Special Attendant

It was in a Christian leaders-and-pastors gathering at Ghaziabad on 15th January 2018 that as serving ones in the literature service, we introduced the ministry books with the burden that all Christians need to have a taste of the ministry as the ministry of the word is for all. Once we introduced the ministry books to the Christian leaders and exhibited them, a young brother who had undergone education in four master degrees came up to have a fellowship on the books and his feeling in general.

Among all the pastors and leaders gathered there, he probably must be the only one who was not, in reality, a pastor or leader, as the rest of them. But he seemed to be the most seeking among all. He expressed his joy at our announcing of the ministry literature and yet was dismayed by the response of the many so-called "leaders and pastors" who do not seem to appreciate the word of God. His case in point was that he had read Watchman Nee and was very blessed by it, and the pastors he saw were not very keen on Christian literature as he assumed that they should love the books much more than him. This is the hard fact: Not everyone loves the word of God, much less the writings of brother Watchman Nee or Witness Lee. Mostly according to my own personal experience, there are a just a handful of those who understood and tasted the depth and orthodoxy of the ministry of the word. By the Lord's mercy, I happened to be just one of them who have been blessed very much by the ministry of the word through the two brothers.

This brother visited us on the following weekend and we had a wonderful time of fellowship together. it so happened that our Bible reading portion that day was on Exodus 4 and 5 on the how God called Moses and the subjective signs of the experiences of the called ones. It was indeed a good time of fellowship and review on our service as God's called ones. I was freshly reminded of the God who called me and who would carry out the calling for which He called me for. 

And the Angel of Jehovah appeared to him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a thornbush. And when he looked, there was the thornbush, burning with fire; but the thornbush was not consumed.
And Moses said, I must turn aside now and see this great sight, why the thornbush does not burn up. Exodus 3:2-3 

Our fellowship on the subjective signs of being called and sent by God in Exodus 4 was amazing. A brother and I spoke extensively in one accord and in one mouth, the significances of those signs, and how those need to be experienced. We are happy to acknowledge the source from which we have learned all these. Our speaking was an elaboration of the footnote in the Recovery Version of the Holy Bible.

In chapter 3 God gave Moses the sign of the thornbush (3:2-3). In this chapter God gave Moses three additional signs as evidence that he had truly been called and sent by God. The meaning of the first sign, the sign of the staff becoming a serpent (vv. 2-4), is that anything we rely on apart from God—our education, our occupation, etc.—is actually the hiding place of Satan, the usurping serpent. However, when at God’s word we throw it down and then take it up again “by the tail,” i.e., in the way opposite to the practice of the worldly people, using it for God’s purpose and not for ourselves, it becomes a staff of authority (vv. 4, 17; Luke 10:19). In the second sign, the sign of the hand becoming leprous (vv. 6-7), the bosom signifies what is within us, and leprosy signifies sin. This sign shows that our flesh is the embodiment of leprosy; in it there is nothing good, nothing but sin, corruption, and uncleanness (Rom. 7:17-18; cf. Isa. 6:5). Nevertheless, when we obey the Lord by keeping His word, His cleansing power is able to make us clean. The meaning of the third sign, the sign of the water becoming blood (v. 9), is that in the eyes of God all the earthly supply and worldly enjoyment (the water of the Nile) are nothing but death (blood). When they are poured out on that which produces life (the ground), immediately the death is exposed.

It also turned out that this young brother was also burdened to bring the ministry of the word to his native people in Odisha by offering himself to translate the ministry books to Oriya. Time will tell if this brother is today's Moses to bring the word of God to his people and deliver them from the bondage of religion. We prayed together before we dropped off our brother with a new assignment for translation only if he could pass the trial round. May the Lord gain him for His interest on earth among the Oriya speaking believers. 

To me, this meeting with this brother amidst the crowd of leaders and pastors was significant; he indeed was a special attendant.

