Recovery : Lost and Found (Things)

This morning as we assembled together for brothers' fellowship I discovered that my official Transformer Trio Laptop was stolen. Immediately, we had a fellowship with the saints who took care of new ones' meeting last night. On detail investigation we boiled down to two "suspects" who also attended the meeting last night. It was a real life test of how we would deal with a situation like this. We prayed and looked to the Lord for wisdom how to handle this case, and that we may learn what the Lord wanted us to learn. Then we formed a team of four brothers who would further investigate and confirm the real culprit. 

Firstly we checked on the real suspect on his word last night saying that he had to submit official papers to his associate office and left earlier in hast. But on on-site visit and enquiry we confirmed that he lied. Then we went to a showroom where he claimed to work. There too we confirmed that he didn't turn up for work either. These two trials gave us enough evidences of who the culprit really was. Thirdly, we further went to meet his friend who was also present last night, and on frank conversation, he gave more clues that the former one was the culprit. Fourthly, we called this suspect from a different phone number which he didn't pick up, but he called back to find out who called him. Then having enough evidences, we spoke to him politely to return the stolen laptop. Though he tried to hide his identity, his tone and phone number matched him. Later, he called back another acquaintance, other brother, and we spoke and tried to convince him to return the laptop. Still he pretended as though he knew nothing about it. But the more he defended himself, the more suspicious he became to us. Left with no more option, we just politely requested him to return back the stolen laptop as we were very much confirmed that he was the one. Finally, we gave up all human method of recovering the lost laptop.

Along with the brothers in one accord we all prayed that the Lord would forgive him, convict him, and perfect us in dealings with case like this. We left the rest to the Lord. But deep within me the Lord confirmed again and again that the lost thing will be recovered.  I also left fully to the Lord's wise hands. Later, he called up to inform that the lost laptop was with his friend and he would bring it back. The Lord did touch his conscience and he decided to return it back.

In the afternoon, brothers went to meet him and he returned the laptop with deep regret and remorse. As fellowshipped, instead of accusing him, he was shepherded. And the laptop was recovered back, and on this same system is this blog typed.

This case taught us some important principles in propagation and shepherding new ones. The fault is on our side too as we have not been wise enough, and carelessly gave ground to the enemy by not securing things with us. This also taught us to be more discerning of all the new ones. When God blesses with spiritual fruits the enemy is not silent either. Along with the wheat also grows tares. We must rightly discern and take appropriate action.

Overall, it was an experience of recovery of things lost and found. Our Christian life and the church life will have many experiences like this; a recovery of what was lost, and now found, in persons, matters and things.

Firewall

Zechariah 2:5 For I will  be her wall of fire round about, declares Jehovah, and I will be glory within her.

This morning I was beckoned with the sad news of the enemy's attack on one of the our entities that serves the Lord. My innate response was that this was expected and it was the enemy's direct attack on the Lord's work. I was not peaceful within and groaned that the Lord would cover us with His blood. As I began to read the word as usual, the Lord's speaking was exactly on the same matter I was inwardly praying for. Zechariah 2:5 For I will  be her wall of fire round about, declares Jehovah, and I will be glory within her. This faithful soothing word was, Jehovah would be a wall of fire around us. And He indeed is and will ever be.

Come what may, we will march on as Christian soldiers as to war. The Lord is with us and no plan of the enemy will succeed. Only the Lord is our covering, and only He will triumphantly lead us through, against all odds. The best and only Protector is the Lord Himself, and in Him only we hide and abide. He is our firewall against "hackers and spammers, bugs and viruses." His blood will clean the "system" and normalized it. And all year round and all day long, He will be a wall of fire around us keeping us healthy and functioning for His purpose.

Recovery : Lost and Found (Persons)

Luke 15: 24 Because this son of mine was dead and lives again; he was lost and has been found. And they began to be merry.

In this journey of life, the God of Palmei, who has called me and led me step by step has also been leading me through ups and downs, passing through different phases of life experience; all the while, learning Christ, loving Christ and living Christ. All these precious experiences have been golden opportunities for me to gain Christ and be gained by Christ. What a blessing! Every situation is God's operation in me; every disappointment is God's appointment with me.

A couple of brothers who had been living with me for a while had left with a very negative note. This experience was very painful at heart and deep within I have been bleeding and weeping for these brothers. Their names have been wrought in my tongue and inscribed in the table of my heart. Almost every prayer I prayed are intercessory prayer for them, till today. Every time, I only kept hearing ill reports concerning these brothers which pained me deeply. Nevertheless, I never gave up on them as I know the Lord would never give up on any one however worst the case may be.  But the Lord is the judge and the perfect time keeper. He does all things good in His time.

Recently, while on my knees, the Lord led me to call one of these brothers. As I spoke to him the joy of the Lord filled me as the Lord confirmed that my prayer for this particular brother has indeed been answered. He narrated to me of all what transpired in his life, and how the Lord is now cooling him down to gaze on green pastures. With much concern, I encouraged him to enjoy the Lord by contacting Him everyday, coming to His word and into His presence by prayer. The fellowship over the phone in the humanity of Jesus was so sweet. Him, I though was lost has actually been found! Praise the Lord who is on the throne!

