Saturday for the saints and the church in Shillong and also for the Lord's testimony to be raised up in different parts of Meghalaya. I felt blessed to stand with him in prayer. In fact, I have the same burden for the Lord's testimony in Meghalaya. It has been such a joy and blessing to pray with my brother with the very same burden I have for years. I truly believe all our prayers have been answered, by faith. 

A sister from Guwahati called me up one morning and simply requested me to prayer with her over the phone. After a short prayer she testified how much she enjoyed praying with me. She even requested that she would call me now and then for prayer. This sister and her husband are both medical doctors and both received the Lord and got baptised when I and a brother went door knocking from house to house few years ago in Guwahati. They have been in my prayer too, and now the Lord opened the door to pray with them over the phone at their own initiation. In fact, I have been praying for them to be established in their faith and that they would be the key family to bear the Lord's testimony in Guwahati. I believe, the Lord is answering this prayer, gradually. 

A brother texted me a couple of weeks ago, a list of days and time for phone call prayer. My simple reply was, amen. Then he called me up at the very time he scheduled for prayer. I just prayed with him over the phone, and I especially prayed that his whole family would be saved and the Lord will raise up the church in Ujjain, Madhya Pradesh, soon. This is a Hindi heartland and, so far, there is no testimony of the Lord yet. This brother was saved and baptised few years ago in Gurgaon, a very educated man, but the Lord saved him from his strong religious and cultural background. 

A sister who has been shepherded into the church life few years ago called me up now and then for prayer. Prayer with her would last longer as she has a lot of burden to release. My only response was to amen whatever she poured out to the Lord with a lot of burden. Today and the past few days she has been praying with tears as she has been going through a very tough time of her life. I could only sympathise with her and listen to all that she has to pour out. I simply joined in, in her prayer, and stand with her. She felt so comforted after every prayer.

I am glad that the Lord has been blessing me richly with saints to pray with. In praying with them I am being strengthened to pray all the more. I believe in what the Lord burdened me to pray for. Indeed, "By prayer we set our mind on the things above and become a reflection of Christ’s ministry in the heavens; we depend on prayer to do what man cannot do, to understand what man cannot understand, and to speak what man cannot speak."

Above all, the Lord also blessed the church praying meeting richly. The number of the saints attending the church prayer meeting this year, 2019, doubled from January itself with all the saints attending the prayer meeting praying. We changed the way of our prayer itself. We rotate the prayer burden to all the saints attending the prayer meeting, so that each saint will get to pray for each burden released for prayer. By this way, the prayer meeting was uplifted in function and enjoyment. 

Praise the Lord for this grace and blessing of prayer, especially the prayer over the phone!

1 Thessalonians 5:17

Unceasingly pray. 

Good Fridays

The Lord has blessed my family with another new family for home meeting. We have been visiting them every Friday. This family has been a blessing to my children as well. In fact, my children had prayed for new friends, and as an answer, the Lord blessed a new family with two children who can bond with my children in a friendly way. Our visit on Fridays is also a break time for my children to meet new friends and play with them as long as we, their parents, are enjoying the home meetings in pursuing the truth, fellowshipping, and praying. 

There is no better way to spend time with a new family than spending time together in the Lord in shepherding them. This new family had been shepherded by some saints many years ago. For some reason, it could not continue, and there had been a break for a couple of years. Only recently, when I was introduced to the family, the Lord burdened me to shepherd them. In fact, in their shepherding, I am also being shepherded.

Generally, I do not take my wife along for home meetings as she is very busy with the children's education and other household chores. But this time with this new family, she wanted to come along which I felt very good. Besides, my children were also very excited to come along as they found new friends to play with. Though never excepted, this new family is the only family I have been shepherding together with my whole family; with my wife and my children. Therefore, this Friday meeting makes Friday a good Friday.

The family has become more and more open, and the fellowship in their home became sweeter by the week. Last Friday, we were compelled to stay back for dinner and also for more intimate and personal time of fellowship. The father of the family opened up on some of his personal matters. The only way I could respond to his opening up is simply by being a good listener. I dared not counsel him in any of his matter as of now. My burden is simply to feed them with the healthy word of God week by week and allow the word of God to do its work in due time. 