Special Customer

A few days ago I received a desperate call from a customer who wanted to buy our spiritual books online but could not do so. In his desperate attempt, he ordered the books online but the purchase was not through. Perhaps, on further browsing our site, he must have gotten my number with which he contacted me over the phone. Once he explained his case over the phone that his transaction was through, I immediately realized he was indeed very desperately in need of books. Technically, I should have cross-checked all his claim of payment, but I simply took him at his word and decided to send him the books and requested him for the title of the books. Later, he texted me the list of books which I forwarded to the serving ones to send him immediately. For my burden is very clear: To give food at the proper time based on Mathew 24:45 Who then is the faithful and prudent slave, whom the master has set over his household to give them food at the proper time? My priority is not business at all, though we are a business entity set up for the distribution of the ministry of the word, my priority always is to supply spiritual food to saints and seekers and sinners too.

He was so touched by the way I handled the matter; he texted me back with words of thanks. He further went on asking me for more books. As he did so, I sensed that he is a genuine and desperate seeker of the truths. For such people is my service dedicated to. So I texted him to contact me anytime or even call me, basically giving him the freedom to freely contact me. Immediately after he saw my text message he called me.

We had about 18 minutes fellowship over the phone. He opened up his discouragement with the degraded Christianity; how he had been "church" hoping only to be left empty and thirsty. Somehow, he came across brother Watchman Nee's books and was so helped by it. Therefore, he could find us online at our site, and we got connected.

I fellowshipped with him the importance of seeing the Body of Christ as Saul of Tarsus saw in Acts 9; the Lord Christ, and the corporate Me (Christ), the church, the Body of Christ, with an overview of the epistles of Paul. I emphasized the Body of Christ again and again, as this truth has been so much ignored and neglected by many preachers today. I testified of how the Lord led me to see and know the Body through the book, The Normal Christian Church Life, by Watchman Nee and his co-worker, Witness Lee. I briefed him also the need to meet as the church according to the Bible, and how I myself was led in the scriptural way of meeting. Then, with an exhortation to love the Lord and pursue Him in the word, I prayed and promised to introduce him to the brothers and the church in Bangalore, where he is at the moment. Later, I introduced him to a brother in the church in Bangalore. 

May the Lord shepherd him into His flock.

This kind of customer is very rare. For sure this is a special customer for whom the Lord has placed me to serve in the literature service, in the ministry of the word.

First Baptism

A sister called me up and promised that she would bring a new one on thirty-first of last December, but she could not make it. She promised to come the previous two Lord's days, and still, she could not make it. And finally, she brought a new one last Wednesday. Though I was busy when they arrived, once I was ready I took no time to minister to him the word of God.

He seemed to have been prepared by the Lord in the past many years of his life. He heard and knew about Jesus Christ but something kept him away from being baptized. Though a young college student and a professional break dancer competing on an international championship with his own dancing institute, his heart was very open to the Lord Jesus Christ. I preached the gospel in detail concerning God and His creation of the universe and man, especially man with three parts-body, soul, and spirit. I elaborated on the sinfulness of man and his helplessness, the incarnation of God as a man in Jesus, the accomplishment of redemption, and the salvation man can receive by simply believing into Jesus Christ. After a short while of gospel preaching, he was all smile and very receptive. The next step, was to lead him to pray the sinner's prayer for salvation, which he did whole heartedly. Then, the Lord led me further to explain to him the need for baptsim with two very important spiritual significances; a confirmation of the inward believe and an identification with the death and resurrection of Christ. After ministering the truth using the Bible, he willing wanted to be baptised.

Mark 16:1616 He who believes and is baptized shall be saved, but he who does not believe shall be condemned.

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16¹ To believe (see note 15³ in ch. 1) is to receive the Slave-Savior (John 1:12) not only for forgiveness of sins (Acts 10:43) but also for regeneration (1 Pet. 1:21, 23). Those who thus believe become the children of God (John 1:12-13) and the members of Christ (Eph. 5:30) in an organic union with the Triune God (Matt. 28:19). To be baptized is to affirm this by being buried to terminate the old creation through the death of the Slave-Savior and by being raised up to be the new creation of God through the Slave-Savior's resurrection. Such a baptism is much more advanced than the baptism of repentance preached by John (1:4; Acts 19:3-5). To believe and to be so baptized are two parts of one complete step for receiving the full salvation of God. To be baptized without believing is merely an empty ritual; to believe without being baptized is to be saved only inwardly without an outward affirmation of the inward salvation. These two should go together. Moreover, water baptism should be accompanied by Spirit baptism, even as the children of Israel were baptized in the sea (water) and in the cloud (the Spirit) — 1 Cor. 10:2; 12:13.

