This week the Lord convicted me of putting my personal needs before His own. I had cancelled a group meeting because of a personal affair, without much consideration. The result, no peace. Immediately, I rescheduled the meeting for another day, which turned out to be a very enjoyable one. The new ones, though from a very staunch atheistic philosophical background, they hungered for the milk of the Word. What a joy to feed, and be fed by feeding the Word of God!
The Lord also exposed me of my lack for genuine love and care for the saints. The nourishing in divinity with the high peak truth that I have been doing is very good, but better would be to balance with the cherishing care in humanity. Saints are human beings with human feelings. They need tender care and love. Though I cannot solve any of their problems, at least I can care for them and do my best to help in whatever way possible with discernment.
As member of the Body even my personal experience of the Lord should be attuned with, to and for the Body. Its easy to be individualistically spiritually, even experiencing the Lord in many aspects, day by day , moment by moment. However, this can all be aloof from the Body. If so, it easily leads to selfishness and pride. Even the devil can make use of our spirituality to meet his own need. After all, true and genuine spirituality is only in the Body and is for the building up of the Body. I thanked the Lord, He balanced me in the Body through the brothers' fellowship.
Praise the Lord for a wondrous week again.