Truth Matters

When rumors and lies are spreading among the believers concerning the beliefs and practices of certain Christian groups, one response is to be silent and leave the judgment to the Lord, yet another response is to not let the lies to be believed as truth and refute it as the Lord leads, with the truth, for truth matters.

The latter has been my experiences of late, as misunderstanding and misinformation based on no facts have been evilly communicated, even by so called apologetic and preachers. To such Christian leaders I do not shy away and will not, for they cannot be ignorantly harbingers of false accusations, for their sake and ours too, who are misunderstood.

The Lord has sovereignty led me to some of them, surprisingly, the main ones. In face to face fellowship, I have used the Bible to refute the false accusations and questioned them back the basis of their false accusations. Surprisingly, they had none and were mum when asked to furnish proofs. Not a vindication nor self-justification, after every face to face dialogue-fellowship, the air of misunderstanding was cleared. And they mostly confirmed our orthodoxy and ended up appreciating the truth we uphold, which is the word of God. Seldom do I debate on the truth and I am not for it as it is mostly futile, but I do refute and stand for the truth, for truth matters.

To this day, at least seven well known Christian apologetic and leaders have I fellowshipped with in India, not counting those who simple pass on hearsay as evil reporters and of no repute to any by their character. And the result, our brotherly understanding was restored and we can fellowship and visit one another or exchange mails or phone calls. I do hope and believe, such face to face fellowships were the end of their being "accusers of the brethren".

This exercises and experiences strengthens my faith in the Lord and establishes me in the word. It helps me to dive into the Word of God deeper and deeper and experience Christ richer and richer. All things indeed works together for good, even the false accusations and the refutations thereof. Thank God, the Lord has been gracing me to experience this even as He placed me in the literature service. I love it and I enjoy it. Amen to the Lord's sovereign arrangement in all things.

Truth triumphs and I uphold it, and ever will, for truth matters.

Marital Matters

Though I am no counselor to any, and neither do I consider myself qualified to fellowship on marital matters, because of the urgent need, the Lord graces me to do so and I am learning from it myself. 

A brother has time and again brought up the matter, mostly in desperation. Such was the opportunity for me to learn from one another. I myself have still many more lessons to learn, and am looking to the Lord for all of it. In fellowship with my brother I myself too learn in the process.

The key, to my understanding, for a blessed marriage life is, the Lord Jesus Christ Himself. He must be the center and circumference of all marital affairs. Apart from Him, marriage is an empty shell which none can fully and truly satisfy. Christ must be the love that romances the couple, Christ must be the life that enlivens the couple, Christ must be the Shepherd that cherishes in humanity and nourishes in divinity, and the enjoying, experiencing and gaining of Christ must be the goal of the marriage life, and thereby becoming the testimony of Jesus as a God-man family life for the church life, and for the building up of the Body of Christ. Christian marriage should really be a picture and foretaste of Christ and the church.

Within these are all the spiritual and physical aspects in marital matters; mutual love, care, trust and oneness in Christ in every matter sweetens and tightens the marital cord of love. I do believe in prayer and the Lord's blessing so much, and practices my regular prayer with my wife, with my children and also with all who lives with me, as a household. And I also practice to be one spirit and also in one soul, in every matter big or small, with my better-half. I am just half, 50%, and need my wife as my help-meet, another half, 50%, to make us complete, 100%. Only then there will be a normal, proper and healthy marriage life.

Hopefully, my fellowship will be helpful to my brother as much as it is to me. Only the Lord can grace a blessed marriage life for His testimony.

Lord, be the centre and reality of my marriage life, and to my brother's too and all the saints'.

Chennai Revisited

Following the burden the Lord blessed me with, whenever I pass through Chennai I would visit certain families, for brotherly fellowship in Christ. Though all of these may not hold the same view concerning the church life, still I reckon them as my dear fellow members in the Body and visit them for fellowship and ministering Christ. The revisitation three weeks ago was noteworthy. 

I never had any preconceived agenda, but as I visited them the Lord's instant speaking was so dear, apt and timely. It just matched their situation and we harmoniously fellowship and blend together. 

To one family the Lord's speaking was on the general teaching and revelation of the Lord's recovery and the church life, to another about the importance of the Lord's presence in everything we do and the subjective experiences and enjoyment thereof, and yet to another the need to be under God's shining light and set things right with God and man to discern the genuine leading of the Lord. In all these fellowships the Lord's presence was very dear and sweet.

Another surprise visit was w to an IT engineer who was two years my senior when I studied my Master's degree. It was a friend and a brother who proposed to visit him. We did visit him and the time spent together was very sweet as I testified of the living testimonies of my experience of Christian life and how Christ has been so real and experience-able, subjective day by day. Besides, my words of encouragement was that he must "try Jesus" as well, and directed him to the ministry books website where he can read good spiritual books and be blessed. I recommended him to read The Economy of God by brother Witness Lee.

Only the Lord knows what the real result of these visits would turn out to be. Though these visited ones are on my prayer list and wish that they may be even as I am, enjoying the church life, I neither impose nor even vaguely indicated that they should be so, I only pray and visited them whenever possible.

