The Word

Last week my feeling was somewhat down and I did not enjoy much of the Word, though I read it regularly, I did not receive much light nor any revelation. The same was with my time in the morning revivals and pursuings.  Even till the Lord's day morning, I did not really enjoy anything as should be. However, after the Lord's table meeting I was much revived. I did not know how it happened, but I knew I was much enlightened and the Word that I had been reading and storing within me became the "rhema" and supplied me richly. Later I prophesied in the meeting and enjoyed the Lord's rich anointing. Again, in the evening, I ministered the same enjoyment of the Lord in a group meeting and was richly blessed.

The Word constituted into our being is never a waste. The more constitution of the Word, the better it is. The enjoyment may not come at the moment but later the Lord will anoint it and use it. This reminds me of camels storing food in their humps and eating them whenever needed. We have to store spiritual food in our being and use them whenever needed.

Daily discipline of the reading the Word and pursuing the ministry of the word must be cultivated, even though it seems monotonous or religious. We must have this habit and exercise. The Lord will reward this exercise richly. It is like saving money in a bank and can be withdrawn whenever needed. This is what the Lord impressed me with this experience.

One of the points the Lord enlightened me with last week was the "goings forth of Christ" in Micah 5:2. This goings forth as revealed in John 1 spans eternity past to eternity future with five great universal events as a bridge of time--in creation, revealing Christ; in incarnation, mingling God with man; in Christ being the Lamb of God for redemption; in Christ becoming the life-giving Spirit and in Christ being the heavenly ladder to join heaven and earth. All these will ultimately consummate in the New Jerusalem to fulfill the eternal purpose of God. This goings forth of Christ is still continuing in me as I open to the Lord to work Himself into me, and as I cooperate with His inward move by preaching the gospel and shepherding the saints.

Lord, may Your goings forth continue in and through me...

Genuine Worship

To offer the burnt offering and the other offerings is to worship God. God wants us to worship Him with Christ as the reality of the offerings. God does not want a people who worship Him by bowing down,  kneeling, or even merely by singing and praising. 
Genuine worship, the worship which satisfies God’s heart, is a matter of our coming to worship God by offering to Him the Christ whom we have experienced and offering Him according to our experiences, reviewing the experiences we have had in our daily life. This is the worship the Father is seeking, the worship He desires. The Father wants us to worship Him by offering His Son to Him according to a procedure in which we review our experiences. 

Life-Study of Leviticus, Message 9

This pursuit opened a new vista to my understanding of worship. It is not an outward piety or rituals performed, but a "living."  The very living of a God-man life is a true worship to the Father. Void of this living, its all religious superstition. Many, not excepting me, and have fallen prey to the devil's wiles of worship. Worst is, many does this ritual thinking it is a worship to God! Religion indeed has blind folded many seekers of God, just due to ignorance of the truth or misinterpretation of the truth. Such is the case of today's religious genre. There is an urgent need for the knowledge and understanding of the truth with the experience of the very truth understood rightly.

Rightly, the Lord said in John 8:32 : "And you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free." Ignorance of the truth leads many to religious sins and superstitious deeds. So is the urgent need for every seeking believers to know the truth, experience the truth and live the truth.

What a relief to know this! Our living is a genuine worship of God; a living of Christ daily by taking Him as our life and our living.

Lord gain my living everyday, all the days of my life, to live You and You only as Paul did and said, "For to me is to live Christ." Phil.1:21

"Proper worship involves the burnt offering and the meal

offering. To offer the burnt offering for God’s satisfaction

and to offer the meal offering for our satisfaction and for

sharing our satisfaction with God—this is real worship.

Proper worship is a matter of satisfying God with Christ as

the burnt offering, and of being satisfied with Christ as the

meal offering and sharing this satisfaction with God. In real

worship Christ as the burnt offering ascends to God, and

Christ as the meal offering enters our being. In such worship

we satisfy God with Christ, and we share with Him our

enjoyment of Christ."

Life-Study of Leviticus, Message 11

The Blessing of the 3T’s Training

A decade ago, when I was a trainee in the full-time training in India, I attended a training on 1 & 2 Timothy and Titus. A documented record of my experience was unearthed and re-appreciate the fresh speaking of the Lord. The ministry is indeed the ministry. At any given point of time, any message given at any time is ever fresh and new; the Lord's anointing is in the ministry. Indeed, this is the ministry of the age. Lord, preserve me in this ministry unto the end.

