Dehydration

Last week I had a night long loose motion and lost a lot of water from my body. The next day, I was fully weak with lots of muscle cramps and headache. At first I did not know the reason for such pain and guesstimated instead that I must have been bitten by a dengue mosquito. Nevertheless, I mustered up my strength and still went for the meeting on the Lord's day. That meeting was important as it was North India Blending Conference where saints from North India came together for blending. A very rare and special occasion. I dared not miss it.

Inspite of the acute pain emanating from my body I still continued to stay till the end. Though I couldn't receive much, at least my presence was guaranteed. In the midst, a brother saw my weak condition and commented that I had dehydration and requested me to drink a lot of water. And later I ate some tablets and took rest. The following day too, I worked in the office till lunch and rested the rest of the day. And my only therapy was drinking water all this while.

I had consumed about 10 liters of water within 24 hours. I did my best to drink and drink in every possible way, in the form of juice or ORS or normal water. I became my own doctor. Quite naturally, I recovered speedily just by drinking water. This was a big lesson to me.

Often when our drinking of the rivers of living water is inadequate, we suffer from spiritual dehydration. Many murmurings, complaining, backbiting, etc are result of dehydration. So much pain within and without, because the healthy supply of life for the normal function of life is deficient. Therefore, for healthy and normal Christian life, we must drink the Spirit as the living water day by day. 

My wife's simple explanation was a revelation. When I had loose motion and my stomach was weak and empty, it cannot supply the life needed, therefore, the deficiency of life supply cause almost every member of my body to suffer. For the necessary life supply comes from my stomach.

This explanation registered in me a very deep spiritual lesson. Our spiritual life supply must be non-stop. We must take care of our eating and drinking. Eat and drink normally everyday and all will be well.

Trained Men

Genesis 14: 14 And when Abram heard that his brother had been taken captive, he led out his trained men, born in his house, three hundred eighteen of them, and pursued as far as Dan.

Abram fought for his brother Lot and recovered him from the captivity. That was a historical fact. But how could he do that? Yes, it was God's sovereignty behind the scene, a hidden intercessor, for both Lot and Abram. But more practically, in humanity, Abram had "trained men" whom God could use. Perhaps, one may argue that even without his trained men if God wanted to recover something He still could do it. Perhaps, yes. And may also be, no. God works in the principle of incarnation. He needs men to cooperate with Him, and very unlikely, God would do miracle in lieu of using men on earth. Therefore, for God to be able to use us anytime, anywhere, we must be "trained men" ever ready to cooperate with God in His move.

Today, we don't fight with flesh and blood, Ephesians 6:12 For our wrestling is not against blood and flesh but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenlies. We fight the spiritual warfare by prayer. As Christ, our heavenly Intercessor, is interceding for us, we must cooperate with Him and intercede for the brother, fight for the brother by daily, intercessory prayer. We must be "trained men" of prayer for the sake of God and His eternal purpose.

The need of the hour is to be "trained men" including us and the saints in prayer to pray and intercede for the saints and the churches and the Lord's move on the earth. This matter impressed me so much, it became by prophesy in the meeting and also in the home meeting. 

Lord, train me to be Your "trained man" to fight for the brother.

Recovery : Lost and Found (Things)

This morning as we assembled together for brothers' fellowship I discovered that my official Transformer Trio Laptop was stolen. Immediately, we had a fellowship with the saints who took care of new ones' meeting last night. On detail investigation we boiled down to two "suspects" who also attended the meeting last night. It was a real life test of how we would deal with a situation like this. We prayed and looked to the Lord for wisdom how to handle this case, and that we may learn what the Lord wanted us to learn. Then we formed a team of four brothers who would further investigate and confirm the real culprit. 

Firstly we checked on the real suspect on his word last night saying that he had to submit official papers to his associate office and left earlier in hast. But on on-site visit and enquiry we confirmed that he lied. Then we went to a showroom where he claimed to work. There too we confirmed that he didn't turn up for work either. These two trials gave us enough evidences of who the culprit really was. Thirdly, we further went to meet his friend who was also present last night, and on frank conversation, he gave more clues that the former one was the culprit. Fourthly, we called this suspect from a different phone number which he didn't pick up, but he called back to find out who called him. Then having enough evidences, we spoke to him politely to return the stolen laptop. Though he tried to hide his identity, his tone and phone number matched him. Later, he called back another acquaintance, other brother, and we spoke and tried to convince him to return the laptop. Still he pretended as though he knew nothing about it. But the more he defended himself, the more suspicious he became to us. Left with no more option, we just politely requested him to return back the stolen laptop as we were very much confirmed that he was the one. Finally, we gave up all human method of recovering the lost laptop.

Along with the brothers in one accord we all prayed that the Lord would forgive him, convict him, and perfect us in dealings with case like this. We left the rest to the Lord. But deep within me the Lord confirmed again and again that the lost thing will be recovered.  I also left fully to the Lord's wise hands. Later, he called up to inform that the lost laptop was with his friend and he would bring it back. The Lord did touch his conscience and he decided to return it back.