God knows best and I did my part and leave to Him the rest. These visitations will continue as long as the Lord allows.

May the Lord bless them all.

Follow the Lamb

These are they who follow the Lamb wherever He may go. Rev. 14:4b

The result of experiencing the Altar of Burnt Offering and the Golden Incense Altar is that we become ashes and are acceptable to God, and become one with God in His move on this earth for His testimony.

It was Saturday afternoon, 12th March 2016, when I had my personal time with the Lord, experiencing the golden incense altar, the Lord spoke to me about Port Blair, Andaman and Nicobar Islands.

As I interceded for the Lord's move, the burden within me grew stronger and stronger to visit the Islands. I prayed and prayed and considered all the practical aspect including time and money. At one point I was about to give up. But the Lord confirmed within me that I can reschedule my time and need not worry about the finance even though the expenses incurred would be heavy according my standard at the moment. The more I prayed and considered the visit, the more I had the peace to go ahead. Nevertheless, I would not depend upon my own feeling, however strong it may be. I could still be wrong, for I am just a man; I need the Body's confirmation too. 

Later, as I brought the matter to fellowship, the Lord confirmed it even through the Body. Still I fellowshipped with the brother in Port Blair and waited for him to confirm too, since he would be my host. A day after he confirmed, and still I fellowshipped with another brother to coordinate with me, and after all the necessary fellowships the flight tickets were booked. Then I finally visited the Islands on the 16th March 2016.

The visit was purely the following of the Lamb, the Lord Jesus, wherever He led. It was a surprise and impromptu decision to all who were involved. But it was the grace of God that I could follow the Lamb wherever He led. When the Lord, the Head of the Body leads, He confirms with His Body too. And the issue is His anointing and blessing. That's the blessing of following the Lamb. What an enjoyment!

During all the five days of our stay in Port Blair, the Lord's presence was so rich and His anointing was with us with whomever we fellowshipped. I firmly believe that the Lord has His heart's desire in this Islands, especially in the capital city, Port Blair and will fulfill His economy in His recovery for His testimony. 

Hasten that day Lord! Yes, even through the ministry of the word!

Follow the Lamb wherever He may go.

LITERATURE JOURNEY: Port Blair

MINISTRY LITERATURE JOURNEY: Port Blair, Andaman and Nicobar Islands, 16-20 March 2016

Background: A couple of years ago I met a brother during the Guwahati, Assam NE India propagation, who in turn introduced a brother who lives in Andaman and Nicobar Islands and loves the Lord very much. Later, we contacted by mail and phone, and since then we are in virtual fellowship on WhatsApp.

Last month the Lord burdened me concerning these Islands and I sent the ministry books as a gift to that brother, The Economy of God, The Glorious Church and The New Testament Recovery Version.

Two weeks later he called up to thank for the books and testified that he finished reading the two books in four days and that changed his whole understanding of a Christian life. Little did I realised that that was to be a "Macedonian Call".  

Three days later during a propagation training fellowship, the Lord's speaking was on the burden for the Lord's testimony in Port Blair, Andaman and Nicobar Islands. That prompted my spirit to testify of what the Lord has done thus far with a local brother who has been in fellowship and enjoying the ministry. Upon further prayer and fellowship, the Lord burdened me to visit this Islands for the introduction and distribution of the ministry of the word. 

Thus, three days later, a brother from Rhema and I landed in Port Blair for the introduction and distribution of the ministry of the word among the seeking believers.

Port Blair: Port Blair is the capital of Indian Union Territory, Andaman and Nicobar Islands. The archipelago of Andaman & Nicobar Islands spreads along 780 kms in the Indian Ocean. The Andaman group has 325 islands while the Nicobar group has only 24 islands, totally comprising about 546 villages.

The major languages spoken are Hindi, Bengali, Tamil, Malayalam, Telugu, Punjabi and Urdu.

These Islands are the home of six primitive tribal groups and some of them are very hostile towards outsiders.

• 1.     Nicobarese
• 2.     Shompen
• 3.     Onge
• 4.     Great Andamanese
• 5.     Sentinelese
• 6.     Jarawa

The Lord’s Move in Port Blair: The Lord led us to this Islands to a local brother with whom I have been in virtual fellowship over smartphone for over a year.

As lovers of the Lord and seekers of the truth, we fellowshipped and blend organically in life, ministering Christ to one another almost all the time we were together. He arranged all the hospitality and took us to various Christian bookstores and servings ones of the Lord to whom the ministry literature was introduced, and books orders followed suit. The Lord has granted us open doors for the spread of the ministry of the word!

The two main Christian bookstores and distributors ordered all our Indian print books whichever were available in English, Hindi, Tamil, Telugu and Malayalam without any hesitation and further proposed to take these books to many other places.

Besides, we also went to different public parks for prayer and preaching the gospel followed by distribution of tracts and Rhema books.

Everyday of our stay in Port Blair was filled with prayer and fellowship. The Lord's presence was so rich that we kept fellowshipping with the brother all the time on various subjects at length; on the objective truth and subjective experiences of the Bronze Altar, the Golden Incense Altar, the Ark of the Testimony, the church as the Body of Christ, the oneness and fellowship of the Body of Christ, the ground of oneness, church living and real life testimonies of our own. May the Lord gain him for His testimony. 