Another brother who had lived with us for his studies and who has become one among us in brotherly Christian love and also a distant relative, was also on my list of prayer everyday. Since he came to reside with us, the Lord began to work intensely on him; his love for the Lord, the word and  the fellowship and prayer of the brothers in the church life grew very much. The Lord began to bless him as his wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Gradually, the Lord led him to clear a very competitive exam, level by level. All the while in all the stages, we have often prayed together over the phone, claiming the righteousness of Christ and standing on the righteousness of Christ. Every time we conversed, we prayed together taking Christ as our all in all.  And finally, today he called to informed that the Lord led him to clear this tough exam to become a bureaucrat! What can I say except, "Halleluiah Praise the Lord!" 

Additional reasons for praise is, this clearance is very unique, free from the usual dirty practice of bribery at  the final interview stage, in Manipur! From the very beginning I have fellowshipped that no unrighteous means should even be considered. Better a loser in righteousness than a winner in corruption. Once the base is righteous, all that follows can also be righteous in Christ. He took the fellowship and did not succumb to the usual unrighteous approach of gaining favor from man, but trusted in the Lord only and absolutely. So, the Lord blesses...

My own brother too has gone for a while, but my prayer never left him. Personal or family prayer, his name will always flow out of our lips, including my wife and children of 6 and 4 years respectively, in our family prayer time. Occasional attempt to call him never worked, as my call would not be answered for some reason. But I kept messaging now and then whenever the Lord gave me specific verse for him. This time, my wife and I, in one accord wants to help our family in building construction and we agreed upon a large sum out of the Lord's provision and blessing. This matter brought all my family together. In fact, my prayer was that the Lord should bless us in one accord, to stand together in anything we do. Finally, after a long wait, the time has come wherein we can work together for the Lord's purpose through our family. As I fellwoshipped with my brother and prayed together, the joy of the Lord filled me. Deep within, the Lord confirmed too, that my prayer was answered. And to confirm further, the Lord spoke to me tonight from Luke 15: 24 Because this son of mine was dead and lives again; he was lost and has been found. And they began to be merry.

Becoming Nothing

For God to fulfill His purpose, the seed and the land typifying the all inclusive Christ as the consummated Spirit mingled and co-working with man, is needed. But for this reality, man must receive much grace from the Lord so that Christ as the seed can be wrought into him and lived out as the land. 

In real life, the fulfillment of this requires much more experiences. We are born as a natural man in sin; he that is born of the flesh is flesh. All that constitutes us is sin. And at best, is the natural man with all its ethic and morality. But the Lord cannot use our un-dealt natural man, however good or spiritual it may be. Therefore, the need for more grace to be dealt with by the Lord to become nothing that God can work Himself into our being.

Becoming nothing is not as simply as it is easier to become something. What we have gained, learned and attained all these years constitutes us as "I, mine, me and myself." Be it societal, political, religious, communal, secular, cultural, economical, academical or professional, everyone has his share of the natural man. And that natural man must be dealt with and reduced to nothing. For God cannot use our natural man to fulfill His purpose. He can use only Christ that is brought forth out of God being wrought into us. Therefore, the need to become nothing by the Lord's mercy is of utmost importance.

This is something easier said than done. Even to me, I need to receive more mercy and grace from the Lord to become nothing. On the one hand, we are becoming God in life and nature but not in the godhead, but on the other side, we must become nothing in our natural man to give room for God to work. It may sound paradoxical, but its indeed true and proven over time. We must become nothing in our natural man to become God in life and in nature but not in the godhead.

This mysterious truth is a hard lesson to take, but the mercy of the Lord is sufficient. I was so touched by this matter this morning. "Becoming Nothing?" Yes, becoming nothing by God's grace for God to work Himself into me and making me become God in life and in nature, but not in the godhead. Only when one becomes nothing, God can work freely and fully to bring forth Christ that will fulfill God's purpose.

God's Appearing

Abraham, till today, is called the father of faith. But to me, he has no faith at all. The only reason he could have faith was because of God's repeated appearing to him again and again. Every time God appeared to him, something would be initiated and accomplished. God's appearing was his one and only source of faith.

Similarly today, as believers, no one really have faith out from his own being. The only source of faith is God Himself. I do not have any faith either. The only reason I can trust in God and have faith in Him is because of His appearing to me time and again and infusing Himself into me. The more one receives the appearing of God, the more of God is infused into him and that infused element of God in him becomes the believing element, faith. This is how one has faith, if he has it at all.

Two weeks ago I was so enlightened by this point of God's appearing. It also became my prophesy on the prophesying meeting on the Lord's day. But the question is, "How can we have God's appearing?" Of course, it would be a folly to expect the physical appearing of God as in the days of old, the old testament time. However, the principle of God's appearing still holds true till today, and even unto eternity.  In my subjective experience, God appears to us in many ways, in fact, in the ways we can see Him the best. God appears to us in our time with the Lord, in coming to the Word, in the church meeting, in fellowship, and many other ways. We only need a discerning spirit to discern rightly the appearing of God.

