God's Presence

God promised Moses, "My presence shall go with you, and I will give you rest." And Moses replied, "If Your presence doe not go with us, do not bring us up from here." Exodus 33:14,15

The presence of God means everything. His presence is His person being with. Where His presence is, there He is. His presence is a subjective enjoyment of Himself.

His presence is what we need. It really does not matter what we are, where we are or who we are. Or what kind of job we are doing or what kind of house we live in or what life-style we live. No matter we are in the best or the worst job, with God's presence everything is the best. Of late, the Lord taught me this. That I need His presence more than anything else.

Working in secular job or serving the Lord full time is no different to God. Each has his calling as the sovereign God decides. Even the nature, location, status, pay package of the job doesn't matter much. What matter most is, is God's presence there? If not, brothers, we must cry out for His presence. What is the use of a car without the fuel? What is the use of a house without a home? What is the use of a bed without a sleep? Without God's presence we are just empty shells, having the name without the reality. Perhaps, we are professing Christian without Christ Himself in our lives and living?

This reminds me of a hymn I treasure dearly , "I have learned the wondrous secret "

For my words I take His wisdom,

  For my works His Spirit's power;

For my ways His ceaseless presence

  Guards and guides me every hour.

Source: http://www.hymnal.net/hymn.php/h/564#ixzz1xZwG78Ml

Of late, I have been shepherding a family who's been looking out for a solution to joblessness and financial crisis. The only fellowship I had with the family was to look to the Lord for His presence. Nature of the job or pay package or job profile is what people look out for. But I told them, not to look at all these outward things. The one and only one deciding factor is, "Is the presence of  God with you in that job?" If yes, just get it, even if the profile is a slave-status and the pay beggarly. People look at "face-value", meaning the outward profundity of the job, but we must look at the "true-value", what really is in there. A ton of trash or a gram of gold? Unit of measurement "gram" is no comparison to "ton", so is "trash" to "gold". Is there God's presence? If so, a pay package of Rs.10,000 with God's presence is a millionth times better and worthier than a pay package of Rs.1,00,000 without God's presence. This is divine mathematics. I have proved it in my life. Riches or wealth or health means nothing. Sometimes, it is better off to have none of these but the presence of God. O the presence of God! 

How can we have it? By abiding in the Vine, the Lord Jesus. By contacting Him in our spirit moment by moment. O the joy of the presence of God! Lord, preserve me in you presence and do not and never take me where Your presence is not.

Bezalel (1)

Bezalel! What a name? Hardly anyone quotes him, much less unheard of. Talk about David or Moses, Abraham, Isaac or Jacob / Israel, they are familiar lot. But who is this insignificant man, Bezalel?

Exodus 31:2-5 See, I have called by name Bezalel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, the tribe of Judah. And I filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom and with understanding and with knowledge and  with all kinds of workmanship, To fashion skillful designs, to work in gold and in silver and in bronze, And in the cutting of stones for setting and in the carving of wood, to work in all kinds of workmanship.

Bazalel means in the shadow of God, he was a master builder, a leader in God's building, a man under the shadow of God's grace. 

After Jehovah commanded Moses to build the tabernacle He also selected the person who would do the building. Whom He selected He endowed him with His Spirit, with the wisdom required to build exactly as designed. Yes it was Bezalel whom God used, but who gave the skill to Him? It was God Himself.

The building up of the tabernacle, the church, God's dwelling place, is a noble work which every believer should do, yet the ability to do is of God. God said, "And I filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom and with understanding and with knowledge and  with all kinds of workmanship," Otherwise, no man can build God's house. What God intends to build, He also infuses with the building skill.

To fashion skillful designs, to work in gold and in silver and in bronze : To build up the church we must know how to use the divine nature as gold, the redemption of Christ as silver, and God's righteousness judgement as the bronze as the material for our building work. Otherwise, what we build will be natural and unacceptable to God.

 And in the cutting of stones for setting : To cut stones for setting is to help the saints to be transformed into stones and to be adjusted to fit into God's building. 

And in the carving of wood,: To carve wood is to work on the humanity of the saints for the sake of God's building; 

To work in all kinds of workmanship : To work in all kinds of workmanship is to produce finer virtues in human character with uplifted humanity of Christ. 

All these are needed for the building up of the church. And Bezalel has it all! Because God blessed him with all.Having read this my heart longs and prays for the God of building to bless me with all the skill needed in this age to build the building of God. On the one hand, it was and is God who builds, but He builds with man, He does not speak, "Let the tabernacle be!" and the Tabernacle was. No. God needs Bezalel to build. God needs man to build. God needs you and me to build. Lord make us the Bezalel of today!