To strengthen the truth presentation, we fellowshipped in detail on baptism presented in the book of Romans.

 6:3   Or are you ignorant that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus have been baptized into His death?

 6:4   We have been buried therefore with Him through baptism into His death, in order that just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, so also we might walk in newness of life.

 6:5   For if we have grown together with Him in the likeness of His death, indeed we will also be in the likeness of His resurrection,

 6:6   Knowing this, that our old man has been crucified with Him in order that the 

body of sin might be annulled, that we should no longer serve sin as slaves;

Immediately, I asked the serving brothers to make ready the baptism tub, and meanwhile we read through Matthew 1 with an emphasis on verses 21 and 23, on Jesus-Jehovah the Saviour, God becoming our Saviour, and Emmanuel-God with us.

Matthew 1:2121 And she will bear a ^ason, and you shall call His name ^1bJesus, for it is He who will ^csave His people from their sins.

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21¹ Jesus is the Greek equivalent of the Hebrew name Joshua (Num. 13:16), which means Jehovah the Savior, or the salvation of Jehovah. Hence, Jesus is not only a man but Jehovah, and not only Jehovah but Jehovah becoming our salvation. Thus, He is our Savior. He is also our Joshua, the One who brings us into rest (Heb. 4:8; Matt. 11:28-29), which is Himself as the good land to us.
Matthew 1:2323 "Behold, the ^avirgin shall be with child and shall bear a ¹son, and they shall call His name ^2bEmmanuel'' (which is translated, ^cGod ³with us).

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23² Jesus was the name given by God, whereas Emmanuel, meaning God with us, was the name by which man called Him. Jesus the Savior is God with us. He is God, and He is also God incarnated to dwell among us (John 1:14). He is not only God but God with us.

After a wonderful time of preaching the gospel, ministering the truth, a home meeting Bible study, the new one was baptized! Praise the Lord! There must have been a great joy in heaven over one sinner repenting and who also got baptized!

Luke 15:7 I tell you that in the same way there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner repenting than over ninety-nine righteous persons who have no need of repentance.

This is the Lord's blessing; our first baptism for the year 2018. Later, I encourage all the saints in Gurugram to have more of gospel preaching and shepherding, in season and out of season, weekly, monthly, and on and on, to fulfill the great commission the Lord has given to all His disciples:

Mathew 28:19  Go therefore and disciple all the nations, baptizing them into the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. 

Coming Together

What then, brothers? Whenever you come together, each one has a psalm, has a teaching, has a revelation, has a tongue, has an interpretation. Let all things be done for building up. 1 Corinthians 14:26  

Not abandoning our own assembling together, as the custom with some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more as you see the day drawing near. Hebrews 10:25  

Beginning this year again, the Lord has led us further in our practice of the church-life. The Lord's speaking through the ministry of the word in the Holy Word for Morning Revival confirms this burden. I personally was so touched by the two Bible verses above. These are the scriptural ways to meet, to enjoy the practical church life for the building up of the Body of Christ.

In fact, I have been burdened to invite at least one family to our home for lovefest and fellowship on a weekly basis; and the Lord has been faithfully fulfilling it too. In the first week, we have three families coming over for such a lovefeast fellowship. And with one family, we invited them to come every Saturday. The physical meeting and eating together may or may not build us up, but this definitely opens the door for more fellowship and building up. 

First of all, there must be the coming together, as a church, or even as a family, the more the better. Then the Lord will have a way to work in and among us. The coming together as a church, we have been trumpeting, and as a church, we are coming together more frequently now. At least, twice in a week; on Saturdays for the church prayer meeting and gospel preaching, on Lord's days for the bread breaking, prophesying, lovefeast, brothers and sisters fellowship, and young people meeting. Now, on the weekdays, we are also coming together for home meetings and group meetings.  