The training on 3T’s was truly a blessing coupled with feasting on the healthy word, yet a warning on the Satanic chaos in the Church’s decline. The crystals of my enjoyment of the training are paraphrased thus as—

“God’s economy is in faith is to dispense Himself in Christ into us to constitute us as members of His Body, the Church. The Church is the House of the living God, thereby, we must be living too, and live in Him, by Him and with Him. The Church is the Pillar and Base of the Truth, thus, with all the saints we must uphold the Truth which is Christ Himself, come to the full knowledge of the Truth and bear forth the Lord’s testimony. The Church is the manifestation of God in the flesh, as such, in the principle of incarnation we must live a Christian life which is normally human, yet spiritually divine and avoid any spiritual gimmick.

“Christianity has tolerated different teachings apart from the apostle’s teaching and produced different divisive ministries issuing in the Church’s decline. But in the midst of such chaos we must live against the tide by receiving the divine inoculation of the healthy word. Much more, we must be inoculators. To be inoculators, we must exercise our spirit and steadfastly remain in the healthy teaching in the Lord’s recovery. And be God-men having faith in God and loving God absolutely. That we may be overcomers: fighting the good fight, running the Christian race and keeping the faith.”

 Apart from the truth, the very act of training, to my understanding, has trained me as to how to conduct training to shepherd the saints in love, yet under strict training norms. In fact, I was blessed with much exercise of character and learnt how to be faithful to the responsibilities assigned.

Glorious Beginning

The Lord is ever new and He is doing new things. The past few weeks have been a real blessing and a glorious beginning of His move. What a privilege to be a part of it! The speaking of the Lord was crystal clear, and His direction too. The preparation work the Lord has been doing was marvelous; digging deeper and deeper into my heart, purifying and sanctifying it. This preparatory work in me was very precious, I learned a lot. thanks to the brothers whom the Lord pleased and chose to use.

Though I was quite aware of the dates and schedules of the propagation, but I was clueless to what the Lord  would do. Until the day we began the propagation, when we finished our pursuing and was about to go out, I had no idea what to do. Instantly, the Spirit led us step by step, whom to meet, when to meet, and how to meet. From day one we saw baptism, sinners getting save, gentiles calling upon the Lord's Name. And it continued with higher and higher intensity. In the midst, the speaking of the Lord through the pursuing was apt to the core; a matter of the outflow of life is the gospel preaching, it is not a work nor a movement per se, but the overflowing of the divine life.

Altogether we had 12 baptisms in one week, baptism(s) happening everyday. The authority of the Lord's ascension was manifested, the subduing of the enemy was witnessed, the victory of Christ was experienced and declared! Hallelujah.

The coordination among the saints were so sweet, each functioning according to the measure of God's ordination.No murmuring, no complaint. Everyone enjoying the Lord! No struggling, no scheming. Everyone living the God-man life! What a blessed foretaste of the Body life in small groups. 

Skeptically, should this continue? Yes, indeed. This is just a foretaste, and just the beginning. Yes, indeed, a glorious beginning. The best is yet to happen....

His Presence

These days the Lord's sweetness was so dear and enjoyable. Yesterday, in my time with the Lord, He led me to a thorough confession to have a thorough and intimate fellowship with Him. The intensity of the prayer was so deep, I hardly sensed the passage of time. The same thing happened this morning. My heart was so hungry for the Lord's supply and His presence satisfied me. O the joy of His presence!

'Tis indeed an universal truth: Any insulation in our fellowship with the Lord hinders the supply of the Lord's sweet presence. Therefore, to live a joyful life, there has to be a thorough confession and application of the blood of the Lamb, a thorough and intimate fellowship with the Lord and a thorough prayer in oneness with the Lord.

This, the enemy is well aware and robs many Christian of their allotted portion by baiting them with the worldly pleasure and attraction for distraction, sins and their very self with the embodied sinful nature expressed in various forms.

However, the dealing with the world, sin and self will undo the enemy's tactics, and for this, the Lord's bountiful grace is accessible anytime with the exercise of the mingled spirit. Thus, the joy unspeakable is recoverable any moment.

Later, the Lord further enlightened me on the self. The self is the greatest enemy of the Body. If I ever have any problem with the saints, its not their problems, but mine; my self is not thoroughly dealt with. A good self is deceptive, but when the Lord exposes it, it is all for good, that the self be broken and Christ be gained.