May the Lord work through His word and fully gain him and his whole family for His testimony in Gurugram. Praise the Lord for this good Fridays!

Good Thursdays

A new home meeting was recently started in the home of a new one. The family comprises six members who all are very new to the Lord and young in the faith. They live almost an hour's drive from my home. But the Lord has burdened me and graced me to shepherd them weekly. Along with this burden of shepherding the new family, I also brought in three new brothers to come along with me. In this way, these three new brothers can also be shepherded to shepherd new ones. This is the God-ordained way. I cannot be the only one who shepherds, more and more saints needs to be shepherded to do what I have been doing. Otherwise, I would be a failure in my service. As new homes are being opened for shepherding, I must perfect more and more saints to carry out the shepherding.

Every Thursday day night, as I and other brothers went for the home meeting, we prayed together along the way. To me, the travelling time of about an hour is another time slot for shepherding the brothers who came along with me; we had a time of blending and perfecting, a time of bearing burdens together and praying in one accord. This act of shepherding is like shooting down two birds at one shot. The first shot was on the way to the home meeting, and the second shot in the home meeting itself where all the brothers who came with me also functioned.

This Thursdays' home meeting has grown in intensity, as the truth messages from the Shepherding Materials are being pursued. The family was fully brought into function by their exercising to pray, sing, read, and speak. They have been enjoying their home meetings and are looking forward to it week by week. Witnessing their joy and happiness through the shepherding itself is a great reward. All the time, energy, and money spent on them are truly worth the price paid. And I am being blessed too to be a part of the Lord's move in propagating the resurrected and ascended Christ as the continuation of the book of Acts.

For all these reasons, Thursdays are wonderful and good, as it is a day of shepherding. Therefore, I termed it "Good Thursday." 

Family Time

Every day the Lord has been gracing us to come together for morning revival and prayer in the morning and for a family prayer time in the evening. This is one of the blessings of God as a family. On the lighter side, there is also a need to spend time with the children during their vacation for an outing. So, we finally could make it last Monday.

First, we went to an amusement park with the hope of spending the entire afternoon. But to our dismay, the management had changed their policy; they did not admit guest merely to amusement parks without a food package. They charged heftily for every guest which was not at all conducive for us. We did not go there to eat, in fact, we had our meals and went there only for the children to play. Then we all changed plan and went to Ambience Mall instead, which worked out to be a much better place for the children.

When the children enjoyed and had a good time, I am just happy as well. As a father, my joy is the joy of my children; and as a husband, my joy is the joy of my wife. Being a family man, my heart is inclined towards the Lord who blessed me with a wonderful family. As a parent, my wife and I are just the Lord's guardian to care for the children He kept us in our custody until He would take them further for Himself.

Our God is a God of small things too. Eating ice-cream together as a family was such fun. Family dinner of my children's choice meal that made them happy was the best dinner. The time together as a family at home, and occasionally at other places like Malls and Hotels for dinner is a good way of family blending.

It is definitely the blessing of God that my wife and I are blessed with three wonderful children. Our prayer has always been that the Lord would grace us to be a God-man family of His heart's desire, that we can boldly declare to the whole world as Joshua of the Bible: But as for me and my house, we will serve Jehovah. Joshua 24:15b

Praise the Lord for such family time! 

Wonderful Lord's Day

Every Lord's day I enjoyed the Lord's Table Meeting and the other meetings of the church. The Lord's day has become more and more enjoyable to me. It is not an ordinary day nor is it a special day like for some Christians. The Lord has blessed me to enjoy His day in feasting, prophesying, and other meetings with the saints. Last Lord's was really wonderful as we met from 10 AM till 5:30 PM, then home meeting and home visits till 10:30 PM. It was a wonderful day indeed!

A new one, who is the only begotten son of a seeking sister came in the afternoon. When he arrived we were just fellowshipping about the upcoming propagation in Gurugram this month. He joined in and later was interested to come along with for an evening home meeting. In fact, that evening three young brothers came along, with one new one. The home where we had the meeting was more of a gospel meeting just because a new one had attended. We usually pursued a series of messages from the Shepherding Materials, but I felt the need to address the need of the new one. Therefore, we pursued something relevant for him too, a topic on Calling Upon the Name of the Lord. 

