Personally I often feel sometimes I am down and out, but the blessed truth is that I am in the Body and am being supported and strengthened by the Lord through the Body. If it is my own personal individual spirituality, when I am high I will be full of self-exaltation and and when I am down I will be full of self-condemnation. Praise the Lord, the Lord has been delivering me from myself into Himself in His Body.
Few days ago, a time of fellowship with a more mature brother for few hours was so supplying. On the one hand I was exposed of where I lack behind; my failures, shortcomings, etc., yet on the other hand, I was so supplied through the fellowship. In fact, I was very much strengthened to love the Lord more and pursue Him much more. Though objectively inexplicable in utterance and subjectively mysterious in experience, I sensed the love and care of the Lord expressed in and through the Body, and for the Body. What a blessing! I have never seen Jesus Christ in the flesh nor many brothers who have now gone to be with the Lord, still in fellowship with brothers like him, I could experience the Christ speaking and ministering through the members of His Body. What a grace that I, even such as I, could participate in the Lord's blessing.
Another experience is the visitation of another elderly brother who is also as mature, ministering life to me, especially in my area of service as the Lord has apportioned it to me. Simple, sweet and slow, the divine life is being supplied. There is no sense of religious loyalty nor superstitious supremacy, but mutual fellowship and supply to one another. Age no bar, race no bar and nationality no bar, but fellow member of the Body of Christ, brother in Christ! Where can such experience be enjoyed, except in the proper church-life in the Body of Christ? My understanding of the Body life is getting deeper, and my experience, sweeter. Every fellowship with the saints is an experience of Christ and the enjoyment thereof. What a blessing that Christ, the Head, graces me the fellowship in the Body!
Here, in the Body life, there is no room for Satan to point his finger and accuse me. I am not a lone Christian fighting a solo battle, but I am just a member of the Body of Christ with Christ as the Head who has already crushed the devil's head under our foot. My struggles are not mine alone, nor strong points, but everything is in the Body, with the Body and for the Body. Praise the Lord!
The fellowship of the Body, in the Body, for the Body is a blessing. Lord, preserve me in your Body all the days of my life!