Authority

These days as I have been studying the word, the Lord reminded me again and again of who He was and how He was and what He was when He was on this earth. Many instances were there confirming of His divine authority being exercised. Sicknesses were healed, demons fled, deaths were raised... He had the authority to command  anything, and was obeyed absolutely. This exposed me of my lack in exercising God's authority. As I have been pondering over this matter of authority, the Lord cherished me with a writing from eManna:

Aspiring to Be a Praying Person 

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John 15:7  If you abide in Me and My words abide in you, ask   whatever  you will, and it shall be done for you. 

Isaiah 59:1  Behold, the LORD'S  hand  is not shortened,  that it cannot  save ; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot  hear:  (2)  But your iniquities have separated between you and  your God, and your sins have hid [his] face from you, that  he will not hear.

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We need to have the ambition to be a praying person, a  person with power before God. Some people are powerful  before God, while others are not. What does it mean to be  powerful before God? It simply means that God listens to the  person when he speaks. It is as if God is happy to be  influenced by such a one. Some people can influence God.  Being powerless before God means that God does not listen to  the person when he speaks. We must have the desire and the  aspiration to see that God often answers our prayers. We  have to pray to Him, "May every request of ours be pleasing  to Your ears." It is a most glorious thing for God to  incline His ear to us. It is a tremendous thing for God to  trust us to the extent that He can give us whatever we ask.

If you have prayed for a long time and there is still no answer, you should realize that there must be some hindrance. The hindrances always occur because there is sin  in your conscience or there is a problem with your faith.  Before the Lord, we have to confess, deal with, and refuse our sins. At the same time we have to genuinely and fully  trust in God's promises. If we do this, we will see people being saved one by one, and our lives will be full of  answers to prayer.

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Bible verses are taken from the Recovery Version of the 
Bible and Words of Ministry from Watchman Nee, The 
Collected Works...vol. 49, pp. 293-295. Both are published 
by Living Stream Ministry, Anaheim, CA. 

Take Heed Lest Ye Fall

So then let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall. 1 Corinthians 10:12

A loving warning to every believer especially to those who devote most of their time to serve the Lord. When taking care of believers, the enemy is never happy, he's been fuming his anger, if possible, to do away with the shepherd as with the sheep. He has his job as roaring lion seeking whom he may devour (1 Peter 5:8) all night and all day. So this warning, take heed lest ye fall.

The Lord has burdened me to shepherd a couple who's on the way to the church life. This couple loves the Lord very much, and their emotions so tender. They just called me if I could visit them and pray with them amidts my busy official duty. On second thought, I felt I should go as I felt the need from the Lord, to take care of the saints' feeling, to strike the iron when its still hot. Procrastinating would only cool them down and may miss the opportunity to minister Christ. I went and prayed together for certain specific matters, which even led them to tears. They were so happy and felt cherished with the human care and nourished with the corporate prayer. O what a joy indeed to mutually care for one another. We are human so we still need human care.

Later in the evening, after official duty, I had a home meeting with an old uncle whom the Lord has miraculously turned from communist ideology to Christ at his old age. The way to shepherd this uncle of my father's age is just to patiently give him an ear to hear what he has to say--whatever, and then I finally hit home the nourishing loving word of scheduling time for prayer, contacting the Lord, reading the word and translating the ministry books, and praying for the salvation of the entire household. That's a real cherishing to him.

Again, afterward, I went for a home meeting with a family who's been struggling in life, physically and spiritually. Among them was a brother who's been filled with confusions and doubts about the basic Christian faith. Having traveled the rough terrain of his Christian path, he had gathered many dusts all along. To him I just used the Bible as the only unique authority that confirms the Christian faith, not feelings or thinking. Objective knowledge of God has clouded his mind without any subjective experience, and that confuses him when what he knows does not match what he is experiencing. I refuted the truth about salvation by faith and the need for touching the Lord in his spirit where Christ is, by daily exercise of calling upon the Lord's Name, praying and eating the word with fellowshiping with the saints in the church. These visit really gave him a new beginning as he confessed he's been helped. May grace lead him through.

Having found grace and supplying strength from the Lord to cherish and nourish others, I myself need much more cherishing and nourishing in return. When shepherding others we are shepherded in return. And the enemy's vile intention is drawn to the uttermost. For it is a spiritual battle, I must be always on the alert. When shepherding others I need to take heed or lest I fall. This is what the Lord reminded. Take heed lest ye fall. Lord, make me heed that I may never fall.

We Pray!