The Lord sovereignly arranged the right people to meet at the right time as we could meet up with the main Christian workers among the campuses and leading Christian churches. What more satisfying was the meeting with the local Nicobarese, and also  with the students and main Christian leaders for the whole Islands, fellowshipping with them and distributing the ministry books.

We also distributed the ministry books among the mainline Churches who have been in the Islands for centuries. The Lord also led us to the main college campuses where we distributed the books, and much more preached the gospel and led three Bengali students to the Lord. May the Lord preserve them and shepherd them.

In addition, the Lord also led us to meet those who received Rhema free books many years ago. After we fellowshipped with them they are willing to become distributors of both Rhema and Amana literature.

After the rich enjoyment of the Lord's leading, presence and blessing, our burdens were released and we came back, paving the way for many more to go. What the Lord has begun, He will accomplish it for His eternal economy. As He led us, we followed Him and released His burden in us, and leave the rest to Him. May He recover His testimony in His time.

Andaman and Nicobar Islands for the Lord's testimony in His recovery for His economy!

Adieu Grandma

It was the 4th of March 2016, my beloved grandma was called home by the Lord. I had planned to visit her in the month of May this year but I was two months too late. Initially it was difficult to digest the news, but gradually I could accept it as the Lord's timing. It reminisced me of my last meeting with her, yes that memory of the last meeting.

With a brother from the church in Lamka a couple of years ago, I visited her in her cottage in a hamlet. The scene that afternoon I could never forget. The moment I met her, she narrated of the family incident which was complex and cloudy. I knew about it too, but my spirit restrained me from partaking of the family dispute as I already consecrated my life to the Lord and did not count it worthy to meddle in such affair. It was a painstaking moment to lend an ear to what she had to say as I reckon my already dead to family politics. For her sake, I exercised my patience.

Later, she covered her head with a scarf and knelt beside me requesting me to pray for her. It was an awkward moment to me as I deemed myself as her grandson and not a "spiritual leader." Nevertheless, I exercised my spirit to pray.

As I prayed she wept with deep repentance and shed remorseful tears, perhaps, for the controversial dispute on family property, from which the Lord had mercifully sanctified me. I could only pray that the Lord would forgive us for all our wrongdoings and from all our sins, and applied the precious blood of the Lord Jesus Christ by faith. After the prayer she stood up and shook my hands to thank me. To me all these did not matter at all, only for her sake I followed suit. She even asked if she would be forgiven of her sins, to which I affirmed that in Christ Jesus, by grace through faith, yes. Then we left with deep inexplicable feeling inside. I could only wish if she saw the same vision of God's economy too. 

Thank God, I purchased a Manipuri shawl from the famous Ema Bazar from the offering the Lord provided me through the Body, as though I knew that would be my last meeting. The Lord knew best, and He does. Her last words to me were repentance, prayer and thanking, and my last words were prayer and the word of God with comfort and a gift of shawl.

Alas, when hearing the news of her sad demise, I could only pray and fellowshipped with my younger brother to do the needful family duty. Bye bye grandma...

My childhood days were spent under her strict parenting. Yes, more like an army style of discipline; getting up early in the morning, grinding rice, fetching water with bamboo bar balancing two buckets, family prayer, simple meal and off to school on foot; after back from school was doing homeworks, then houseworks of all kinds, evening family prayer, dinner, study time and off to bed. This strict home discipline for about a decade of my childhood shaped my whole life, even lasting till today. I could not stop thanking the Lord for such a solid foundation on my human life. Since I left them for my higher studies I could not miss much more, especially the discipline. Now she has left this world, to ever meet her physically ever again is an impossibility. Nonetheless, I have the eternal hope of glory, which she had too, where and when we will meet one day again.

As for now, adieu grandma... 

"Pi e Mangpha.."

Two Bibles and a Tract

I was just about to set out for a journey down South for a propagation training when the Lord reminded me to take two pocket size Hindi Bibles and a tract lying on my bookshelves. I did it unhesitatingly and wondered if I could take more of those, but did not bother to take the trouble of getting more.

As we traveled on a twenty nine hours long journey, one of our co-passengers was the reason and goal for the tract! My brother, who is my companion, preached the gospel to him and before he de-board the train, the tract was a special divine gift to him. May the Lord gain him so.

Later, two more co-passengers became the gospel candidates to whom the gospel was shared by my brother and I stood with him in prayer. After showing them the way to contact God by calling on the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ, the Spirit within me prompted me to gift the two Hindi Bibles in my possession to them. We did so, and that act comforted me so much so that the purpose for which the Spirit led me to take the two Bibles and a tract became crystal clear.

Not more, not less, but exactly as needed and as fitting gifts to the right people as timely gifts was accomplished. Thank the Lord for the living Spirit that speaks and leads. Hallelujah!

Only heaven knows, and eternity will tell the effect of those gifts. I only hope and pray for their salvation, even through the two Bibles and a tract.