As we began the meeting and were pray-reading the following Bible verses, the new one declared the verse in Romans 10:13 as “whoever calls upon the name of the Lord MUST be saved,” when it actually says, “whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” I took that as an indication for his salvation through his calling upon the name of the Lord.

But flee youthful lusts, and pursue righteousness, faith, love, peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 2 Timothy 2:22 
For “whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Romans 10:13

He called upon the name of the Lord and we led him in prayer to receive the Lord Jesus Christ as Saviour. Along with the normal meeting, he also got to receive the Lord. The brother and sister in whose home we were meeting were so joyful that a new one actually got saved in their house right in their midst, they being witnesses to all that transpired. It was a blessed home meeting where a new one got saved! We all were full of joy and that made the day even more wonderful.

After the meeting, we went to drop him at his home and met his mother, who is a seeking sister who loves the Lord. We have been praying for this family, and the Lord is saving them one by one. in fact, the entire family also came for the Special Meeting on the 1st of this month. 

Later, another young brother who was with me needed to be dropped to his grandparent's home. As we went to drop him, we had another impromptu home meeting with his grandparent whom we have been praying for and have not yet believed into the Lord Jesus Christ as their Saviour. The Lord is sovereign in working all things together for good.

In fact, today too, we had another wonderful Lord's day with young saints who came for the short term training. The Lord's presence was so sweet with all the saints exercising their spirit, and almost every one prophesying. The Lord's day meeting is becoming sweeter and sweeter, and even richer and richer. 

Praise the Lord for the wonderful Lord's day! May all Lord's day be full of the riches of Christ! And may every day be as wonderful as well!

Special Meetings

The beginning of the year 2019 was graced with a special meeting from morning till evening. Despite the late rest the day before and early rising for a new beginning, I was fresh for the new day and the new year. As the new year began, the burdens released by the church are being carried out item by item, day by day. After a time of morning revival and prayer, I, along with a few other brothers attended the training till noon. The first day of the year began with a perfecting pillar training. What a blessing!

The Lord's speaking at the very beginning of this year is on blending as the reality of the Body of Christ. I enjoyed the Lord's fresh speaking and took this as a trendsetter for the whole year: blending and building as the reality of the Body of Christ besides the Jubilee!

As the church, we had the burden to invite all our new ones for a time of perfecting meeting themed on God's economy. This was with the definite burden of shepherding all the new ones into the proper understanding, vision, and reality of God's economy. I was busy the whole afternoon considering which outline to use, which hymns to sing, and how to minister the truth to the new ones. The Lord sovereignly led me to get the apt outlines and hymns on God's economy. 

God’s Economy— the Central Line of the Divine Revelation was selected for the new ones perfecting and the definition of God's economy from the book, The Economy of God, Chapter One, was chosen. As the meeting began, the Lord brought the saints and the new ones, one by one. By the time the message was released, the hall was full and the saints and the new ones ministered with the high peak of the divine revelation: God became man to make man God in life, in nature, in expression, and in function, but not in the Godhead.

After the message was released by a brother and me, we had a grouping session with a view to prepare the new ones for their church life. The new ones could easily pick the healthy practice of pursuing the truth in coordination in small groups. To my surprise, many of the new ones enjoyed the meetings and shared their enjoyment of the Lord's speaking. The high peak truth is for all! It would be erroneous to think that the high peak truth is too high for the new ones. Therefore, the high peak truth must be ministered boldly in life with much release of the Spirit. Then, even the new ones will understand and enjoy the high peak truths. This is another trendsetter for shepherding the new ones with the high peak truth of God's economy.

Initially, we were not sure how to name this kind of meeting. But as we considered and fellowshipped we felt good to name it as "Special Meeting." Obviously, it is special from other kinds of meetings. We would never name it as "New Year Meeting" or the likes. The meeting was indeed special. Even the perfecting pillar training before noon was also another special meeting. Therefore, at the beginning of the year, the church was blessed with "Special Meetings." These special meetings are trendsetters for the year. 

May the Lord continue to bless the church with many many special meetings on God's economy, the Jubilee, and the reality of the Body of Christ!