In the afternoon, brothers went to meet him and he returned the laptop with deep regret and remorse. As fellowshipped, instead of accusing him, he was shepherded. And the laptop was recovered back, and on this same system is this blog typed.

This case taught us some important principles in propagation and shepherding new ones. The fault is on our side too as we have not been wise enough, and carelessly gave ground to the enemy by not securing things with us. This also taught us to be more discerning of all the new ones. When God blesses with spiritual fruits the enemy is not silent either. Along with the wheat also grows tares. We must rightly discern and take appropriate action.

Overall, it was an experience of recovery of things lost and found. Our Christian life and the church life will have many experiences like this; a recovery of what was lost, and now found, in persons, matters and things.

Firewall

Zechariah 2:5 For I will  be her wall of fire round about, declares Jehovah, and I will be glory within her.

This morning I was beckoned with the sad news of the enemy's attack on one of the our entities that serves the Lord. My innate response was that this was expected and it was the enemy's direct attack on the Lord's work. I was not peaceful within and groaned that the Lord would cover us with His blood. As I began to read the word as usual, the Lord's speaking was exactly on the same matter I was inwardly praying for. Zechariah 2:5 For I will  be her wall of fire round about, declares Jehovah, and I will be glory within her. This faithful soothing word was, Jehovah would be a wall of fire around us. And He indeed is and will ever be.

Come what may, we will march on as Christian soldiers as to war. The Lord is with us and no plan of the enemy will succeed. Only the Lord is our covering, and only He will triumphantly lead us through, against all odds. The best and only Protector is the Lord Himself, and in Him only we hide and abide. He is our firewall against "hackers and spammers, bugs and viruses." His blood will clean the "system" and normalized it. And all year round and all day long, He will be a wall of fire around us keeping us healthy and functioning for His purpose.

Recovery : Lost and Found (Persons)

Luke 15: 24 Because this son of mine was dead and lives again; he was lost and has been found. And they began to be merry.

In this journey of life, the God of Palmei, who has called me and led me step by step has also been leading me through ups and downs, passing through different phases of life experience; all the while, learning Christ, loving Christ and living Christ. All these precious experiences have been golden opportunities for me to gain Christ and be gained by Christ. What a blessing! Every situation is God's operation in me; every disappointment is God's appointment with me.

A couple of brothers who had been living with me for a while had left with a very negative note. This experience was very painful at heart and deep within I have been bleeding and weeping for these brothers. Their names have been wrought in my tongue and inscribed in the table of my heart. Almost every prayer I prayed are intercessory prayer for them, till today. Every time, I only kept hearing ill reports concerning these brothers which pained me deeply. Nevertheless, I never gave up on them as I know the Lord would never give up on any one however worst the case may be.  But the Lord is the judge and the perfect time keeper. He does all things good in His time.

Recently, while on my knees, the Lord led me to call one of these brothers. As I spoke to him the joy of the Lord filled me as the Lord confirmed that my prayer for this particular brother has indeed been answered. He narrated to me of all what transpired in his life, and how the Lord is now cooling him down to gaze on green pastures. With much concern, I encouraged him to enjoy the Lord by contacting Him everyday, coming to His word and into His presence by prayer. The fellowship over the phone in the humanity of Jesus was so sweet. Him, I though was lost has actually been found! Praise the Lord who is on the throne!

Another brother who had lived with us for his studies and who has become one among us in brotherly Christian love and also a distant relative, was also on my list of prayer everyday. Since he came to reside with us, the Lord began to work intensely on him; his love for the Lord, the word and  the fellowship and prayer of the brothers in the church life grew very much. The Lord began to bless him as his wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Gradually, the Lord led him to clear a very competitive exam, level by level. All the while in all the stages, we have often prayed together over the phone, claiming the righteousness of Christ and standing on the righteousness of Christ. Every time we conversed, we prayed together taking Christ as our all in all.  And finally, today he called to informed that the Lord led him to clear this tough exam to become a bureaucrat! What can I say except, "Halleluiah Praise the Lord!" 

Additional reasons for praise is, this clearance is very unique, free from the usual dirty practice of bribery at  the final interview stage, in Manipur! From the very beginning I have fellowshipped that no unrighteous means should even be considered. Better a loser in righteousness than a winner in corruption. Once the base is righteous, all that follows can also be righteous in Christ. He took the fellowship and did not succumb to the usual unrighteous approach of gaining favor from man, but trusted in the Lord only and absolutely. So, the Lord blesses...