Last Lord's day, my wife and I were prophesying on this same burden; of coming together in homes, assembling together as the church, and not neglecting nor belittling these matters, as these are the practical ways in which we all can be built up together. We also exhorted all the saints for the practical church life. This year, we are burdened for a definite increase in the saints enjoyment of the Christian life and the church life. 

For this very reason, I went to a family regularly as much as possible though they are still stuck up in the denomination. My burden is that, at least, they can have some spiritual food through my visit. In fact, two families were shepherded in the home meeting and, I declare in faith that one day, the Lord will fully deliver them through the word of God to come fully into the practical church life which He has been preparing us now. Sometimes, the new ones are reluctant, but I have been doing my best to visit them, with the burden of shepherding.

Lord, bless our church-life of coming together and build us up together.

Fasting Prayer

Personally, I have been practicing fasting and prayer. I was also burdened to bring my fellow serving ones, my family members, and the saints into an intercessory prayer life. But I have been very cautious not to fall into religiosity. At the same, not neglecting fasting prayer with the excuse that is is "religious" as some may deem it to be.  Indeed, many religions have propagated this practice, and some are very serious about it in a religious way, but that does not mean we must not fast and pray. A person who hardly fast and pray, yet speak against fasting prayer as being religious is as if the devil speaking subtly to stop the saints from fasting prayer. Well, others may do it religiously, perhaps, superstitiously even, but we must not let this bogged us down and stop is from fasting and prayer. Instead, we must practice it, propagate it, and do it right.

This year, the Lord has led me to a more serious fasting and prayer. The day we chose is Tuesday. Initially, I also clubbed this with a home meeting and prayer. But, beginning this year, the Lord stripped off the meeting on that day, and released us fully for fasting and prayer. In fact, when the saints with whom we used to meet on Tuesdays came up with inconveniences in the place of meeting, I immediately reckoned it as the Lord's  speaking: He wants us to fully consecrate our time just for prayer. 

Now, my fellow serving ones in the literature service, and at least, my family members, are weekly beginning to fast and pray. This to me is a great blessing and a big breakthrough in our prayer life. Before, I was the only one to actively do it, now the Lord has given me companions who can bear the same burden. 

Besides, the Lord also granted us time of family morning revival and prayer in the morning, and family prayer time in the night before going to bed. This is another big breakthrough in our family time together and family prayer life. We all enjoyed this time together. We have ample time for fellowship and prayer to release all our burdens; praying for the saints, the churches, our family members, and some specific burdens. The Lord has blessed me with many burdens, now I have a way to release these burdens in prayer with my family. I don't bear the burden all alone anymore but with the family and as a family. 

Many of the prayers we have been praying are prayers of faith. By faith, we release our burden and wait for the Lord to answer all of them one by one. Prayer is our burden and responsibility, answering is the Lord's burden and responsibility. We simply pray according to the burden the Lord blessed us with, with much faith, reckoning they all have been answered.

May the Lord grace us to live a prayer life in oneness with Him for the fulfillment His divine purpose.

New Beginning

In fellowship, as the church, we hosted a Blending Lovefeast on the first day of this new year. Our burden was to invite all our contacts, gather them together, and introduce them to the church. The Lord blessed the time together. Though all the invited ones did not turn up, the Lord released those whom we need to shepherd.

The most important blessing we received was the coordination of the saints. The sisters came early in the morning to take care of the food preparation for lovefeast, and the brothers for the arrangement of the meeting hall and preparation of the meeting. Later, our guests came, family by family, one by one. 

The meeting was full of mutuality. Perhaps, this must have been the first of its kind seen and witnessed by the new ones. No special conductor, nor speaker, but everything was carried out in mutuality. A hymn was sung with a resounding "amen" and declaration of the lines, touched and enjoyed by the saints. Prayers were simultaneously offered by the saints. And few brothers shared the word of God with testimonies. And thus, concluding the meeting with prayer.