Many a times while on my knees, the Lord appeared to me. This description is beyond human utterance. I only knew it for sure what God was intimately fellowshipping with me. When in spirit I can discern the spiritual things. Often I would kneel before Him with my queries, and after thorough prayer over it, the answer was instantaneous. This intimate fellowship with the Lord infused more of God into me and that becomes my believing element of faith. The more I see Him in His appearing to me, the more I gain Him and my faith increases.

As much as I read the Word of God too, the Lord speaks through the word. Many times the logos became the rhema to me, and God's speaking in His Word became my faith. The Bible is a guaranteed legal  and formal document of God's confirmation on many matters related to my life and His purpose. Everyday as I come to the word, my faith grows. So the word is a good source of gaining faith too.

Also in fellowship with the saints, in big meetings and small ones too, and in one one one fellowship too, something of God would be dispensed and infused into me, depositing in me the element of faith. The fellowship may be small or big in scale or in time duration, but God sure does impart something of God into me.

In fact, there are many ways God can appear to us and to receive God's appearing, one must be exercised to come to the word daily, spent time regularly in prayer and attend as many meetings and fellowships as possible. These are the ways and means through which God appears to us and infuses Himself into us to be our faith.

Lord, appear to me daily by all means and through all ways; and be my faith.

Eliezer, Ishmael and Isaac

Genesis 15:

2 And Abram said, O Lord Jehovah, what will You give me, for I go childless, and the heir of my house is Eliezer of Damascus?

3 And Abram said, Since You have given me no seed, therefore, a servant in my house is my heir.

4 But then the word of Jehovah came to him, saying, This man shall not be your heir, but he who will come out from your own body shall be your heir.

God had promised Abraham that He would bless him with a seed. The promised seed physically was someone to be born out of him. However, he could not believe in what God had promised. He assumed that since he was aged and past fertility period, he proposed Eliezer, his servant, to be his heir. But God emphatically denied and promised that the promised seed must be out from his own body.

Later, in order to help God in fulling the promise, he bore a son out of Hagar, his wife Sarah's maid servant. Though this seemed closer to be his genuine heir in comparison to Eliezer his servant, still God rejected. The promised seed must be born of a legitimate wife, not a maid. However, for that to fulfill both of them were impotent to bear any child. That was a true test.

But the Lord was faithful and He fulfilled His promise in His own time. When there was no way out with all that man could possibly do, God came in and made possible what was impossible. 

Reflecting on this passage, with the help of the ministry of the word, I was so enlightened to see that God do not need anything of what we already have to fulfill His purpose. Nor does He need us to generate or produce something out of our natural strength and ability. What He does need is for us to fully open to Him that He can work Himself into our being. Only what He wrought into our being can be used by Him to fulfill His purpose on the earth. 

Today evening, as I was praying and reconsidering the fruit of all these years of labor in the church, I was very discouraged that nothing significant have happened. However, I was very encouraged in the fact that He would work Himself into me deeper and deeper and gain me more and more. And the issue will be the real Isaac for the fulfillment of God's purpose. In fact, as I was praying all those on the prayer list, the Lord touched me to call some of them, and whomever I called were all preserved by the Lord. They all have gone through certain situations in life, mostly down and negative, but through and through they have learned something of Christ. Their telephonic responses confirmed that now the light is dawning and they are on the path of spiritual progress. Prayer really works. And that too, prayer not of the natural man but those burdened by the Lord; not of Eliezer nor Ismael but Isaac, something truly out of the Lord.

Character Lesson : Exact

Approximation is a thief of accuracy. There has been a trending character among many, not excepting me, of approximating and assuming things. This is a common and normal character widely accepted. However, to the children of God this should not be acceptable. But the fact is, it takes some learning to really be exact and accurate at least in important matters.

I have been learning this lesson the hard way round. By my fallen nature, I approximate numbers and statistic very lightly, and on events and matters, I assume things too hastily. These are character flaws. The Lord recently gave some good lessons of character.

For instance, while reporting for my wife and children to FRRO Gurgaon as every non-Indian passport holders are legally required to do, I assumed that filling for my wife sufficed for the children, thereby I filled an online form for her only mentioning the other three children. Basically I assumed that filling for the mother sufficed that of the children. As I went to the office, registration was accepted only for her, while for the children I had to redo online form filling one by one. Had I done thoroughly for all at the first go, I would have saved a day of redoing for the children as well. I got to learn my lesson well.

Yet again, a brother fellowshipped for a visit to Dehradun without final confirmation of the detail. I assumed everything would be fine and I could just go ahead. In fact, I even fellowshipped with the brothers of going. Later, I discovered that the matter of visit was a proposal and not a solid and serious matter. The Lord exposed me of my looseness in presuming things so soon without waiting for confirmation.

This is a lesson I am still learning. To be exact in figures and numbers, in reports and statistical records and even in finance matter, I must not approximate things and assume anything.