O Jehovah, do save, we pray! O Jehovah, do send prosperity, we pray! Psalms 118:25

"Do save," in Hebrew means Hoshiah-na,  the source for hosanna in the New Testament. Its an aptly rhema word the Lord spoke to me. I indeed need this very much and I believe every believer needs too. Salvation from eternal perdition is settled once for all on the day of regeneration. However, since then, every saved believer needs daily salvation. As Paul said in Philipians 2:12 b "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." We need to work out our daily salvation by taking Christ as our living, experience and enjoyment. To be saved from the world, Satan, self and sin. To be save from anything other than Christ himself. To be saved even from good things emanating from the soul. To be saved from not living according to the spirit. O how much I need this daily salvation by the divine life supply of God, the Father, in Christ, the Son, as the Spirit as grace! O Jehovah, do save me, I pray!

"Prosperity," is a very deceptive word among many charismatic and prosperity gospel preacher and believers today, fully twisting it to mean physical prosperity of becoming rich or buying new land or house or car or what not. This is the fallen application of the word among many. When God blesses, no doubt, there are many physical blessings involved too. Only He decides what and when and where is best for such prosperity. That's up to Him. But our understanding rightly should be that of heavenly, spiritual and divine blessings given to us by the Triune God as in Ephesian 1:3 and the following verses concerning His divine economy. These blessings are heavenly in nature, state, characteristic and atmosphere. These are the prosperity every believers need today and should long for. This prosperity is to prosper in the work of the Lord for the fulfillment of His divine purpose through us today.  O Jehovah, so send prosperity to me, I pray!

Prayer

I watch, and I am like a lone sparrow on a housetop. Psalm 102 :7


This verse typify the Lord in His affliction and expressed His continued dependence upon God the Father as a lone sparrow on the housetop. This was His living, and He prayed not for Himself but for the Father's heart's desire. To such an extend, the Father's desire was His desire, not caring for His own desire. This reminded me of  two important things: 1) To spend time with the Father 2) To pray according to the Father's desire. 


A life of prayer is a must for every child of God. Even, if it is a legality, I say, we must pray. This habit must be inculcated in every believer. And this must be our living every day. Once one spends time daily and regularly in prayer He will all the more be infused with the Father's desire and his interest and desire will be only of the Father. Once this is done, then v.14, "For your servants take pleasure in her stones, and show favor to her dust." Once endowed and burdened with the Father's desire, we will take pleasure in her "stones", the believers in the church and show favor to her "dust", the ground of oneness.


To take pleasure in her stones requires maturity in the divine life. To see the saints as beautiful as the Lord Himself requires the Lord's life Himself as one's life and living. Yes, the saints may be weak and fallen, but still their sainthood by virtue of the divine birth never changes. What makes the beholder the difference is with what heart he beholds. With God's heart all the saints are beautiful.


To show favor to her dust is to favor the ground of oneness where the church stands. The ground is the mingling of the Triune God with the believers. The ground of oneness, of God's choice where His name is and where He should be worshipped. And this view is possible with the heart of the Father.


The Lord inspired me these verses today to regularly spend time with the Father and be burdened with His burden for His heart's desire and have His view towards the saints and the church. The saints are beautiful, the churches are glorious!

Humble Service

..It is not fitting for us to forsake the word of God and serve tables. Acts 6:2b


Two kinds of services are revealed here: ministering the word of God and serving tables. The context of this verse gave more weight to "the word of God", nevertheless, "serving tables" is not neglected either. Both are important. Judging by human logic, "the word of God" far out-weights "serving tables". And it is very easy to lower the value of "serving tables" which sounds a mere levitical service. A self secluded spiritual person will definitely prefer "the word of God" to "serving tables" if he were to be given a choice. In my flesh, I would be no different. And so likewise, most or at least some.


But reading further verses v.5, "Stephen" and "Philip" were among the seven selected for "serving the tables"! This is amazing. Who was Stephen? V.8 says, "And Stephen, full of grace and power, did great wonders and signs among the people". Take a break.  Stephen, full of 1) grace and 2) power, 3) did great wonders and signs. Acts 8:5-8 records how God used Philip for preaching the Gospel, casting out unclean spirit and healing many who were paralysed and lame. 


Today, if the likes of Stephen and Philip in their spiritual capacity and manifestations were here, who will serve tables? On the contrary there will be a huge advertisement on any possible media for a huge "spirit filled, powerful messages?" What a shame on today's self exalted generation of Christianity! To the eyes of God, serving tables is serving Him too! Stephen was chosen to serve tables! If Stephen as such could be, why not you and me who are in no way comparison to Stephen?  This is a real challenge to me and many as well. Just to faithfully accept the Lord's sovereign arrangement. The nature of service is immaterial, what is of utmost important is our attitude towards the Lord's wise arrangement.


May the Lord have mercy on me and many of us to be faithful to any service assigned to us, be it cleaning, mopping the floor, arranging the chairs, cooking, washing dishes in the church. All services to God are equal to God. The lower the service it sounds to men, the better it is, giving no room for pride to have its spell cast upon.