My own brother too has gone for a while, but my prayer never left him. Personal or family prayer, his name will always flow out of our lips, including my wife and children of 6 and 4 years respectively, in our family prayer time. Occasional attempt to call him never worked, as my call would not be answered for some reason. But I kept messaging now and then whenever the Lord gave me specific verse for him. This time, my wife and I, in one accord wants to help our family in building construction and we agreed upon a large sum out of the Lord's provision and blessing. This matter brought all my family together. In fact, my prayer was that the Lord should bless us in one accord, to stand together in anything we do. Finally, after a long wait, the time has come wherein we can work together for the Lord's purpose through our family. As I fellwoshipped with my brother and prayed together, the joy of the Lord filled me. Deep within, the Lord confirmed too, that my prayer was answered. And to confirm further, the Lord spoke to me tonight from Luke 15: 24 Because this son of mine was dead and lives again; he was lost and has been found. And they began to be merry.

Becoming Nothing

For God to fulfill His purpose, the seed and the land typifying the all inclusive Christ as the consummated Spirit mingled and co-working with man, is needed. But for this reality, man must receive much grace from the Lord so that Christ as the seed can be wrought into him and lived out as the land. 

In real life, the fulfillment of this requires much more experiences. We are born as a natural man in sin; he that is born of the flesh is flesh. All that constitutes us is sin. And at best, is the natural man with all its ethic and morality. But the Lord cannot use our un-dealt natural man, however good or spiritual it may be. Therefore, the need for more grace to be dealt with by the Lord to become nothing that God can work Himself into our being.

Becoming nothing is not as simply as it is easier to become something. What we have gained, learned and attained all these years constitutes us as "I, mine, me and myself." Be it societal, political, religious, communal, secular, cultural, economical, academical or professional, everyone has his share of the natural man. And that natural man must be dealt with and reduced to nothing. For God cannot use our natural man to fulfill His purpose. He can use only Christ that is brought forth out of God being wrought into us. Therefore, the need to become nothing by the Lord's mercy is of utmost importance.

This is something easier said than done. Even to me, I need to receive more mercy and grace from the Lord to become nothing. On the one hand, we are becoming God in life and nature but not in the godhead, but on the other side, we must become nothing in our natural man to give room for God to work. It may sound paradoxical, but its indeed true and proven over time. We must become nothing in our natural man to become God in life and in nature but not in the godhead.

This mysterious truth is a hard lesson to take, but the mercy of the Lord is sufficient. I was so touched by this matter this morning. "Becoming Nothing?" Yes, becoming nothing by God's grace for God to work Himself into me and making me become God in life and in nature, but not in the godhead. Only when one becomes nothing, God can work freely and fully to bring forth Christ that will fulfill God's purpose.

God's Appearing

Abraham, till today, is called the father of faith. But to me, he has no faith at all. The only reason he could have faith was because of God's repeated appearing to him again and again. Every time God appeared to him, something would be initiated and accomplished. God's appearing was his one and only source of faith.

Similarly today, as believers, no one really have faith out from his own being. The only source of faith is God Himself. I do not have any faith either. The only reason I can trust in God and have faith in Him is because of His appearing to me time and again and infusing Himself into me. The more one receives the appearing of God, the more of God is infused into him and that infused element of God in him becomes the believing element, faith. This is how one has faith, if he has it at all.

Two weeks ago I was so enlightened by this point of God's appearing. It also became my prophesy on the prophesying meeting on the Lord's day. But the question is, "How can we have God's appearing?" Of course, it would be a folly to expect the physical appearing of God as in the days of old, the old testament time. However, the principle of God's appearing still holds true till today, and even unto eternity.  In my subjective experience, God appears to us in many ways, in fact, in the ways we can see Him the best. God appears to us in our time with the Lord, in coming to the Word, in the church meeting, in fellowship, and many other ways. We only need a discerning spirit to discern rightly the appearing of God.

Many a times while on my knees, the Lord appeared to me. This description is beyond human utterance. I only knew it for sure what God was intimately fellowshipping with me. When in spirit I can discern the spiritual things. Often I would kneel before Him with my queries, and after thorough prayer over it, the answer was instantaneous. This intimate fellowship with the Lord infused more of God into me and that becomes my believing element of faith. The more I see Him in His appearing to me, the more I gain Him and my faith increases.

As much as I read the Word of God too, the Lord speaks through the word. Many times the logos became the rhema to me, and God's speaking in His Word became my faith. The Bible is a guaranteed legal  and formal document of God's confirmation on many matters related to my life and His purpose. Everyday as I come to the word, my faith grows. So the word is a good source of gaining faith too.

Also in fellowship with the saints, in big meetings and small ones too, and in one one one fellowship too, something of God would be dispensed and infused into me, depositing in me the element of faith. The fellowship may be small or big in scale or in time duration, but God sure does impart something of God into me.

In fact, there are many ways God can appear to us and to receive God's appearing, one must be exercised to come to the word daily, spent time regularly in prayer and attend as many meetings and fellowships as possible. These are the ways and means through which God appears to us and infuses Himself into us to be our faith.

Lord, appear to me daily by all means and through all ways; and be my faith.