This self, having been dealt with will usher into the living and working out of the New Jerusalem. All Christian works must take the New Jerusalem as the goal and the model to carry out the work.

Stanza 2 in Hymn # 477 impressed me deeply:
What e'er thou lovest, man,
That too become thou must;
God, if thou lovest God,
Dust, if thou lovest dust.
Go out, God will come in;
Die thou and let Him live;
Be not and He will be;
Wait and He'll all things give.

Source: http://www.hymnal.net/hymn.php/h/477#ixzz2B4MItfD9

Being Vital

Contacting people for the preaching of the gospel for shepherding is a matter of living, and not merely of works. For the person and the work are one. If the person is not proper, the work will never be proper. Vital living is a must for the spread of the gospel.

Today, as we had the class on God-ordained way, the Lord impressed me so much on being vital to contact people:

Qualification to contact people is to be vital. To be vital, one must not only live an ordinary Christian life but an overcoming life. 

1 Thessalonians 5:

16 Always rejoice: Ordinary Christians may rejoice occasionally, but overcoming Christians must always rejoice.

17 Unceasingly pray: Ordinary Christians may pray occasionally, but overcoming Christians must pray unceasingly.

18 In everything give thanks: Ordinary Christians may give thanks occasionally, but overcoming Christians must give thanks for all things.

And be conformed to the death of Christ --

Philippians 3:10 To know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death.

Preparation to contact people is to have: 

a thorough prayer, having an intimate fellowship with the Lord

a thorough confession to the Lord and be cleansed from all defilement of sins, the world and the flesh and the natural man

a thorough and intimate fellowship with the Lord

Constitution needed is to be constituted with the truths of the Bible; the full ministry of Christ in three stages of incarnation, inclusion and intensification. For this, one needs to exercise daily to dive into the truths by pray-reading the Word, studying, reciting and prophesying. 

When contacting people, one should discern the need of the moment and minister the word from his constitution.

Lord, make me vital.

Human Care

Take heed to yourselves and to all the flock, among whom the Holy Spirit has placed you as overseers to shepherd the church of God, which He obtained through His own blood.

Acts 20:28

The urgent and present need of the church, which the Lord deeply impressed upon me is "shepherding." Of late, the Lord burdened me for this and as I have been laboring in His grace, planting and watering faithfully, He causes the growth ( 1 Cor. 3:7). If there were none to plant and water, I believe God has no way to go on.

Brothers and sisters, though they are saved, they still need a lot of shepherding. As regeneration is not the end of a Christian life, but just the beginning. For them to grow, they do need shepherding. This need has been felt very much these days. As much as there is a need for shepherding, I myself need a lot of shepherding. And in shepherding, I am shepherded in return. And many fellowship during shepherding shepherded me too. An incident that touched me was what happened last Lord's day. 

After the table meeting, the Lord burdened me to spent another hour of free fellowship with new ones who came for the meeting. And He gave the utterance and released the burden. Praise the Lord! Still after this, two very new brothers in the Lord and also in the church-life opened up and requested for deeper personal time, which I obliged to. And they opened themselves up with much thirst and hunger for shepherding.

They both narrated their life stories and concluded that they really have been starved to spiritual death because of lack of shepherding in the denomination where they used to be. Recently, their introduction to the church-life was a matter of great revival in their lives. And both of them testified of the shepherding they received in the church-life. 

One of them have been struggling for 15 long years in the matter of baptism with many questions and doubts, but in the church-life in a small group meeting all doubts were cleared in 15 minutes fellowship on the truth of baptism. He later, got baptised and are now writing a new life story. The other brother opened up on may issues related to youth and their struggles in life, often times leading to depression and unwanted addictions.

To these brothers, exercising my spirit, I fellowshipped with them the need for personal and corporate enjoyment of the Lord and for this, the need for spiritual discipline in spending time with the Lord and eating the Word of God daily. Every genuine growth in life is a process and takes time. I encouraged them to come to the Lord and trust in Him only for every matter great or small; and if they need further fellowship and prayer, I offer myself to be available and contactable personally or at least over the phone. In our concluding fellowship we all prayed one by one. The Lord really worked in them and especially one of them, just confessed with tears and prayed and consecrated his life to Lord anew. Praise the Lord.

Today, when we had the God-ordained way class, this very experience was confirmed by the Lord's speaking through a brother. Shepherding is the need of the hour. May the Lord raise up many shepherds to shepherd the church of God.