The lovefeast time was the time we met the new ones, talked to them, and fellowshipped with them. Everyone that I met with, were very happy that they could begin their new year with a wonderful fellowship on the word of God and prayer. A family immediately invited us to their home to begin a home fellowship on Thursday evening. The following Thursday we went and enjoyed a time of fellowship and prayer, and the next Thursday too. May the Lord preserve this family for His testimony in Gurgaon.

The whole day, all the saints were together and the Lord has been blending and building us up together. We have been hearing of "blending and building" many times; in truth, we are well acquainted with. But now, the Lord has been bringing us into the reality. Even the saints who are not very active in the church-life have a renewed understanding of what the church-life is and are becoming much more active in function. Some new ones came in the afternoon, and with them too we had a wonderful fellowship.

As the saints gathered for fellowshipped the Lord led us to fellowship on the practical church practices. All the saints consecrated for some basic items: to have a schedule for reading through the Bible in a  year with a  brother and sister volunteering to update the daily reading potion, to participate in the practice of the God-ordained way of being revived every morning, e-fellowshipping actively on social media via church's WhatsApp group, participating in the prayer meeting, gospel preaching, and shepherding of the church. 

Since then, the Lord has a new beginning in the church in Gurugram! Praise the Lord for the new beginning. What the Lord has begun, He will faithfully accomplish it in time.

Philippians 3:13-14 Brothers, I do not account of myself to have laid hold; but one thing I do: Forgetting the things which are behind and stretching forward to the things which are before, I pursue toward the goal for the prize to which God in Christ Jesus has called me upward. 

Faithful and Fruitful

Philippians 3:13-14 Brothers, I do not account of myself to have laid hold; but one thing I do: Forgetting the things which are behind and stretching forward to the things which are before, I pursue toward the goal for the prize to which God in Christ Jesus has called me upward. 

2017 has just passed, 2018 has just begun. No new year resolutions, for they are all useless, leading to self deception and and hypocrisy. No promises, for none can really fulfill any promise made. Not even religious consecration, for it is too superficial and event bound. 

The only difference of old and new year is, it is another day in another year. Instead of all physical and mental resolution, thank the Lord for His great mercy and faithfulness all these years, and look to Him for more grace to enjoy and gain Him this coming year. Do not make any special event for the turn of year, but simply look to the Lord for His grace to enjoy Him every day; ordinary days of originally enjoying Christ, experiencing Christ, gaining Christ, growing in Christ, and maturing in Christ. 

Forget the things behind-good or bad, success or failure. Stretch forward to gain Christ. In gaining Christ, I am burdened for faithfulness and fruitfulness. 

This is exactly what I am doing this new year. And my specific prayer is, Lord make me faithful by You being my faithfulness, I and make be fruitful by abiding in You to be my fruitfulness. 

John 15:8

In this is My Father glorified, that you bear much fruit and so you will become My disciples. 

Quantitatively, I have not been fruitful in terms of gaining people into the church life nor bringing sinners into salvation with water baptism. Though I have many contacts and contacted many sinners and preached the gospel of Jesus Christ, still the quantified remaining fruit has been so substantial and totally unsatisfactory. The burden the Lord imparted in this year is, faithfulness and fruitfulness. 

Matthew 24:45

Who then is the faithful and prudent slave, whom the master has set over his household to give them food at the proper time? 

This burden has been much strengthened in my time with the Lord. In fact, I have fellowshipped this burden to the saints and prayed over and over again; personally, corporately in our family prayer, and the church prayer. No longer to be passive observer, but to be properly aggressive in gaining building materials for God's building. 

This is no resolution nor promise nor consecration, but a burden from the Lord in the Body for the Body. 

The verse in John 5:8 touched me deeply. Fruit bearing is for the Father's glorification, for there is the multiplication of life. And fruit bearing also makes one a disciple of the Lord Jesus. Without fruit bearing, where then can be the glorification? For glory is God expressed, and and God wants to express Himself through His children begotten of Him by fruit bearing. Without fruit bearing, how can one be the Lord's disciple? For discipleship bears fruits. 

My prayer is, Lord, grace me to abide in You and bear much fruits, and that my fruits remain for Your multiplication and Your glorification. This burden is in unison with faithfulness in all what the Lord has bestowed upon me with Him as my faithfulness.